"No it's a freeze that lasts for a few seconds"

"Well that's the good thing about sex, you don't need your words.... Unless you change your mind about having it" I reply as we continue to lie on the sun beds

It's a nice day today so I decided to pay my sister in law -and her friends- a visit. "What's it like?" Jessica sits up

"Your first time is usually your worst time, unless you wait for the right person"

"So Carter wasn't your first?" Grace asks

"Nah, four guys before him"

"Noted"

I sit up a little, "You're all virgins right?"

Grace and Jessica nod, I then gasp. "Daisy you didn't" I say with shock

Daisy was always the most innocent out of Graces friends, if anything I expected her to be the one to say yes. "Yeah.... It was with Kyle"

I lie back down with my shades on, "I hope protection was used"

"It was"

"Why are we even talking about sex?" Grace says amused

"This could be useful for you and you know who" Jessica replies

Ok now I'm even more curious, Grace and I talk about boys all the time -when Carter isn't here- so I kind of have a feeling on who Jessica's referring too. "Gracie"

"Yeah?"

"I hope for your sake that Carter doesn't know about this boy"

Jessica and Daisy giggle, I take off my shades as I look at my sister in law expectantly. "Kind of?"

I frown, "So you and Caleb are dating and I didn't know-

"We're not dating.... We just talk a lot" Grace defends

"What are you guys doing?" A voice scoffs

We all look over at the backyard door, there stands Carter, Aaron, Xavier..... and Caleb.

My Carter looks hot.... And I mean hot hot, he's got his work clothes on so I know he's coming from a meeting with his grandfather. "Laying by the pool, what does it look like?" Grace shields her eyes from the sun

"I see that, but why are you all in bikinis"

"I don't know brother maybe because there's a swimming pool" She replies as I walk over to the house

Caleb steps out as Carter rolls his eyes and walks away, "Hey guys"

Daisy and Jessica go back into the pool whilst he sits with Grace, I look back at Aaron as I ruffle Xavier's hair. "What's wrong with him?"

"My guess is that he got into an argument with a business associate"

I nod slowly before walking past the two of them and past the front room, "Carter!" I call out

I find that he's in the bathroom standing in front of the mirror, I shut the door behind me as he turns around.

"Is everything ok?"

He does nothing but nod, "You sure? Cause usually you'd have something to say when I'm dressed like this" I joke

"You look beautiful"

I smile a little before resting a hand on his cheek, "What happened?"

He sighs, "Nothing it's just business"

"Did you get the deal?"

He nods and I frown, "So then what's the matter?"

"Some men are just ass holes"

Word

"Well... I think you should find a way to forget about them"

Carter narrows his eyes as I undo his top button, "Maybe I should be the one asking if your ok"

I'm not ok at all. I need him, like right now....

This horniness is so random but hey, gotta take every opportunity. "I am" I respond to his question before pulling him down by the shirt and bringing our lips together

Carter didn't disoblige thankfully, I take control of the kiss as he places a hand on my waist keeping me in place. Fortunately he can sense how desperate I am because then he picks me up, now I can taste him better.

My hold on him tightens as he leans back against the wall and allows my tongue to enter his mouth. It's becoming a common thing now, we find any moment that we can for our make out sessions, it's impossible back at home since one of us is always watching Thiago.

Sadly our moment was only short lived because then Aaron banged against the door, "Melissa's back"

I pull away from my husband with swollen lips and he stares at me breathlessly, "Your horny as fuck aren't you?"

I shrug with a smile as he sets me back down, as I unlock the door Carter grabs my ass one last time before following me out. "I hope you didn't have sex in the tub" Aaron says to his best friend

"So what if we did"

It's weird, the house is cold even though the weather is beyond hot, I put on a silk robe over my bikini before heading into the kitchen. Melissa takes off her shades as she puts Thiago down, "Hey baby"

My son raises his hands and I gladly pick him up before sitting him on my hip, "What'd you guys get?" I ask as I look through the bags

There were bags full of food, and then bags full of toys. I love Melissa but at this rate Thiago's room is going to turn into a toy car factory, "Melissa your too kind" I sigh

"Nonsense, anything for my grand baby" She kisses his cheek and he smiles cutely

"Mommy"

"Hmm?"

He points at the bread sticks, "Words"

"Please" My son says shyly

I open up the box before giving him a breadstick, he says thank you and I take one for myself before dipping it in humus.

"So" Melissa says as she sits opposite me

"So?"

"How far along are you?" She questions

I feel around my stomach, "How did you know?" I say shocked

She smiles, "I have two children Carmen"

I sit Thiago down on the countertop, making sure to stand in front of him.

"Three weeks"

"Does Carter know?"

I shake my head, "I only found out a few days ago, I'm gonna tell him later"

"I'm glad, T needs someone to keep him company" Melissa smiles as she ruffles his hair

"You hear that T? Mommy's having a baby"

He points at my stomach and I nod with a smile before looking back at his grandmother

"The girls are here by the way, outside"

She takes a few drinks out of the fridge before going to the backyard and I bring my attention back to my baby, "Want another one?" I ask whilst wiping crumbs off of his mouth

He nods and I slide the box over, Thiago then pouts his lips upwards and I give him a peck on the lips.

"Not too much, me and daddy will take you to McDonald's after"

You know, being a mother is probably one of my favourite things, it's nice having someone who's obsessed with you and always wants to be by your side....At times. There are times where I would be going out with the girls and Thiago would throw a tantrum because he wants me to stay, then there's times where me and Carter would go out for date nights and he'd cry because he wants to come. But I guess that's why I'm thankful for Melissa, he absolutely adores her.

Grace walks back into the house with Caleb, he can't seem to take his eyes off her. "Got a towel?" She shivers

I toss her one and she thanks me, "You should've seen her C, she was all scared and was screaming " Caleb says amused

"I wasn't scared, it was just unexpected"

I snort, "Don't tell me you pushed her in"

"Of course I did" He steals a breadstick

"So" I then say as I pick up my son

It's time to do some investigating of my own, whilst Carter isn't around.

"Do you two really think you can fool me?" I question

Grace frowns, "What do you mean"

"Your so bad at pretending to be friends"

"She is isn't she" Caleb agrees

Knew it

She hits him lightly, "Shhhh"

"Shhh" Thiago repeats after his aunt

"What I don't get is why it's a secret"

"I don't want it to be, but Grace does" Caleb replies

"Why?" I frown

"Starts with a C and ends with an R"

"Carter won't do anything"

"Yeah he will-

"Trust me Grace, there's only so much he can say" I tell her

"It's not like I care about what he says, he's just too protective at times"

I shrug, "So I'll tell him for you"

"Tell who what?" My husband asks as him and Aaron take a seat at the island

Thiago sits on his lap, "Nothing.... Caleb come on" Grace drags him by the hand and leads him back outside

Carter looks back at me with a frown, "Hey" I say amused

"What was that about?" Aaron questions

"Oh nothing we were just discussing Carter"

"Why"

"Acie has a boyfriend" Thiago giggles

"What?" Carter looks down at him

"Yeah it's Caleb" I say

He looks back at Aaron and he shrugs, "Surprise?"

"Hell no"

You know, I don't understand guys sometimes. They'll go date girls at such a young age but when their sisters do it, it becomes a problem. He's lucky Grace is dating Caleb rather than some unknown guy.

"Carter"

"What?"

"When did you lose your virginity"

I already know the answer but I wanna hear him say it, "What has that got to do with Grace?"

"Answer my question"

"You know the answer"

"I wanna hear you say it"

"Fifteen" Aaron answers

"Exactly, So I don't want to hear anything from you" I tell my husband

"But-

"Shh"

"She's still-

"Nothing"

"Carmen-

"Carter"

He mumbles in annoyance before handing Thiago his sippy cup and Aaron scoffs with shock. "You've gotta teach me how to do that" He says impressed

"Of course"

~*~

After leaving Melissa's house Carter, T and I headed home. Then of course we ordered food, I probably ordered the most. McDonald's, sushi, Subway. You name it, I got it. After that nightfall came around so quickly and I was able to put Thiago to bed, thankfully he's in his own room tonight. I won't be surprised if he turns up at ours in about an hour or two though.

I trace patterns on my husbands back before wrapping my arms around him and placing a kiss on his shoulder, yeah I'm quite affectionate tonight. When we left his mothers house he was acting sulky because I wouldn't let him go all big brother on Grace.

I rest my chin on his shoulder before looking over, "Don't sleep yet mi amor"

He mumbles tiredly before turning to face me

I lie closer so that our faces are inches apart and he opens his eyes, I'm surprised he's falling asleep before me. "What's wrong" Carter murmurs sleepily

"Can't sleep"

He strokes my skin and I close my eyes as a calming feeling rushes through me. "Baby"

"Yeah?"

"We're having a baby" I tell him

If he wasn't awake before, this news certainly woke him up now. "What?" My husband says surprised

I smile a little, "I found out a few days ago"

He pulls me closer by the waist and I immerse myself into him, "I get to be a dad again?"

I laugh, "Your already a dad stupid"

"You know what I mean"

I kiss him on the chin, "Yes you get to be a dad again"

He pulls the comforter higher and I lie on his chest as I inhale his familiar scent. Carter will forever smell like heaven, I always find myself using his aftershave and wearing his clothes whenever he's not here.... Just to remind myself of him.

"Shit we've gotta redo another bedroom"

"Mhm"

"I'm excited" He then says

I smile against him, "Me too"

He gives me one last ass grab before closing his eyes once more and I kiss the ink placed on the right side of his chest -it has the date 23/07, when we got married- before letting the tiredness that has randomly appeared take over.

I can't wait for our second baby

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