Jungkook wanted to cry.

When he was dragged to the car, he was forced to smell something, (which he assumed was chloroform,) and now when he would up, he was blindfolded and tied up somewhere and fuck- he felt so useless.

And- and the memories of his parents being killed really in front of his eyes didn't leave his mind. He felt pretty dumb. Maybe if he was a little stronger and could fight against those men and protect his parents-

And god. He blamed himself for it too. If he wasn't stupid and didn't fall for that bitch of an asshole, this wouldn't have happened, right?

If he didn't meet that motherfucker, everything would have been alright now, right? Or maybe even-

If they didn't break up, that imbecile wouldn't kill his parents now- wait, no- Jungkook shook his head. Ky was probably a part of a gang or mafia deeming the number of weapons and people were there at that moment.

Now or sometime, he would have come out as one, right? But maybe- maybe Jungkook could have melted Taehy- Ky- yup, yup. He could have melted Ky's heart.

Holy shit, even such a severe situation, Jungkook's mind was thinking about making Taehyung return his feelings, what the fuck- Jungkook sucked deeply into the air- hoping that Taehyung was looking for him by now.

How long had it been already? Since that event happened? Jungkook had lost connection with the whole world.

"Look who woke up there. Sleep well?"

Jungkook gritted his teeth together, struggling with the chains around his wrists, wanting to punch Ky right on the face.

"Let me go, the fuck!" Jungkook screamed and then felt (and heard) someone approaching him. "What the fuck are you even doing!" Jungkook snapped when he felt a hand caressing his cheek.

"Admiring a true beauty."

Jungkook gulped when he heard someone else had stepped closer as well and probably knelt down since Jungkook was sitting on the floor.

"You're gorgeous."

Jungkook then felt fingers over his lips and then they went down, to his jawline and then lifted his chin up. Jungkook wanted to spit on the dude before him and so he did.

"What was that for, Jungkook?! You know we can kill you anytime we want, right!"

"Kill me then, pussy. It's better to be killed than being touched by an asshole like you!" Jungkook spat, meaning every single word he just said.

There was silence for a brief period.

Jungkook then flinched when he heard a gunshot. He squeezed his eyes shut, and breathed heavy- crying. It seemed like he was on the verge of having a panic attack.

"No one will harm you, but with every single shit you would say, will take the life of somebody around us. It doesn't matter who."

Jungkook scoffed, trying to calm himself down. "S-so you're going to kill your own people? Good for me. Like that, all of your men would be dead then and easy for me to run away." Jungkook sneered and almost teared up when he heard the loud and harsh noise of gunshot once again.

"Too bad that we're a part of the biggest mafia out here and we can certainly kill as many people as want, without batting an eye."

Jungkook gulped, remaining quiet.

"And be happy. Not everyone has the chance of marrying the biggest mafia leader's one and only son- but you do!"

"No one e-even wants to m-marry- y-you- dickhead!" Jungkook mumbled and almost let out a small sob when he felt a harsh grip on his cheeks, making him pout aggressively.

"Even if no one does, you will." And then Jungkook felt the grip around him loosening. "Whether you want it or not. And stay in your lane, no one will dare to harm you. And won't touch you without your permission. Is there something else you need? After all, soon you will be our mafia queen, and obeying your orders is everyone's job."

Jungkook sealed his lips together for a second. "Anything?" Jungkook asked in a small voice and then earned a hum. "I want you dead then," Jungkook said in a deep voice.

"Dude, the fuck- put your gun down! And y'all too!" Ky's panicked voice rang into Jungkook's ears, making him laugh, and at some points, he certainly seemed like a psycho at some angles.

His parents got killed, he was being forced to marry somebody who wasn't the guy he loves, yet he was having fun, hearing the fear in Ky's voice.

"And you, Jungkook, stop joking around! Your single order can take my life. What the fuck!"

Jungkook hummed, still laughing a little. "Who said I was joking? I want you dead. I want bullets to suck your brain and your deceased body to be eaten by animals." Jungook said, his voice lowering and he had started to cry. "That's what you deserve. All of this happened only because of you... I lost my parents for you." Jungkook choked his words out, breathing heavily.

There was a small silence.

"Give him breakfast. He didn't do dinner last night as well."

Jungkook snuffled, no one would listen to him, after all... And no one cared either.