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After having JARVIS send the video of Steve to...everyone... I grabbed a bottle of water and went back to my room to get ready for the day. Steve told me to get more sleep, but I knew I couldn't. It was a miracle I was able to get some sleep earlier.

I opened my door and froze when I saw Loki sitting on the edge of the bed. His elbows were resting on his knees with his hands clasped and his head hanging down. The only light in the room was coming from the window.

"Loki?" I asked to get his attention as I shut the door behind me and set my water on the side table. "What's wrong?" I questioned and stopped in front of him, my stomach touching his hands.

I ran my fingers through his hair as I waited for him to answer. Instead of answering me he gently pushed me away from him.

"Go shower." He simply told me without looking up.

"Wha- Loki?" I stuttered and stepped closer to him again, but he quickly put his hand on my stomach to stop me from getting any closer.

"I cannot have this conversation with you and keep a level head while you stink of another man, go shower!" He said again, more forcefully.

I stared at him in shock for a moment and backed away. He still wasn't looking at me and I had a feeling that I shouldn't push him for an explanation right now. He said we would talk after I showered, so I nodded.

"Ok..." I told him. "I'll be right back."

I took a bit longer in the shower than I normally did to let Loki calm down. When I was done, I wrapped a towel around myself and walked into the bedroom.

Loki was still sitting on the bed in the same position. He still didn't look up when I entered the room.

"Can you tell me what's wrong now?" I asked and stepped in front of him again.

I stayed a couple feet away from him just in case. He finally looked up at me, his jaw clenched and muscles tensed. He reached out and grabbed my hips, pulling me to stand between his legs. His head laid against my shoulder as he breathed in the scent of my strawberry body wash and lotion. His shoulders immediately relaxed as he wrapped his arms around my waist and hugged me to him.

"Loki?" I asked and put my hands on his shoulders to push him back, but he just held me tighter.

"Let me have this." Loki finally said, his lips brushing against my skin and causing me to shiver. I sighed and held him against me, running my fingers through his hair again. After a few minutes of just holding me, he finally spoke. "I was always a selfish child." He started. "Never knew how to share. Couldn't share toys with other children. Hated it when Mother would make me share." Loki told me. "But I did it, because I loved her more than I loved the toys and it made her happy."

I continued to stay quiet when he paused. I just waited and kept threading my fingers into his hair. It wasn't until I realized he was waiting for something that I responded.

"Where is this going, my prince?" I asked him and looked down to him.

"I love you more than I ever loved any of those toys, more than I ever loved my own mother. I can't share you. I won't." He said and squeezed me tighter. It was slightly hurting my ribs, but I stayed quite. "I am jealous, and selfish, and possessive, and if I was a better man I could put that all aside for you, but I'm not and I can't share you. You are mine. I need you to be mine. Only mine." Loki's voice was almost begging at the end.

I knew having Bucky here would be hard, but I was finally understanding just how hard it was going to be. Tony was right. Loki and my relationship was already strained from the year apart and when I came back I had to split my time between him and someone else.

"I know you love me, but I can see how much you care for him and I can't lose you. I don't care who, or what, I need to fight. I will not lose you." Loki told me. I sighed, suddenly feeing exhausted.

"I do love him." I said and felt Loki tense. "But not the way I love you." I continued. "Never the way I love you. Even if Bucky loved me in that way, which he doesn't, I would never chose him over you. I would never chose anyone over you." I told him to try and reassure him.

"I can't help feeling like you only said you were in love with me to make me feel better, not because you actually meant it." Loki confessed.

"Have you ever known me to do, or say something I didn't mean?" I asked him. Loki stayed quiet. "I told you because I finally realized that I never want to live without you. I'm just sorry that it took a year away from you for me to figure out my feelings." I told him. "I am yours, Loki. In the same way that you are mine, but I can't stop helping Bucky. He's my family now and he needs me."

"I need you!" Loki protested.

"And you have me." I said calmly. "I'm not leaving you for him. I'm not leaving you for anybody. I will always come back to you. I will always find you." I promised. "You can't get rid of me." I said. "You will never have to share that part of me, that part is strictly yours. You might need to share my attention from time to time, but I'll always make up for it when I come back to you at the end of the day."

"Swear to me..." Loki mumbled against my skin. I held him tighter and kissed the top of his head.

"I swear, my prince." I whispered into his ear.

I felt him shiver against me and relax before finally pulling away and looking at me. My hair was still wet and I was still in the cream colored towel I wrapped myself in after my shower.

Loki looked over my face before reaching up and pulling my lips to his. He kissed me slowly, almost hesitantly until I moaned against him. The kiss turned more heated as it went on. I was starting to get a little dizzy as Loki stole my breath. I swayed lightly when he pulled away and looked at me, my lips still tingling.

Loki looked directly into my eyes as he reached for the knot holding my towel in place and pulled it free. The towel pooled at my feet as I stared back at him. I shivered as the cool air hit my body, causing goosebumps.

"So beautiful." Loki murmured without looking away from my eyes. His hands trailed over my stomach and hips as I rested my hands on his shoulders. "You're going to stand here and not move, do you understand?" Loki asked sternly.

"Yes." I told him softly as one of his hands moved between my legs.

"If you're still, I'll let you cum, but if you move I'll edge you for an hour and still not let you cum."

I moaned and closed my eyes as his fingers circled my clit.

"No, you will look at me the entire time." Loki told me. "Don't you dare close your eyes!"

I quickly opened my eyes as I fought the urge to grind my hips into his hand.

"You want to make it up to me? You'll be good for me. Right, Kitten?" Loki asked.

"Yes..." I gasped out and tightened my hold on Loki's shoulders. I moaned when he slipped two fingers into me and curled them. "Fuck..." I whimpered and bit my bottom lip.

I was breathing heavily as I willed my body not to move. His fingers we're moving agonizingly slow. It was a miracle I was still standing with how much my legs were shaking.

"Loki..." I tried to say, but it was barely a whisper. "Please... please, please, please, please."

"Please, what, Kitten?" Loki asked with a dark look in his eyes.

"Stop torturing me!" I begged him, my voice getting louder.

"You're not in a position to be demanding anything of me, Kitten." He told me, but sped up his fingers just enough.

"Fuck!" I gasped out. "Fuck, don't stop!"

"Was that a demand?" Loki asked and stopped his fingers, waiting for an answer.

"No, no, no!" I said quickly as the warmth spreading through me dampened. "Please, don't stop? Oh God, please don't stop!" I begged. The build up to my release slowly disappearing, leaving need in its place.

Loki's hand that was on my hip reached up and went around my neck. He pulled me down to him, so that my head was directing next to him, our chests almost touching. His fingers started moving and curling in and out of me at a much faster pace that had my eyes rolling back.

"That's right, Kitten. I am your God." He hissed in my ear as his hand squeezed my throat. "I am the only one that can make you this. You are mine! Remember that next time you speak to Barnes."

My legs gave out as my orgasm pulsed through me. Loki held me up as I moaned, no longer in control of my hips as they moved against his hand.

"Good girl." Loki moaned against me and pulled back to press his lips to mine, his tongue dipping into my mouth and tasting me.

He let me ride out my orgasm before helping me stand on my own feet again. He then took his fingers, coated in my wetness, and slipped them into his mouth. He never broke eye contact with me once. I moaned as I felt the spark of arousal hit me again. He must have seen it in my eyes because he smirked and shook his head at me.

"You need more rest." He told me and pulled me to sit across his lap. "Come, lay with me, even if you don't sleep." He said softly and laid us back.

And that's how we stayed for the next two hours. Me snuggly tucked to his side and Loki running his fingers up and down my spine. It was perfect.