Again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again...

Nothing changes. Never changes. Great, great, great. Loving every second of it.

What's their deal? What's with the deal? What's on the deal? Making a deal?

There was no deal.

Never made the deal.

Forget about it.

What deal?

Deals?

Multiple deals?

What's the deal? They ask.

What's the deal?

Hey, what's the deal?

I've done nothing wrong. I did nothing wrong.

Are you sure about that?

[ ] Yes

[ ] No

[X] Unsure

Losing it. Lost it already. Fine. Fine. Fine. Just find another one. Think positive.

Positive.

Positive!

Positive?

Negative.

Number of drinks had today

* 4 cans of beer

* 10 shot of rum

* 3 glasses of water

One more one more one more one more one more one more

Number of drinks had today

* 4 cans of beer

* 10 11 shot of rum

* 3 glasses of water

I DID NOT DESERVE TO LOSE IT. I DID NOT DESERVE TO LOSE IT. I DID NOT DESERVE TO LOSE IT.

IT WASN'T MY FAULT. IT WASN'T MY FAULT. IT WASN'T MY FAULT.

They're going to be more than upset.

Worse than upset.

Just find another.

No problem.

It's easy to find another.

No problem.

Remain calm at all times.

Remain positive at all times.

Remain calm and do not make rash decisions while impaired.

Remain positive and do not make rash decisions while impaired.

Thought it was going to be it. Thought this was the end of having to start anew.

Does not feel good to be wrong.

Feels good to be right.

Craving to be right.

The appetite to be right is growing.

Remain calm at all costs.

Remain positive at all costs.

Times smoked today

* 19 cigarettes

* 3g Mary Jane

Tomorrow is a new day...

TOMORROW IS A NEW DAY...

TODAY WAS YESTERDAY...