Summer is coming,

I'm going to see you less

and I'm scared the same things

are going to happen again.

Where I cry in the middle of the night,

wondering why I'm still alive,

and not being able to see my friends

because they don't care.

And I know things have changed.

I've met better people and you're my escape,

but summer is hell for me

and it's been like that for years.

I'm just scared,

and I'm still traumatized.

Please don't let me fall to my lowest again..

I don't know if I'll make it out this time...