The time that Levy has spent with me during her visit was full of fun. We messed around a lot and got my father mad more than once. Even so, we laughed it off and went back to being goofy. It was nice to have her around in this gigantic house. Even so, there was still tension. With the Natsu mess, Levy made sure I never went onto skype. I was itching to check, but she was always watching and made sure I didn't.

I had come to terms with my feelings now. I still loved Natsu with all of my heart. I am still very frustrated with what happened, but my heart refuses to back down. My feelings for him are just as strong as when we were in that limo on prom night. That doesn't mean that I will go back to him though. Sometimes what is better for a person hurts worse than the wrong thing.

I was taking a shower while Levy was on the phone with Gajeel somewhere. I knew he had told her everything that had happened after we ended the skype call but she never told me what they had told her. As I got out of the shower, I left the water running and put on a robe. I then grabbed my phone and made sure Levy wasn't around. I opened it and went onto skype. There I saw I had many missed messages and calls from the same account. I opened up the messages and saw a ton of messages. I scrolled through it, only slightly reading each one. Most were apologies and 'I love you's' and stuff telling me to listen to him.

I was about to read a long paragraph he had sent when I heard my room door open. I hurried to return my phone in it's original spot and turned the shower off. I stepped out into my room and saw Levy sitting on my bed with a book in her hand. When I came in, she looked up at me and smiled. I smiled back but was sad because today Levy was leaving. I don't know the exact date I will be allowed to leave, but it's around three months from now.

"I don't want you to leave," I sighed as she packed her bag.

"Neither do I, but we only have a few months left," she said optimistically.

"Yeah," I mumbled.

"Don't try to contact Natsu while I'm gone," Levy warned and looked at me seriously. I already had plans to respond to him. I didn't want to lie to Levy, but I had to talk to him. I'm strong, I can handle it.

"I won't," I lied, the guilt filling my mind.

"I'm serious Lucy. I don't want to see you hurt," she told me.

"I know. I am strong now though," I straightened up.

"I know," she giggled a little. Once she was done packing, we walked downstairs and were in front of the door. We hugged each other tightly, not wanting to be separated again. We had already promised not to cry when she left, so I was doing my best to keep in the tears that threatened to spill. When we pulled away from each other, we gave a sad smile.

"See you soon Lucy," Levy said.

"Bye Levy," I replied and then she walked out. I took deep breaths, not allowing myself to cry and went upstairs to do the exact opposite of what I promised. I grabbed my phone and unlocked it. I then went to read the last message Natsu sent me. What I read shocked me and tears fell from my eyes. It then turned into a full on sob. How? How could I have not listened to him for just a second longer?! If I did I wouldn't be here right now and I'd be happy.

The message said: Lucy, I miss you. I love you with all my heart, no matter how you feel about me. I wanted to tell you what happened that night and this is the only way I can. When you were gone for a long time, I got worried and went to look for you. Lisanna kept pestering me so I finally tried to listen to her. But, it was part of her plan Lucy. Her plan to tear us apart. She set everything up. She planned for you to come out upset by her friends bullying you and pull your last straw by kissing me. Believe me or not but what I say is the truth, I did not kiss Lisanna. She kissed me and I tried to pull away. I went after you, wanting to explain. I knew if I didn't stop you, you would hurt yourself. Lucy, I didn't want you to be hurt like that. When I saw you there, covered in blood and passed out, the only thing on my mind was that I didn't want you to be taken away. Lucy, if I lost you that night, I don't know what I would have done. I might have harmed myself. So Lucy, please come back to me. I can't live without you. You are my everything. I swear I am not that player that you hated in the past. I never ever want to be that again, I want to be your's and only your's. I love you....

I didn't know how to respond. I just sat there bawling my eyes out. The message was sent two days ago and that made me feel bad, he must feel like crap right now. I moved to my laptop where I had a better screen. I pulled up skype and called the boy that still had my heart. The boy who I misjudged. The boy who loved me. When the call answered, I saw Natsu looking at the screen with wide, surprised eyes. Then, he began to sob. He buried his face in his scarf and cried.

"I'm so sorry Lucy. I should have never left you out of my sight that night. I'm so horrible" he stuttered as he took deep breaths and continued to cry.

"Don't say that you idiot. I should have listened to you. I should have never jumped to conclusions like that...... I should have known you better," I exclaimed as tears ran down my cheeks. He looked up and saw the tears falling and he touched the screen.

"Don't cry Luce," he mumbled and stared into my eyes. How I missed those dark orbs of his.

"But you are crying," I responded.

"I know. But that's because I'm a wuss, you are strong. Stronger than me," he continued to mumble and stare at me.

"I missed you Natsu," I blurted out, surprising myself. I stare at the screen shocked and Natsu looked the same as me. Then, his face softened and he smiled a small smile.

"I miss you every damn minute of every single day. I need you with me," he looked down at the last part almost like he was ashamed. At that moment, I wished he was with me right now. So I could hug him and touch his hair and face.

"Natsu, what if I said I wanted to be with you again?" I asked quietly. He looked at me and looked like he was in thought for a minute. Then, he got a big smile that showed all his teeth.

"I'd say I want to be friends first. At least for a couple of months. What happened was pretty fucked up and I want to get to know every single thing about each other. And to trust each other like you trust Levy. I want to fix things before we love again," he explained. I nodded and smiled.

"I like that idea," I replied.

"Great! When do you come back?" he asked cheerfully.

"Ummm Natsu, I have three more months here," I told him sadly.

"What?!" he exclaimed.

"Yeah, I have to be here for three more months before I leave," I said sadly.

"I have to go six months without being able to be near you," he mumbled in realization.

"I'm sorry Natsu," I apologized.

"Why are you apologizing?" he asked confused.

"Because it's my fault we are apart," I said.

"Don't you dare say it was your fault. This is what is best for you and I will accept that. But, I expect a skype call from you everyday and I better get lot's of texts and calls," he said sternly.

"Yes sir," I giggled. His eyes then softened and he just stared at me.

"W-what?" I asked nervously.

"Your laugh is beautiful. It's been such a long time since I've heard it," he replied distantly/

"It's only been a few months," I mumbled.

"For me it's seemed like years," he whispered. I was about to reply when I heard one of the servants calling out my name. I still couldn't tell Natsu where I was or he would come to get me. I hurried to tell him goodbye.

"I have to go Natsu, I still have your number and will message you. But, I really have to leave. Bye," I rushed.

"Okay, Bye Lucy. I love you," he whispered the last part, not meaning for me to hear it, but I heard it as he hit end.

Was I really ready to be with him again? After all the pain? Because I want to. So badly. I would never tell him this, but I couldn't wait until the day I saw him again.

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