《Done For [Billy Hargrove]》Chapter Thirty Three: Cravings
Advertisement
────────────────────────────
-'ˏ Margo's Pov ˎ'-
╭ ╮
The Apartment
Monday , 2:31 p.m
╰ ╯
────────────────────────────
I gasped and quickly tried to sit up and look at him but he was too strong to budge even the slightest.
"Billy? Hey. Talk to me." I cooed to him as I wiped my thumb on the exposed part of his face. He finally looked up at me and I could see how red his nose and eyes were from crying. I have never seen him cry so hard before as he usually bottled his emotions up. But when he did cry it was usually over him wanting his mother to love him like he loved her.
"She has a new kid."
I nodded at him and cradled his face in my hands. I didn't respond so he'd keep talking.
"Did she not love me because I'm half Neil? I didn't choose to be half him."
I grabbed him and pulled his body back down into a hug.
"You're not Neil." I told him sternly.
"But I am."
"No. No you're not. Neil is a horrible person."
"I've done things Margo. Really bad things. I didn't mean to-" He told me as he started to tear up again.
"Hey." I said grabbing his face. "Past you doesn't define the present you. I know you're a good person Billy."
He frowned at me but leaned into my hand soaking up the affection I was giving him.
"You don't have to see her again if you don't want to."
He laid against me extremely still as he thought over my words. Finally ready to answer he flipped us over so that now I was straddling him.
He was absentmindedly looking across the room as his hand came up to brush a strand of hair away from my face. When he knocked himself out of his train of thought he gently grabbed my wrist and brought it up to his face to kiss it.
Advertisement
"I'm sorry." He mumbled as he sadly looked at the light pink mark around it from where he had pulled me along back to the apartment.
I shook my head to tell him it was okay and that I was fine but Billy cut me off.
"You can leave whenever you want."
"W- what?" I replied shocked. "What do you mean?" I questioned as I sat up completely straight.
"I don't want you to feel trapped here with me."
"Where is this coming from?" I said trying to keep the hurt look off my face.
"I don't want you to be scared like my mom was." He whispered as he stared at the mark on my wrist.
"I'm not scared. I'm not scared of you."
He shook his head in disagreement before lightly trying to push me off of him.
"Hey! Billy cut it out!" I said irritated. He was starting to shut down right in front of my eyes and I hated it.
"What Margaret?" He said as if he was suddenly tired.
I got off of him by myself and he visibly cringed at the distance I put between us.
"Don't be a fucking dick Billy. I don't want to argue with you."
"I'm not being a dick." He said as he stood up too.
"Yes you are!" I replied waving my hands in frustration.
His angry demeanor dropped again as he fully examined me and noticed my cut up knee from where I had almost fallen over.
"Look at you Margo." He said sadly.
"I'm NOT hurt Billy I tripped that is what happens when you fall stop acting like this you don't abuse me!"
He cringed as I said that. Crossing my arms angrily I stared at him.
Advertisement
"Why do you-" I started to say before I felt the urge to vomit. I stood there for a second feeling the nausea get to me before rushing towards the bathroom.
Billy followed quickly after me so I shut the door on him to puke in peace.
"Margo? Baby?" I heard him call from the other side of the door.
"Can you let me in sunshine?" He asked in a sweet voice. I rolled my eyes as I grabbed my toothbrush.
I opened the door as I brushed and stared at him with a dirty look on my face.
"I didn't mean to upset you." He said referring to me puking just moments earlier.
I rinsed and continued to ignore him. Shoving past him I walked to our bedroom and got under the sheets angrily. I wasn't that angry over his behavior earlier but now I was livid for no reason.
"Sweetcheeks.." Billy said trying again as he rubbed my back lightly. I shrugged him off and continued to face away from him.
I heard him sigh and then retreat. He came back after a minute dressed only in shorts before getting in on his side of the bed so that we were now facing each other. Still angry I closed my eyes. I heard him chuckle which only set me off further.
"I know you're awake."
I groaned and turned over hoping he would fall asleep. Now that he knew I was awake he scooted closer to me and wrapped me in a hug.
"Go away Billy."
"I know I can be an ass sometimes. But I love you and I'd hate to make you hate me." He whispered to me.
I rolled my eyes at his statement but rolled back over to face him. "I love you too."
He smiled and pulled the sheets up higher over me.
"Do you think we can make mozzarella sticks?"
"What?" Billy said laughing.
"Can we?" I asked. The sudden urge for them quickly becoming overwhelming.
"Cravings?" He asked as his eyes popped open wide.
✨
Advertisement
- In Serial29 Chapters
The Othryrian Archives
"Humanity is on the cusp of their Great Expansion. It will be the first time in history that they’ve reached beyond their own solar system in an attempt to colonize the galaxy. Or, at least, so they thought. Peeling back the veil of time, The Empire of Sol has uncovered vestiges of a secret genetic program on the far flung planet of Hod. The advent of the Empire’s ancient enemy could upset the careful balance of power throughout in the Sol System. When Hod is invaded by the Empire, Andros Aeton is pressed into their service and his people are held hostage. Unbeknownst to him, factions within the Empire vie to use him to their own ends. He must claim his heritage if he has any hope of escaping the clutches of the forces that seek to use him." This is a work in progress. Major editing will be done after the book is complete, so there will be egregious typos and parts that make no sense whatsoever. Please feel free to point any and all of these things out. Chapters WILL get edited, and that editing might break earlier chapters. I will attempt to keep readers apprised of all changes. As always, feedback is welcome and appreciated. The Scourge Wars Universe Evolve: The Scourge Wars Book 1 (published) Adapt: The Scourge Wars Book 2 (published) Resist: The Scourge Wars Book 3 (published) Path of Divinity Path of Divinity (Read on RoyalRoad) To stay up to date on all my writing, get exclusive e-books, and be eligible for Audible audiobook codes (no purchase required) please sign up for my mailing list.
8 223 - In Serial42 Chapters
the retribution of a cursed swordsman
The youngest prince of the Sylphin Empire was born as a human. Bringing disgrace to his family. After many years of trying to awaken his powers. His father gave up on ever seeing the day when his son would become strong. And in turn, kicked him out of the palace to live in the forest with his mother.The Syphin Empire was home to monsters of all different species. Orcs, Trolls, Beastmen and even Werewolves. But they were currently engaged in war with the warriors from the human kingdom known as Ysaven.The war raged on for many years until it was decided that Kalon. The useless prince will be sent as a spy to learn the secrets that the humans used to fight back.Will Kalon manage to rise to the challenge and bring honour to the Sylphin Empire? Or will he accept his fate as an outsider of his homeland and give up on returning to that wretched place?
8 90 - In Serial26 Chapters
Curse of Change (Hiatus)
(Hiatus to work of my other fiction)What if the world was keeping secrets? Secrets so dark and powerful that one must simply be unaware of them lest they be destroyed. Experiments that are too horrible to reveal, hidden monsters too terrible to release. Darkness the overwhelms the light, power that trumps all, beings of ferocity unseen by the masses. What would you do if you stumbled across one of these secrets? What COULD you do?------------------------------------------------------------[Hey everyone, this is MultiBlitz15. Apart from writing stories for english class in school, this is my first time ever writing a fiction, so please bear with me. I intend this to be a story involving the ""what if's"" of life and the darker sides of humanity. The story will start on Earth but will escalate into something much, much more. That is where the fantasy tag will come into play. On the topic of tags, some of them may not be permanent and some simply haven't been added yet. Also, I DO NOT intend to include sex scenes or major tragedy in my fiction. While there might be sexual references and minor tragedies, there shouldn't be anything beyond that. Finally, this fiction is rated Mature 18+ due to the incredible amounts of blood, gore, brutality, and other stuff I intend to include. Thank you, and please enjoy the story!](P.S If you find grammar mistakes, please let me know in the comments, I would greatly appreciate it.)(P.P.S I finished adding more content to the previous chapters!!)
8 217 - In Serial9 Chapters
The Lost Legacy
From the North a darkness comes. Struggle is all Galacor can do with no help and drowned in the murky web of human politics. It is up to a young boy to become a king and lead its armies to make one final stand.
8 75 - In Serial16 Chapters
Awakened Soul
Dying is supposed to be the last thing you do. For Raymond Baines, it was only the begining. Barely escaping the afterlife with his soul mostly intact and now reincarnated as a very unimpressive monster, he'll have to work hard to survive the nightmarish underground labyrinth he now finds himself in. Along the way he'll have to grow and evolve himself while avoiding the true terrors that lurk in the deep darkness of the world, embarking on a journey that will lead him to places untouched by mortals in millennia to discover the terrifying secret behind his new home. But maybe some secrets were meant to stay buried...
8 161 - In Serial12 Chapters
Astral: Into the New World
At the very top of Mountain Ard, there stood the empty ruins of a citadel overlooking the unsung Kingdom of Kan. Underneath this site, a catacomb was built but none of the thousand souls lingered anymore. Until one day, a strange life finally emerged. A human separated from its Earthly form- physically unwielded in this world, too rare and hunted for its kind. Her name is Narya, the first Earth being to arrive through the ancient portal of the unmagical land. And with her arrival, adventure and romance unfolds between her and the grey-scaled noble, Erduas. But is love possible between two different creatures bonded as predator and prey at first? ***Extra Details*** 1. English is my second language but I am doing my best to give you the best shot on this journey. 2. Fantasy Romance, Action & Violence would be the center of the story 3. I am avoiding clichés as much as I can 4. I value comments and suggestions, hoping to receive one. ***I hope this story keeps you entertained (´ー∀ー`)
8 59