The second day came, nothing interesting happened in particular. All we did is girly stuff in this era would do, doing embroidery, writing, talking about musicians, etc...

I did write what I observe from the behavior of the heroine.

Though from her schemes of harming Josephine, it really do work! Even she tries or not, it is confirmed that even she do good things for her it would end up in disaster. Of course Francheska have done her plans without the presence of Rachel.

Ever since that incident, she forgave me and then act as if nothing happened.

"I hope I get to see that boy again!" Josephine gladly cheered for herself, clasping both her hands as if praying it will come true.

"You already like the boy???" Rachel asked shocked to what she just heard.

"Yeah! Is this what they call 'love at first sight'?"

"Francheska can you please enlighten this girl here about love." Rachel turned to Francheska's direction.

About to sip on her tea, Francheska rolled her eye on how will she reply to the annoying topic called love.

Biting her lower lip, as if it would help her formulate to answer. Francheska finally let out a sigh and just tell them what she have in mind.

"Uhhh I do not know... I do not believe such things like 'love' or sight-- whatever you call it."

"Then if ever you will find a boy, what do you expect he will be?"

Ha! That never really crossed my mind... how did I even met 'him'? We met several times but I guess all I can remember was the first phone call we had.

"I do not expect a lot. Besides I don't get to choose whoever he will be..." trying to dismiss the whole topic, Francheska could not help but felt uncomfortable of the pitiful stares from the two girls. One making her feel sad, and the second making her feel so pathetic.

"...if I ever really get to choose... I hope he understands me, loves me as he also loves himself and his family, kind, and never be ashamed of me... I guess that's what I expect he will be." Grabbing her tea cup to quench her drying throat.

It makes Francheska nervous as she recall the times she have spent with her previous lover. The guy that she risked loving over her career and family. She wonders what happened after her death of 'that' world.

All Francheska could hope for the love of her life is to move on and find someone new. Someone that would help him for their future together. Showing their romance to the world without any shame, of hiding from paparazzi to ruin their time together.

Realizing the blur of her sight, Francheska hurried to grab a cloth on the table but fell down the floor. Fortunately, Lady Josephine is nearby and grab the cloth and hand it over to the lady needing it.

"Thank you..." Francheska now dabbing her wet cheeks to dry, have notice the finger that was pricked yesterday by a needle was now healed.

"Huh...? What?" She wondered out loud.

How could that be? The needle have pierced her finger in a visible angle, and surely blood clots would form... it would take a lot of days to heal but it was gone, it's like she got a new finger.

Sitting straight on her chair, as she set down the cloth to her lap. She sip on her drink to calm her mind, giving space to her mind for enough topics can occupy. There was only one thing that she have to find out... the extent of magic power that Josephine can wield.

Night came, Francheska could not sleep from the floating problems invading her thoughts. She is so troubled that she is certain even if she successfully have fallen asleep it will still haunt her.

In those months of preparing herself to face her consequence, she never bothered the magic ability of the main character. Even so how could she even try to remember things when she barely know about the novel? She was a busy person, a rising actress, memorizing lines for the movies or series have jumbled inside her mind.

"Augghhhh! I'm not an actress anymore, but a kid fated to be killed in my twenties! My life stops there, and probably would just never get to explore other kingdoms or lands... AAACCKKK why am I even trying to survive?"

Francheska flopped to the bed face first, as she wants to drain herself out.

Suddenly she composed herself, and confidently reassured herself.

"No... because I am given a new life! A new start for me to save myself. Where I can be cruel whenever I want, and show them who is the real me! No one will recognize the old me or even try to stop me..."

A face suddenly flash her mind, sweet smile she would see whenever she sees her... it was her bestfriend, the girl who introduced her to the novel. The girl that have helped her through hardships... whenever her family couldn't understand her, the fans that gives death threats, when she couldn't understand herself and her own decisions.

"Why did I lose everything? Why did I have to die? What did I do wrong to get you decide for me to be killed?!?! Why did you have to take 'them' away from me... I was fine living that hell as long as I still have 'them'... and now I am alone! ALL ALONE!!!!" She shouted all her woes in her pillow, fortunately the room is big enough to contain her cries.

She is usually not like this in the past few months. She was determined and still is, just to survive. She have lived hardships in her previous life, but as the days passed by she cannot accept the fact she is slowly losing the memory of her bestfriend and her lover. She hated feeling so weak without them, looking frantically for them, like a script of an important line to memorize.

Starting life in this new world, cannot make her happy. While remembering the faces and surrounded by people that would sooner or later betray and kill her. No one to trust, no one to lean on, she only needs a strong spine for her to stand alone. How could she do that when she have a hard time loving herself?

It's the third day, and tomorrow morning she will go back to her home. Strangely Francheska felt everyday is torture as she remember not to break down and convince her that 'this' is her reality.

Closing her eyes, she fell asleep.

"Goodmorning, lady Francheska."

It's always the same... they greet me well for it might affect their salary. Taking care of me better because of how great my family is. Getting to know me so that they can form bonds with my family... and then in the end they would just chose the girl that has great magic, if only she would just be gone...

The last word have echoed.

Yes... gone! If the female lead just die or gone then what would happen??? I mean it's still so 'early' before anyone could know about 'it' then--

"Lady Francheska are you okay?" Her maid snapped her chain of thoughts.

"Huh? I- I'm fine. Just thinking about our departure tomorrow. Hahahha..." Francheska gave out slight chuckle.

Hearing a sigh, from her maid. She said, "you must be very sad of how little your days here."

"Yes... I am, I still want to have one more day."

Yes, another day to know about the magic Josephine posses, and the extent of it. Why they treated her so special and how they just accepted her without a doubt.