Guys soon I'm gonna make a huge time lapse to present because I feel this book is too far behind from this day :)

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"I have to go a party tonight." Justin pouts starting a conversation

"A party?" I ask looking up from my phone.

"Yeah." He smiles

"For what?"

"Maejor asked me, he's hosting it apparently."

Today is the 28th of December and Justin and I have been together ever since Christmas. My parents have left and they are staying somewhere in Hollywood? I dunno but they haven't been here ever since Christmas. I don't really care though, Justin and I are having the best time. We went to the beach, went to his house for the day and shit. But now he apparently has to leave? What a bummer

"Can I come?" I ask

"Uhm, I don't think that good idea babe." He sighs locking his phone

"Why not?"

"Just bec-"

"Never mind, forget I said that. Go have fun." I smile trying to act like I'm not hurt

"It's okay babes the only ass I'll be looking at is yours tonight."

"No you won't be looking at my ass, because you won't be seeing me tonight." I point out raising my eyebrows, standing up.

"Point proven." He replied standing up too

"Promise you won't be kissing any hoes tonight?" I ask standing right in front of him

"And why would you think I would cheat?" He asks giving me a wtf face

"Because the last party I went with you, I saw you sucking Sofia's brains off. At the Malibu party." I tell

He gives me a confused face, "what?"

"Don't question it."

"We weren't even dating then. And you make it sound so disgusting." He says scrunching up his face.

"It looked pretty gross." I reply copying he facial expression

"Whatever doll. I have to get going."

"Alright." I sigh. I follow him to the door and before he left he turned around to face me

"See you soon?"

"For sure." I smile leaning on the door frame.

He leans in for a goodbye kiss and I smile at his kiss, kissing him back.

"Bye." He says when we finally pull away

"See you later alligator." I wink and he chuckles saying bye one more time then he leaves. I watch him leave until he drives off.

I guess it's gonna be a lonely night.

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It's pretty late right now and I can't get myself to sleep. I think it's because I've been thinking to much about Justin.

I shoot him a text, he sent one back but then after that he read and didn't reply to my messages. I don't blame him though, he's trying to have a great time. So I'm gonna leave him alone.

My phone starts ringing and I see it's a FaceTime call from Charlotte

Why is she calling me so late?

I answer anyways, "you do know it's 1:30am."

"You don't have to tell me the time, I never asked." She laughs

"Where are you anyways?"

"At my house. Kendall is watching some dumb tv show, she doesn't want to change the channel." She says rolling her eyes.

"What's the tv show called?" I asked

"Henry Danger. Yeah, I think that's what it's called."

"Oh, that's show pretty funny, the boys cute. But he's a little baby so, yea."

"Nah he's average."

"Whatever. So what have you been doing these days."

"Oh yeah! I have something to tell you." She chuckles

"Oh god, yes what is it?"

"Since you ditched me with your boyfriend, my ex boyfriend hit me up."

"Gary? What does that wanker want now?"

"No listen, things get interesting."

"What?"

"Gary found out that he wasn't the father of Chloe's child."

I gasp, "really?!"

"Yup, I saw the DNA test."

"Oh! So are you guys back together orrr, what?"

"No, he still fucked Chloe so Im not giving him another chance." She shrugs

"Yet." I add raising an eyebrow

"What makes you think that?" She laughs

"You're too nice, and you love that boy too much." I say

"I guess that's true, agh I hate it."

"Shame."

She laughs then she starts to yawn, "I'm going to sleep goodnight."

"Goodnight Charlotte." I say before hanging up but she starts talking again

"Oh yeah," she says while yawning, "I've been meaning to ask you. Who's Alexis Redding?"

"Alexis Redding? She's one of Justin's friends. Why?"

"Go look on her social media. I didn't know who she was but it was all over the Bieber fans accounts so I saw."

"Really, what is she doing?"

"She's at some club with Justin." She says

"A club? When did this happen."

"Like right now. Just check it out on snap, I'd get mad if a girl did that to my boyfriend Holls."

"Okay okay, I'll check it now."

"Goodnight love ya."

"Love you too bye." I say then hang up quickly going on Snapchat.

What is Alexis doing in LA? Doesn't she live in San Diego?

I added her as a friend on tour, thank goodness I did, I was thinking then why did I add her because I won't even snapchat her and shit. Thank goodness I added her though.

I see her last story update was 20 minutes ago.

I open to see her story and immediately see Justin's face.

He was closing her eyes from the flash on her phone. She was shouting telling him stuff I couldn't here but Justin looked smashed.

Is he okay?

The next one was of Justin singing to the crowd in the party. Pretty sure it's a club. Anyways he was holding a microphone holding on to a pole because he was too drunk to even stand up properly, singing Sorry.

Oh Jesus, he looks so drunk, and I don't even know how to react? Should I message him.

No.

I'm gonna call him.

No don't

Agh fuck it, I'm his girlfriend so I have to make sure he's okay.

I go on contacts typing in his name and the press the call button.

I wait to see if he would answer

It rings for a while, is he going to even answer? Doubt it

As I was about to hang up, he answers

All I could here is music. Loudly and people talking..

"Justin?" I say

He doesn't reply. Did he butt answer my phone call?

"Justin come back!" I hear a girl say

What the fuck right now

"Hello?" I say again hoping he'd hear me.

"Where's my phone?" I hear a mumble through the phone

"Justin?"

After that he hangs up.

What the fuck is going on right now

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3 more months till my purpose tour concert AHHH I'm so excited. There is so much happening this year. I'm going to see Justin, I'm going overseas to Germany and Austria and I'm going on this school camp that's in the deep bushy places in Africa for 19 days, there is no service there, no phones no cars and no toilets. Help.

Anyways, Whats with Justin posting all these photos of him and babies these days 😂😂 it's cute tho so

Question: would you rather hang out with Justin at his house all day or would you rather start a live video on his Instagram with him for 30 minutes then leave after that.

I would hang with him all day literally.