You were staring at Jin, shifting your attention from Hoseok who had just finished speaking when Maia called you;

"Y/n" she said.

"Can you guys stop troubling me? Unlike you, I have 7 biases in this group" you snapped, "it's a task to focus on all of them at once, so I'm gonna do it one by one.. I know you're gonna ask me to look at Taehyung, I agree he looks super handsome, but please, it's Seokjin time.."

"Jeez, alright bitch, I was just asking you to look at the maknae line, they're whispering to each other and giggling" she said, "oh fuck, did Jungkook just look in our direction? Oh my god, now Yoongi too? And is my winter bear trying to find someone?"

"What? Taehyung is trying to find someone too?" you asked, shifting your gaze to the maknae line + Suga as Jimin started speaking.

"What do you mean?" Maia asked.

Wait, what the fuck just happened? Did THE PARK JIMIN look at me?

"Y/n" Maia said, "I asked you something"

Holy shit, again?

"Y/n" she shook your arm, "Y/N I AM TALKING TO YOU"

Without looking at her, you held her chin and asked her to face forward..

"Dude, Jimin is talking" you said.

Okay, eye contact cannot be coincidental 3 times in a row..

You were frozen.. his glance was so powerful.. his eyes, beautiful.. you found yourself falling in love with this breathtakingly gorgeous man for the millionth time..

Are you fucking kidding me Park Jimin?

Oh my God, WILL YOU STOP LOOKING AT ME? OR MAYBE NOT? CAN'T YOU SEE ME STRUGGLING BECAUSE OF THIS? MY MOUTH IS LITERALLY HANGING OPEN AND I CAN DO NOTHING TO SHUT IT..

"Haha, Namjoon Hyung just told me that I should stop speaking because I'm talking a lot" Jimin said, "but what can I do, I love you all so much" , and he looked at you again.

This time, however, you did trip.. it almost felt impossible to keep balance and you were wearing shoes.. how does one trip in shoes, while standing, you had no idea..

But thankfully, before you could fall and make a fool out of yourself in front of everyone ft. Jimin, Diego caught you by holding your waist.

You shot him a quick thank you and looked back at Jimin who seemed to gaze at Diego for one second and then looked at anyone but you..

You thought it was merely a coincidence that Jimin looked at you, but then Jungkook spoke and he too made eye contact..

Hehe, I'm just standing in a lucky position.. but I swear to god I will faint if they don't stop looking here...

Next Taehyung spoke, followed by Yoongi and then Namjoon..

After all of them were done speaking, they performed Dionysus..

Something about the song..it was so intoxicating.. plus, seeing them perform live.. the entire crowed seemed drugged..and the ARMY bombs with changing colors made it so magical..you were screaming the lyrics at the top of your lungs, somehow you knew Korean.. you were dancing like there'd be no tomorrow..

During the song, Jungkook came dangerously close to you and Taehyung followed. They remained there and Taehyung seemed to notice you and then winked at you. Then both of them left..

Okay, I've never felt so lucky...

"Did Taehyung just wink in our direction?" Maia asked, "and I'm not dreaming? Was he really so close to me? Can you pinch me please?" she was on the verge of tears.

"Y-yes" you stuttered, "I- I think so, no wait, I cant think straight"

Next came Suga's Interlude: Shadow and everyone was cheering so loudly..

MIN YOONGI CHOKE ME WITH YOUR FOREHEAD..!!

Next came Black Swan.. one of the best songs ever..

Oh my god, Jungkook you could've come shirtless..

Fuck, why do they all look so good?? Who do I look at??!!

OH FUCKING HELL!! IS JIMIN DOING A SOLO FREESTYLE ON BLACK SWAN INSTRUMENTAL??!!! FUCKKKK, HE IS SO GRACEFUL.. SO ELEGANT.. HIS MOVES...OH MY GOD..

PARK JIMIN, YOU ARE SO BEAUTIFUL....

Jimin's performance was followed by UGH!.. another, extremely power packed performance.. Namjoon and Yoongi were certainly very amazing on stage but as soon as Hoseok entered, the entire mood of the stage changed..

Next came the one of the most comforting songs ever, 00:00- zero o'clock..

They don't even have to try do they? So effortlessly angelic..

Did they fucking add a choreography to this song? Unbelievable..

OH MY JEON FRIGGIN JUNGKOOK!! HOLD MY BANANA MILK!! WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING TO MY HORMONES??? I NEVER KNEW MY TIME COULD BE THAT SEXY...

OKAY THAT FUCKING DANCE BREAK... SO HOT...

After Jungkook had messed up with your menstrual cycle with My Time, Jimin came up with Filter..

OKAY SO THEY HAVE MADE UP THEIR MINDS TO GET ME PREGNANT TODAY HAVE THEY?

WHAT IN THE NAME OF LACHIMOLALA JIMINAH??!!?!!

WHY MUST YOU LOOK SO FINE AND MAKE ME LOSE ALL MY MOCHI??!!

WHY ARE YOU SO FUCKING HOT??!!

You were so sure you were drooling looking at Park Jimin.. and then he came very close.. so close that you could practically feel the heat coming off his extremely sexy body...and then he smirked at you.. and winked!!??!?!?!

WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU'RE DOING LOOKING SO SEXY AND WINKING AT ME AND SMIRKING!!??!?!?!?!?!?! YOU ARE PAYING FOR CHILD SUPPORT MR. PARK JIMIN!!

OH GOD, WHEN HE GOES 'YES' AND 'OKAY'.. THAT SERIOUSLY MESSES WITH MY BRAIN..

And when he ended, his gaze seemed to pierce right through your heart because he was still looking at you..

I really cant understand if I'm lucky to get this place if I'm gonna go back home in an ambulance? But yeah, it'll be worth it..

Thankfully Kim Seokjin came to your rescue with Moon...

Oh God, he looks so cute.. I really needed this to get my mind off sexy Jungkook and Jimin.. oh god no, I'm still thinking about Jimin..

He's got a honey voice.. I love you so much Jin..

So you started singing along to Moon and somehow you got your mind off them..

Next came Taehyung with Inner Child..

Truly a very beautiful, and sweet and emotional performance.. V's vocals are definitely magical..

He's so great...so handsome, so amazing..aww his boxy smile is everything...

Next up was J-Hope's Ego.

Whoa, he looks so handsome.. that's so fucking cool...

You loved this song, it always instantly lifted up your spirits..

You started singing and dancing and vibing to the song..

"Wherever my way!!" you shouted, "just trust myself"

And then everyone joined Hoseok on the stage with umbrellas.. you knew the next song was gonna be Boy With Luv..

"They look so fine in suits" you said to no one in particular.

"Yes, especially with those foreheads exposed" Eric said.

"They're really talented" Diego said.

"Jungkook looks so good" Diego's sister said.

Jimin started the song, looking very cheerful and bubbly.. very unlike his Filter avatar.. something had taken over him during Filter.. a demon had probably possessed him..

"Oh text me" he sang and looked at you again, while smirking..

It's just the place I'm standing again...keep calm y/n.. this is nothing..

Then they interacted a little more with the ARMYs and you could've sworn that Hoseok directed his finger hearts towards you..

Then came up DNA, lovely song.. followed by Dope, once again, amazing..

This was followed by No More Dream, a very hot performance.. then came Butterfly which made everyone emotional, everyone's vocals were truly amazing..then they performed RUN.. you were hearing the song after so long..

Finally the song everyone had been waiting for came up..Dynamite..

If you had thought that the crowd had been going crazy before, you were proven wrong because some different sort of spark went through everyone and the stadium was buzzing.. it was so vibrant.. everyone was singing and dancing and the boys too enjoyed themselves on the stage..

After Dynamite, they spoke to the ARMYs once again about how much they missed us and missed performing because of the pandemic.. it was so emotional, everyone was crying.. you could've literally heard the entire stadium sobbing.. but the sound was cancelled out by your own sobs..

As if to make the situation worse or better, the boys ended with We Are Bulletproof: The Eternal..

That was it, that was the cue for your tear glands to overflow.. the boys were up there singing and Maia, Eric and you along with thousands of ARMYs were crying your eyeballs out..

In a way, it was beautiful.. with ARMY lights changing colors.. and the entire stadium filled with so much love...

I'm not gonna be okay when I leave this place...

Well, this was emotional...