You were extremely dizzy on the way back home, the entire experience had been so unreal and so emotional that you finally broke down and started crying.

Maia had fainted after Taehyung had said hi to her.. she barely met the other members, Eric almost puked after Jin called him handsome, now he couldn't stop pooping.. you asked him if he ate something wrong, maybe it was food poisoning, but you knew this was how he reacted to anxiety...

Well, people have different coping mechanisms..

"Do you guys still want to go? Aren't you tired?" you asked both of them hopefully.

"Y/n, I need to get drunk in order to digest what happened today" Maia said.

"Yes please, we can rest for a while but we move at 9 pm" Eric said.

"Ugh, alright" you said.

You dropped Maia and Eric and they promised to pick you up by 8:45pm.

There couldn't be a worse day for this... why did my periods have to be so close? Ugh I hate this emotional roller coaster..

You were having terrible mood swings and you realized that the best thing you could do was lie down and toss your phone aside because you had a tendency to pick up fights for no reason while pmsing.

But that very moment, M texted.. you finally gave into temptation and opened the text.

hey angel

: did you have fun?

you seriously love playing with my emotions don't you?

You unsent the message as soon as you hit send, but it was too late..this was your pms talking.

Y/n, please stop talking to him, you'll end up hurting him..and yourself..

But nope, too late...

I read it

I'm sorry

was that meant for me?

This smug asshole..

I dont really allow people to play with my feelings you know

yes that was 100% meant for you

you know what? we shouldn't talk

wait y/n

what happened?

did something happen at the fanmeet?

did someone upset you? was it not what you expected?

oh, the fanmeet couldn't be better, it was great

but you

you upset me

you upset me everyday

please, you nameless, faceless man, let's not talk, at least not now

but y/n, I really need to know what happened? did I do something? Please tell me?

uh yes you did

I hate it

I hate not knowing who you are

because it's senseless and crazy

what's senseless and crazy?

DEVELOPING FEELINGS FOR YOU!!

nothing

goodbye

: I'm muting your notifications

y/n-ahhh

PLEASE

you're scaring me

please tell me what happened

I know you're reading my messages

Y/N PLEASE

PLEASE COME BACK

:WHAT IS YOUR FUCKING PROBLEM?

please tell me

what did I do

how can I make it up to you

you cant

you cant do shit about it

look, dude, I dont wanna fight with you

but if we continue talking, that's gonna happen

oh my god, you're really mad at me aren't you?

you're so cute when you're angry

CAN YOU NOT?

ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME??!!

DONT YOU SEE THIS

see what

HOW YOU'RE LITERALLY MESSING WITH MY HEAD

but I did nothing

NOTHING??!!!

I CANT BELIEVE THIS STUPID THING

ITS FUCKING IMPRACTICAL

could you please elaborate on that?

yes sure

I'm developing a crush or something on a person I've never seen, dont even know the name of, he texted me by mistake and I think something is wrong with me

DO YOU SEE HOW IDIOTIC THAT IS??!!! IVE LITERALLY JUST HEARD THIS PERSON'S VOICE AND HE IS IN MY MIND AT ALL TIMES.. EVEN WHEN I WAS WITH BTS I WAS THINKING ABOUT THIS FACELESS, NAMELESS PERSON

are you talking about me?

HOW DENSE ARE YOU?

okay that's enough

ive muted you

im going

fuck you

Before tossing your phone aside, you received a text from 'unknown'.

I'm gonna see you

yes see me, I'm a snack...fuck you

You had had enough of this bullshit..

You threw your phone away, cursing the moment you decided to pick your phone and answer to M's texts.

I literally just confessed...I dont even know him.....okay I need to stop thinking about this...

You decided you were gonna go to the club and get drunk because today was too much to handle...but first you were gonna take a nap.

You reluctantly woke up from a Jimin dream because Maia had been calling you.

"What is it?" you whined.

"Jeez sleepyhead, wakey wakey" she giggled, "I've sent you pictures, tell me what I should wear, what if we see Taehyung"

"Yeah like that's gonna happen" you yawned.

"Just tell me y/n" she said.

You opened the chat, 3 texts from M but you decided you were gonna ignore them..

"The red one" you told her.

"I knew I could trust you" she said and cut the call.

You settled on wearing a black velvet crop top paired with a checkered skirt and boots.

Good enough..

Okay, time to get wasted..