It hurts, too much

I want a break

It's taking all my energy

And I don't know how much more I can take

But I'm here, it's getting late

And you offer it to me

Usually I would say no

But life has been too tiring

So I take that puff

In hopes it drowns the pain

And after a little while

I start feeling better in a way

I watch the sunset

Smoke blowing out from my lungs

Everything is calm

And I feel numb