5/22/2050

It is crazy how much has happened in these past few months... you know, I started originally journaling because my therapist recommended I talk about the things I could not talk about to people... about missions and secrets I had to keep. Over the years, I have had to keep tons of secrets for many people. When I reopened this journal, I was hoping to journal about joyous things and more happy things in my life.

I'm afraid of the power I possess. Most heroes in this era would laugh upon my struggle. They would ask "Why are you afraid of your unique powers?" Well, my powers are unique but being one of the most powerful and potent superheroes to be born in this decade is not easy. There have been more sacrifices and tragedies I have had to endure than any teenager possible. The responsibilities alone could crush someone.

It's why there are two born every decade. Two born to face the challenges the universe pose every decade. I hardly believe Nox will be the last huge challenge that Nightfall and I have faced together. I hardly think it is the last power hungry person or being that Earth or any planet will face.

Like I saying, the world seems to have gone mad with heroes losing their powers and I can't help but sympathize. I miss my powers despite the huge responsibility I have bestowed upon me. I am helping in every way I can, but every day I wonder is it enough while my friends are out there saving lives.