The blonde, big guy threw me to the backseat and I fell on the floor with a loud thud. It was a rough throw until the chair was even broken into pieces. I cried out in pain and my head was pounded on the metal ground of the black van. I gritted my teeth, trying to hold back the tears to show them I was not a weak person.

But, there was I. Hurt physically, mentally and emotionally.

While the long ride as all I could smell was smoke and strong alcohol, my body was starting to become exhausted from being thrown around and pain kept on striking my body every now and then. Even on the bumpers, they'd go fast and my head would knock the ground again and again.

I was breathing out of mouth, but my heart still aches thinking that I could be dead anytime right now. I should have believed Justin from the start. He was trying to protect me from these monsters. He wanted to keep me safe. Instead, I ran away from him. He was an angel disguised as a devil, but Shane was a pure demon dressed up like a saint.

His depressed eyes still haunted me when he saw me with wounds and bruises scarred all over my body and face. He looked like he could break down anytime. It was heartbreaking to see him that way. The Justin I knew always had a smile spread on his face. But was it all just in front of lenses?

My chest tightened as I thought of what he could have done to himself for not protecting me. I gulped. He could be violating himself. I really wished he wouldn't hurt himself for someone like me. I was not worth the love he was giving. He deserves all the love and happiness.

The car stopped as my body jerked towards the front and my forehead met with the seat harshly. I winced as another tear dropped. There was a few movements around the car as I heard Shane cursed loudly before a door was shut rather loudly. I could hear the footsteps of his outside the van circling around for what it seemed like grass that he was walking on as the back door was opened widely.

The movement stopped before a hand grabbed my right leg ruthlessly as a shriek came out of my mouth. Light stroke on my face as my eyes adjusted to it. Shane's angry expression was the first thing I see before he barked, "Why did that asshole came thirty minutes earlier?"

I showed him an annoyed look before saying, "You kidnapped me, remember? Or did your consciousness finally hit you that you're gonna be dead real soon?"

"Don't act smart," he became angrier and somehow I was a little entertained. "He can't find you here." He crossed his arms tightly and raised an eyebrow when I chuckled.

Although I was still in pain, his retort was amusingly stupid. "You know you kidnapped the Jason McCann's property, right?" I didn't know where that small courage came from, but if I survived through this, I was sure as hell going to hug the shit out of Justin. "You are going to live in fear every breath you breathe.

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A small sarcastic chapter. Can you guess where they are? Want a clue?

Nah. 😘

6th of May, 2017.