Before I left Pierce's office, I wrote two letters. One was a note to Fury and the other was a decoy. I teleported Fury's to his desk as soon as I was done writing, so Pierce wouldn't notice. The other I gave to Pierce saying that I would wait for him at the Lincoln memorial the next day at dusk. I then left his office and teleported through the building until I got down to the exit. Once on the ground, I walked a few buildings away before calling Loki.

Once Loki was with me, I pulled out my phone and opened my messages. I clicked on Tony's name and hesitated before writing my message.

'I'm sorry'

I hit send before throwing the phone to the ground and smashing it.

I decided that Loki and I should go over the plan. I also decided to show Loki around D.C., but to do that we would need a disguise. When I told Loki this, he smirked at me. A green light flashed over his body and I nearly died and went to heaven. He had transformed into his female self. My eyes scanned her body over and over again.

Long black hair, hourglass figure, slim and tall... she was the perfect woman.

"Do you approve?" Loki asked.

"I- uh... ya... yep, yep. Totally approve." I said as a slight blush covered my cheeks. "But, why are your tits bigger than mine? That's not fair."

Loki rolled her eyes at me and wrapped her arms around my waist before kissing the top of my head.

"I can change them, if you'd like-"

"No!" I protested and quickly shook my head. "God, no. Please, never, ever..." I lost my train of thought as I looked down at them. I was the perfect height to see them.

"Kitten?" Loki asked, amused, and chuckled when I had to blink and shake myself out of my little trance. But, oh God, her laugh...

Her voice was already silky smooth and brought tingles to my skin, but her laugh spread heat throughout my body.

"Are you alright, my love?" She asked and I almost turned into jelly.

"Fuck, say that again." I sighed.

"Are you alright?" She asked again, but this time a bit confused.

"No," I said. "The other thing..."

Loki furrowed her brows in confusion until she figured it out. An evil smirk spread across her perfect lips and she pulled me closer to her by my waist.

"My love." She leaned forward and kissed my cheek. "My perfect," she moved to kiss the other cheek as my eyes fluttered shut, "beautiful," she reached up and tilted my chin up with her fingertips, so I would look at her, "love." She whispered against my lips before kissing me. It was slow and sultry. Her lips were soft as she dominated the kiss. My brain went fuzzy when I tasted her tongue on mine.

Loki moaned low in her throat and it snapped me out of my gay panic. I reached up and wrapped a hand around her throat, switching the dynamics so that I was controlling the kiss.

A loud wolf whistle caught my attention and I pulled away from Loki to glare at the man it came from. A flash of possessiveness went through me and I stepped in front of Loki. The man nodded at us before going on his way.

"I like this side of you." Loki said from behind me. "If I had known you were dominant with women, I might have tried it ages ago."

"Don't test me, Loki." I said sternly and turned to her. "What you did in Asgard will be nothing compared to what I could do to you." I told her before kissing her quickly and walking away, leaving a very stunned Loki to catch up.

I stole a hoodie, a hat, and a pair of sunglasses to wear as we walked around. I also grabbed a disposable camera on my way out because I was a firm believer in 'if it's a chain, it's free reign'. Loki and I walked around the capital having a great time and taking photos of each other. It was the perfect day before it was back to business.

At around ten pm, Loki and I made our way to the Washington Monument. We walked hand in hand until I saw Fury sitting on a bench, waiting for me. I glanced at Loki and she got the message . She kissed me quickly before hanging back.

"Love, Goose? Really?" Fury asked and held up the note as I walked up to him.

"I knew you'd understand who it was from. Couldn't use my name in case someone else got their hands on it." I smirked and sat beside him.

"Are you sure about this?" He asked, turning serious. I took a second to sigh.

"Yes." I answered and leaned my elbows on my knees.

"You're going deep. No one will know if you're in trouble, or even care if you're in trouble. You're cutting all ties until this is over." Fury explained. I nodded as he continued. "You'll have to do things that corrupt your morals."

"I know." I responded.

"They'll test you. You'll have to kill innocents, do you think you can do that?"

I froze... I knew that it would happen eventually, but it was hard to think about.

"They would have died anyway." I tried to reason.

"But it's different when it's you doing it. Do you think you can handle that?" Fury asked. "I'm not sending you into the serpents den if you're just going to get yourself killed." Fury told me. I bit my lip and turned my head to look at him.

"You're not sending me anywhere." I explained. "I did this myself. I'll handle it as it comes."

Fury was quiet for a long while, just looking out into the water.

"Don't get yourself killed." He finally told me. "I'd hate to be the only one to know you're on our side. If you die behind enemy lines, you'll be seen as the enemy to the world."

"I'll be ok." I nodded. "Haven't died yet, though I've come close."

"That doesn't comfort me." Fury grumbled. I snorted at his tone.

"Listen, it'll take over a year to take them down. I'm not sure who I'll be after it. My main goal is getting through to Bucky, but I'm not sure how long that will take. They'll come after you at some point. I'll try and get in contact with you to warn you before it happens, but in the event that I don't, keep your eye open. Stay alive. It would really screw up the timeline if you died."

"I should be telling you that. You will never be safe. You'll be surrounded by the enemy."

"I'll be the enemy, Fury." I emphasized. "You'll have to come after me at some point."

"Don't expect me to go easy on you." Fury mumbled, making me laugh.

"I would be offended if you went easy on me."

When I finally left Fury I was nervous. I wasn't rethinking infiltrating Hydra, but I was scared that I was going to mess it up. Fury gave me some money for tonight and tomorrow. I thanked him and told him to watch his back before I went back to Loki.