Earth 30

Alexa's View

"I stand being away from Y/n but I can't stand being with her. I'm just so tired of her lying and doing stuff behind my back." I say.

See, my days are cold without you

But I'm hurting while I'm with you

And though my heart can't take no more

"So that's why you always go back to Y/n?" Micheal asks.

I keep on running back to you

"Yeah." I say.

See, my days are cold without you

But I'm hurting while I'm with you

And though my heart can't take no more

I keep on running back to you

"Is Y/n here? I know she usually brings you here." Micheal says.

"Yeah." I say.

"Maybe we can bring her in here and talk about it. I won't charge you extra, I'll comp the session with her." Micheal says.

"I don't she'll listen to you but you can try it." I say.

Micheal gets up and walks out of the room. He comes back with Y/n and she sits beside me.

"How are you doing?" Micheal asks sitting back down.

"I'm okay." Y/n says.

"This may be very unprofessional but you are a fucking moron." Micheal says.

"You have this beautiful woman all to yourself and you're treating her horribly." He says.

Baby, I don't know why you're treating me so bad (Treat me so bad)

"Do you love Alexa?" He asks.

"Yeah." Y/n says.

"You should act like it. When you started dating, she spoke very highly of you. She told me that you were saying she was the only girl for you. 6 months later, she tells me that you cheated on her." He says.

You said you love me, no one above me and I was all you had (All you had)

"This woman loves you more than anything and you're not giving any love back to her." He says.

And though my heart is beating for you, I can't stop crying

"She's damn fool for still wanting you, but you're even more of a fool for breaking her heart." He says.

I don't know how I allow you to treat me this way and still I stay

"See this is why I pay you $100 an hour." I say.

Time Skip

"You're late." Sydney says.

"Oh my god, I can't wait to beat your ass today." I say.

Sydney laughs and I smile.

"What's that on your neck?" Sydney asks.

I put my hand over my neck and Sydney moves it.

"Is that a hickey?" Sydney asks.

"Yes, why are you surprised? I'm not old and wrinkly I can still get some action." I say.

"Did Y/n give that to you?" Sydney asks.

"Mind your business." I say.

"You're not sleeping with her after she cheated, are you?" Sydney asks.

"I already told you that I lose when I'm with her and when I'm not. She's my girlfriend I can do whatever the hell I want with her." I say.

See, my days are cold without you (Without you)

But I'm hurting while I'm with you (Oh, whoa)

And though my heart can't take no more

I keep on running back to you (Keep on running back to you)

"I don't understand why it's so hard to leave her and be happy. Being without her won't hurt as bad as being with her when she doesn't love." She says.

See, my days are cold without you (Without you)

But I'm hurting while I'm with you

And though my heart can't take no more

I keep on running back to you

"Ma'am, you can't keep a guy on TV or in real life. Who are you to give me relationship advice?" I say.

"I wouldn't give you bad advice on purpose." She says.

"Can you please just mind your businesses?" I ask.

"Sure, if that's what you really want." She says.

"Good." I say walking away.

Time Skip

"I can even trust you anymore! Shit, I even think you're cheating on me when you "hang out with Tommy." What do you get out of lying to me?" I ask.

Baby, I don't know why you wanna do me wrong (Do me wrong)

See, when I'm home, I'm all alone and you are always gone (Always gone)

"So leave me." Y/n says.

"I can't." I say.

And boy, you know I really love you, I can't deny

We stare at each other and I start to cry.

I can't see how you could bring me to so many tears after all these years

The thought of never being enough for someone is very heartbreaking.

See, my days are cold without you (My days, yeah)

But I'm hurting while I'm with you

And though my heart can't take no more (No more, no more)

I hate that I'm so attached to her regardless of what she does.

I keep on running back to you

See, my days are cold without you (Without you)

But I'm hurting while I'm with you (Without you)

"I'm sorry." Y/n says.

"That's what you always say!" I say wiping my tears.

And though my heart can't take no more

I keep on running back to you (I keep on running back to you)

"You said said you would never hurt me and I believed you — I fell for it again." I say.

Ooh, I trusted you, I trusted you

So sad, so sad what love will make you do

All the things that we accept

Be the things that we regret

"How many other girls have you cheated on? Or do you just have a problem with me?" I ask.

To all of my ladies (Ladies)

Feel me, come on, sing with me

"I can't fucking do this anymore. I'm done with you." I say going upstairs.

See, when I get the strength to leave

Y/n follows me and I grab my suitcase from under the bed.

I never unpacked from last time. I knew that I'd actually leave Y/n one day. Hopefully that day is today.

"You can't leave me, I need you." Y/n says.

You always tell me that you need me

"No you fucking don't!" I shout.

And I'm weak 'cause I believe you

"I love you so much that I keep falling into your trap. You don't need me, you don't appreciate me." I say.

And I'm mad because I love you

So I stop and think that maybe

You can learn to appreciate me

"You will never change." I say.

Then it all remains the same

That you ain't never gonna change

(Never gonna change, never gonna change)

"You know what you're doing to me but you keep doing it." I say.

See, my days are cold without you (My days are cold, baby)

But I'm hurting while I'm with you

And though my heart can't take no more (No more, no more)

"That's not live and I hate myself for thinking that it is." I say.

I keep on running back to you

See, my days are cold without you (Without you)

But I'm hurting while I'm with you

"I'm done." I say carrying my suitcase downstairs.

And though my heart can't take no more (No more, no more)

I keep on running back to you

"You'll be back." Y/n says following me.

Baby, why you hurt me, leave me and desert me?

Boy, I gave you all my heart and all you did was tear it up

"No, I won't. I'll pick the rest of my stuff up tomorrow." I say.

Looking out my window, knowing that I should go

I grab my keys and leave.

Even when I pack my bags, this something always holds me back