I create stories

Every day, every hour, every second.

They can be about anything, good or bad.

But mainly, it's always something

I wish could happen.

I think about us.

I make up conversations.

Things I wish you could say,

you loving me back, and me being happy.

It hurts

and I feel trapped,

but at the same time

it feels good.

My head is a place that I live in,

and even though it's very deadly

it's also very... calming