You didn't lie about thot aspect but for some reason, you were blinded by an unknown emotion which didn't allow you to push what he had done past you.

Was it because he questioned your character?

Was it because he didn't support you at a time of need?

Was it because you expected a lot of from him?

You were disappointed by your mother as well but you didn't feel this way with her.

Maybe because she didn't say what she thought aloud but him, he did.

Jimin felt broken and infuriated by your words. "Y/n.. I don't know how to make you understand that what I felt at that moment was beyond my control but please...... don't hurt me more by your words. I deserve it but please I am your jimin, your chim-chim... please don't act this way with me... please, I can't take this anymore." he pleaded but you weren't ready to listen to what he had to say anymore.

"You don't have to make me understand anything Mr. Park, I'll forever be thankful and indebted to what you have done for me so I'll work harder for yo-"

"How would you feel if the man you loved was close with another woman?" he interrupted you while he closed his eyes for a second before his eyes pierced right through you which emitted sadness a few seconds ago but were now replaced with something else.

Fury and determination.

"P-pardon?" you felt a bit confused by the sudden change of topic.

"How would you feel?" he repeated but you kept mum, not knowing what he was trying to say,

"That's what I felt at that moment inside the classroom. Seeing the girl I loved have in possession something that only a person who was intimate with another boy could have.....it made me lose my mind. My rational mind stopped working for a minute, I couldn't imagine you with another boy. I got angry, jealous, sad and a mixture of all of that."

"For a second, I thought you could have been with someone without telling me.. But when I realised what I had done, you weren't there anymore. You asked me why other people felt jealous of you, it was because they could see what I was feeling in my eyes but neither of us knew or realised it. I only realised my feelings for you when you left from my life but it was already too late.. what I feel isn't only regret but it's also guilt...... Guilt that I couldn't protect my friend and the girl I fell in love with. I was so clueless about my feelings tha-"

"That makes it even worse then" by your words, he stopped talking and looked at you in pain.

"Not only you didn't protect me as a friend but you also didn't protect the girl who you claim to have loved.." you mumbled in a low tone but he clearly heard what you said. "Y/n... please.....y/n list-"

Before he could say or do something, you quickly got up from your seat to leave his cabin but the door opened not only blocking your way but to also allow you to listen to another side of the story that even Jimin was never ready to tell you.

Something that he never planned on telling you.

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