You know how everyone has the perception that boys are uneducated and don't know shit about periods? Well I got lucky, Carter was so nice about it. He didn't freak out or start to get disgusted and weirded out, matter of fact he went into the store himself and bought me underwear, pads, tampons, some chocolates and a bottle of peach tea. Melissa was a little confused when we got back because it was quite early but then he explained that there was an accident, she understood right away.

I had a shower in his bathroom and then I changed into a pair of cycling shorts and one of his shirts, I always wear double underwear on the first night.... Just incase. "I'm sorry for being a complete bitch" I mumble against Carters chest

"It's ok, your jealously was kinda cute" He says amused

I readjust the hot water bottle that Melissa gave me, "Well you have to admit, Maya was a little too nice"

He smiles a little before facing me, "Well good news for you, she's busy partying with Santiago"

I frown, "Seriously?"

"Mhm, she's obsessed"

Ok so I guess maybe I did judge a little too quickly, "Well that's good for him, he needs someone to keep him on his toes" I murmur

"You tired?"

"No" I lie

He snorts before reaching up and shutting the light, "It's midnight, sleep"

My eyelids drop down slowly as he holds me in his arms, "Carter"

"Yeah?"

"I love you" I yawn

He goes very still, "Carmen"

"Hmm"

"What did you say?" He whispers

"I said I love you" I repeat

"For real?" I nod against him

He didn't reply for awhile, I think it was almost as if he was processing my words. But then finally before sleep took over he replied softly with, "I love you too"

~*~

-

Light shines through the curtains and hits against my leg that is currently lying outside of the comforter. For once I woke up feeling happy.... Carmen loves me, I'm still shocked that she said it. I think I've always loved her but I thought that I'd be the one to say it first, I guess not.

Not gonna lie I started thinking that last night was a dream because I woke up to an empty bed, I was a little confused as to where Carmen was but then when I got up and walked into the bathroom I saw her. She's leaning on the sink for support whilst holding her stomach with her eyes closed, she's in pain.

"Want me to get anything?" I ask softly

I notice tears fall from her closed eyes as she breathes slowly, "Melissa" Carmen finally whispers

"I'll be right back" I promise before walking out of the room and making my way downstairs. Now the comfort part.... I'm good at that, but I'm useless when it comes to helping with the cramps and shit.

I knock on my mothers office door, "Yes?"

I scratch the back of my head awkwardly as I walk in, "Everything ok?"

"Uhh no.... Carmens in pain and I don't know what to do, she asked for you"

My mother gets up and I follow her to the kitchen, "I bought her some clothes this morning so give her those for when she showers later" I take the bag she hands me

I then watch as my mom puts the kettle on and takes a large bottle of water out of the fridge, "Lemon water" She informs me as she puts it down

I nod slowly, she then takes out a pack of Tylenol from one of the cabinets, "Where is she?"

"Bathroom" I answer

We both walk back up the stairs together before going back to my room. Carmens not in the same position anymore, she's sat against the wall hugging her legs, I feel really bad. "Hey honey" Mom crouches down in front of her

"I can't move" Carmen whispers

She tucks a hair behind her ear, "Day two?"

Carmen nods, "Your gonna be ok. I've got you some lemon water and a pack of Tylenol so make sure you drink up alright?"

She drinks a little before taking a pill, "When that kicks in you can have a nice hot shower, then after that you can use the hot water bottle again" Mom says softly

"Thank you" She whispers

My mother smiles, "No problem"

I think deep down Melissa was excited that Carmen wanted her, she misses doing all sorts of motherly things since she's working all the time and plus.... She wants the teenage girl experience for some odd reason. She gets up before looking at me, 'be nice' she mouthed as she walked away

I sit down besides Carmen against the wall, "You ok?"

"Not at all"

Dumb question, I know

"How long does your period usually last?"

"Three or four days"

I raise my eyebrows with surprise, "But after day two I barely even notice it" She adds

"Well on the plus side, your a pretty crier"

She smiles a little, "Carter"

"Yeah?"

"Did you believe me?"

I frown, "What do you mean?"

"When I said those three words"

I sit back and she looks at me, "Well I mean..... I did think that maybe you didn't realise you said it or-

"I love you"

I look back at her, "Like no joke, I do" She nods

"Well I love you too" Carmen lies on my shoulder and I smile a little before putting an arm around her

-

There's nothing I love more than seeing that my phone has blown up due to the amount of text messages I have received from last night till today

Notice my sarcasm

So it's been confirmed that Santi was in fact drunk last night

I snort as I sit there with amusement, Aaron's text was the funniest I think. I text everyone back one by one, starting with Santi

He reads my message before calling me almost immediately, "Wow I don't think you've ever called so fast" I say amused

"Dude why'd you leave yesterday" My little brother complains

"Because I was unwell" I respond

"Well anyway, I saw the sexiest girl last night.....- wait a minute how do you know her name?"

"Cause she's babysitting my little Gracie" I reply

"And you didn't think to fucking tell me about her earlier because?"

Carter sits down besides me, "Because usually you go for black girls?"

He frowns, "Hey I love all women" My brother defends

"Cool, can I call you later?"

"No-

"Love you bye" I end the call

"Who was that?" Carter says amused

I roll my eyes, "Santi claims that he's in love"

"With Maya?"

I nod, "With Maya"

"I see" He replies before rubbing my stomach

"How you feeling?"

I kiss him on the cheek, "Much better, thank you"

"Let's watch something" He murmurs into my shoulder

"Mm I'd love too..... but I've got homework"

"Do it later-

"It's a history essay, I've got to do it now" I say amused

I'll probably forget to be honest

He sits back, "Your no fun"

I play with his hair a little before kissing him

"Carter Carter Carter!" Grace runs towards us

He sighs as we pull away, "What?"

"Guess what" His sister jumps up and down excitedly

"What?" He says amused

"We're gonna see daddy today!"

Uh oh

I raise my eyebrows with surprise, "Who told you that" Carter says seriously

"Mom" Grace replies

"Is he picking you up?" I ask

She shakes her head, "Carter can drive us"

"Why would you do that?" He scoffs at his mom

"Because this isn't just about you, it's about your sister too" Melissa replies as Grace picks up the tv remote

"Yeah? And how are you gonna explain that new girlfriend of his?" Carter says annoyed

"I'm sure your father can speak for himself"

"Your funny if you think I'm going"

"This isn't the time for you to be selfish-

"I don't think I'm the one who left their kids for years without a phone call or a text"

"Look I'm not saying that you have to be nice and pretend nothing happened..... but your sisters excited and I don't want you ruining it for her" Melissa says seriously

I look back at Carter, he is beyond pissed. "And besides, he really wants to meet Carmen" She adds

I frown as I look back at her, "Wait what?"

"He's heard about you, I hope you don't mind that I told him"

"I doubt that she'd wanna go either-

"No I'll go" I say quickly

Carter frowns at me, "What are you doing?"

"Who else is gonna keep an eye on you?"

"But-

"And I think I'm better off actually doing something rather than just sitting here whilst I bleed internally" I shrug

"C" He says seriously

"Yes?"

"Tell me your joking"

"I'll trade you" I comprise as Melissa walks away

Carter frowns, "I'll do you a favour if we get to go to your dads dinner"

He narrows his eyes, "What kind of favour?"

"Whatever you want" I say innocently

-

"He wants to take them to dinner?" I frown

Melissa sighs as she cuts up onions, "Yes"

"Does Gracie know about the new family?"

She shakes her head, "Jacob wants to be the one to explain it, I'm not getting involved"

"I don't know, rich white people at a fancy dinner..... what could go wrong?"

She laughs as she washes her hands, "He asked about you too"

Carter and I used to be neighbours when we were about five, that's how we know each other. I met his dad and he seemed like a genuine guy, but then after I found out he was the reason Carter was acting out again.... My opinions changed, "Yeah thanks but no thanks"

She smiles a little, "Where are the unlabelled couple anyway?" I ask

"Upstairs-

"Aaron!"

I turn around, "What can I do for you little Miller?"

She leads me upstairs, "Guess what?"

"What?"

"I'm gonna see my daddy today"

"Yeah?"

She nods excitedly, "Is Carter excited too?"

We walk towards his room and she shakes her head, "No-

"Fuck" We hear a pant

I narrow my eyes before steering Grace the other way. "Why don't you show me your new drawings, we'll talk to Carter later"

She shrugs, "Ok"

-

You know in my past experiences I always hated giving oral, mainly because the guys I gave it to were just weird....

However with Carter it's different, I love pleasing him and hearing him moan. The fact that he keeps on pushing my head down lower means I'm definitely doing a good job. He grips onto my hair tightly as I continue to bob my head up and down

His dick is already big, I'm having to clench my toes just so I don't gag..... but I'm also wondering how good it will feel inside of me. I'm not gonna lie and say that my body count didn't increase whilst I was away with aunt Camila, after I left the recovery program for the final time I'm pretty sure I went to a party down town, things got heated with a guy that I met there. We were both drunk but sober enough to be aware..... the sex wasn't a ten out of ten but it was alright, I'm kind of forgetting where I was going with this.

Anyway After about another minute or so Carter releases into my mouth, I find myself wanting to spit it out but you know what, I'll take it like a good girl. He tugs my hair downwards so that I can look up at him, by observing his facial expression I can tell that he's daring me to swallow.

I gulp down his kids obediently and he pulls down my bottom lip with his thumb, "I'm the only one you've swallowed right"

"Mhm"

Now I'm horny as fuck

I get up as he pulls his boxers up along with his trousers, "If it weren't for your period I would've fucked the hell out of you" He murmurs before kissing me

I smile against his lips, "Well then I can't wait for when you do"

"You guys done?"

I frown as I pull away from his mouth, "Aaron?" We both say confused

He leans on the door, "Glad to see that you two are enjoying yourself, however your not the only ones in the house"

"What are you doing here?"

"I'm not here for you actually, I'm here for Grace"

"Right well she's not in here"

"Duh, she wanted me to get you two so that we can watch a movie"

"Oh, right"

Carter rolls his eyes before picking up his phone and following us out

Moment ruined

"Aaron and Grace-

"Are in the kitchen" I pull him down further so that I can kiss him better.

Look we came downstairs thinking that they already started the movie but they haven't even got the snacks ready yet, and I'm in need of kisses so.... Why not use this time. All you could hear was the sound of our mouths moving against each other, it was great. I'm glad that our tongues didn't have to fight for power, Carter already knew that I was in control of this kiss and I think deep down he liked that. "Stop he has cooties!" Grace complains

I pause before releasing from her brothers mouth and looking back, "Only little boys have cooties Grace" I assure her

Aaron rolls his eyes as he sits down besides her, "But your my babysitter, not his"

"No she's not" Her brother replies

"It's not fair, you always steal her from me"

"Seems like a you problem-

"Hey, I love both of you guys ok?"

She folds her arms childishly and Carter kisses me on the cheek, I give him a look because he's not making it any better.

His best friend clears his throat, "Can we watch the movie now?"

Grace shuffles closer to me and I smile a little before looking back at Carter and winking. He leans forward before getting up, "I'll be back" He mutters before heading up the stairs

I reach over to Aaron for some popcorn with a knowing look, "You have my boy whipped"

Grace looks between us as I sit back, "I like it that way" I reply