《The Collections (Short Stories)》Simon's Farewell III
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I was sitting in the living room when I heard Chris and Mom fighting. He always spent the summer with us, but he wanted to go home. He was class president, and his senior year started in the morning. I did not blame him for wishing to leave, even if it was so late at night, but Mom wouldn't let him. She yelled at him, she fought with him. He was clearly upset, stressed, and frustrated.
"I'm leaving," he stated.
He did not get far before Mom took his keys from him. At that point, I walked into the kitchen to examine what was going on. I saw him take some anxiety meds. Before I knew what was happening, Chris walked up to me.
"Can I have a hug?" he asked.
I hesitated. I inched toward him and let him tower over me in a tight hug. I smelt the cologne he always wore. It smelt just like mahogany teakwood. I barely reached his abdomen at my height. I wasn't a hugger at the time, so I waited for it to be over with my arms dangling at my sides. He hugged my brothers next. We were all confused on why he was hugging us, Mom said he couldn't leave, didn't she?
"I'm going for a walk," he said to no one in particular. Then he was gone. The slam of the front door haunts me.
We waited, and waited, and waited. Hours went by and Chris still wasn't back. My dad had sent multiple texts, all receiving no response in return. Come home now, or I am calling the cops, was the last text he sent.
My brothers and I were told to go to bed, but I couldn't sleep. We all went into the same room, oblivious to what really happened. Oblivious to the pain Chris had been struggling with for so long. Lights and sirens appeared outside the window. They really called the cops, I thought to myself. I could spot flashlights in the woods. They were searching for him, but they only found his lifeless corpse. He wasn't far from my home. He hung from a tree deep into our woods. His own jeans holding him by the neck.
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I looked at his casket once more, and all I could feel was pain. A tightness in not only my chest, but my whole body that I had never felt before, and never felt since. I couldn't help but think about how I didn't hug him back. I couldn't help but think about all the signs we ignored till it was too late. I could hear his piano music playing softly. He tried to get his breathtaking piano music published, and the day after his death, it was. Dancing on Broken Ice. His music even made it to the radio, but he never got the chance to know that. He never got the chance to hear his angelic music move so many people. I had to say my last goodbye because other people wanted to say their goodbyes, too. I adjusted my bear before walking away, seeing his face for the very last time.
I wish Chris knew how sorry I was. How sorry I was that I didn't hug him back, and how that is the main reason it meant so much to me that he had Simon. I hugged Simon every second of every day. Held him close at all times. Those hugs could have worn off on Chris. It was important to me that my object had value for him to keep. It was important that he received my favorite stuffed animal to keep forever. To this day, it pains me to know my object has significantly less value than it should have. I only hope that he still meant something to him, and that he keeps my big brother company forever.
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8 354Sword System Academia
2/17 NOTICE: I'm putting this on hiatus, possibly permanently. I didn't want to spam with an "update chapter", so hopefully here and in the story blurb will get enough eyeballs. There are a couple reasons for ending SSA for now. 1) I wrote the next chapter but wasn't happy with it. I've been less and less satisfied with SSA's quality the more I thought about it. Part of the reason is... 2) I am seriously thinking about trying to publish some novels to help pay the bills, since I don't have my other source of income anymore. I have never asked for anything from SSA readers, no money, not even a review or rating. SSA is written for fun to amuse myself, primarily, and I would kind of feel bad actually charging someone money for something as unserious as that. I don't think it is good enough to ask anything in return. To use an analogy from music, SSA is more like a jam session with a bunch of friends. You're just chiling and having fun playing some music. I mean, if you are Mozart or even Eminem, your jam session is good enough to sell, but for an amateur beginner like myself, haha, no. If I want to publish something, I feel like I need to go the proper route of practice and rehearsals, which might be more similar to a classical concert performance. With SSA, I work from worldbuilding notes and a loose outline, but what you are essentially getting is the first draft with lots of so-called pantsing. Pushing out a web novel like this also means it is very difficult to go back and improve things without breaking everything else downstream. I wanted to try this "jamming" approach, as it was a good way to teach me about another aspect of writing, but to move forward, I think I need to hone my "classical" techniques, which emphasize rewriting, or at least, revising outlines. 3) While I intend to try to make $$$, my actual current goal is to "get gud". I've spent a lot of time recently trying to understand the self-publishing industry, and I'm pretty sure I can make some money by using short-term strategies with my current amateur skill level. But I've seen too many authors come and go/burnout, and really, the only way that I think I can enjoy writing and still make money on a long-term basis is to become a better writer. And the next step for me, which I haven't done much before, is to spend more time on rewriting and outlines. That is pretty much antithetical to the way SSA is developing. I've always been kind of 20/80 plotting/pantsing, but I want to spend a lot more time outlining before I even start writing. SSA jam sessions don't really fit my goal anymore. If you're curious about what's next, read on... Among other regrets, I regret not finishing SSA. It's the first story I've dropped, but then again, it's the first web novel I've attempted, so I suppose that's not a surprise. I don't think traditional web novel formats suit me that well. The whole SSA story I had loosely planned (beyond a first book or major arc) is way too large as well. Big story = good for neverending webnovel with Patreons, bad for penniless and fickle writer like me. I am currently outlining a complete trilogy to another story in great detail. I want the story to end concisely, and I also want the chance to really spend a lot of time on the full outline to spot pacing problems, character issues, lost themes, and so on. I'll still share this story on RR. What I intend to do is finish book 1, flash-publish the whole thing here for a few weeks, then publish on the big Zon. Repeat for books 2 and 3. The upcoming story will be about crafting heroes. The backdrop is an isekai-like setting, where elves will summon humans to their world as heroes, but the whole hero crafting business is still in its infancy. The elven mage researchers are figuring out how to imbue heroes with power, while the heroes are trying to figure out how to use the powers that they gain. Humans are the best hero templates because they are blank and have no intrinsic magic. Or at least that what the elves thought. The human MC has his own secrets... There will be some similarities with litrpgs, but I would call it more a progression fantasy or gamelit story. For example, the stats are very low, at least initially. Say we have a stat called Str. Going from Str = 1 to Str = 2 is a huge deal. Also, going from Dex = 0 to Dex = 1 is an even bigger deal. I guess you could call it a "low-stat litrpg", haha. Also, the heroes won't be gaining stats simply by killing things or leveling up. You can't increase stats arbitrarily, either. There will be rules to how stats can increase, and how they work with each other. The elven mages will be figuring out these rules in order to craft stronger and stronger heroes. Some inspiration will be from cultivation magic systems, but there won't be overt cultivation, at least for now. A theme I really want to explore is the idea of interactions. That includes things like hero crafter vs hero, tactics vs strategy, skill synergies, racial interactions (dwarves, elves, etc), and son. Yeah, so hero crafting. I'm super excited about this project and venturing into publishing. If you want to check out the upcoming story, you can follow my RR author profile to see when it drops here. Finally... THANK YOU TO EVERYONE! I'm very sorry that SSA is stopping, but I hope at least some of you will find the next story at least as enjoyable, if not more. Thanks to all the readers who gave SSA a shot. Big hug or solid fistbump to all of you, whichever you prefer! I hope this message is not a downer but an upper, because I am psyched!! -purlcray -------------- BLURB: Talen, youngest Master of the Koroi, makes his way to the Empire's capital to salvage his clan's fate. 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