Because y'all have been asking for this- you'll understand at the end of the chapter- this has feelings af

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I'm like five minutes away

Well yeah sure why not?

See you x

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I park where Justin told me where to meet up. I haven't been here in a while, there's some Christmas decorations in the house for people to chill if they come here for hiking and you can see the LA view straight ahead.

I hop out the car, well it's quite chilly today so I thought why not wear some sweat pants, sweatshirt with uggs. I'm rethinking about wearing this outfit when I see Justin. He was wearing a hoodie that said 'supreme' with some jeans. Looking as usual no biggie.

He smiles at me and I smile back walking to him.

"Hey Justin." I say embracing him with a hug

"Hey, Merry Christmas." He says giving me a tight hug.

"Right back to ya." I smile, "so what brings us here- oh wait I got you a Christmas present. I'll give it to you when we head back, it's in my car."

"Thanks, I have a gift for you too."

"Thanks you didn't have to." I chuckle

He shrugs," it's the least I could do."

I thank him, "so what is this for?" I ask

"Have you eaten this morning?" He asks

"Um, last time I checked I ate last night, so no I didn't. Why?"

"What about a Christmas breakfast picnic?" He says throwing an arm over my shoulder pulling me to the veranda of the small house. It had a bench with a table and there was breakfast that Justin got us. The place was all decorated with Christmas stuff. There was a fake Santa, a Christmas tree with a Mistletoe.

"This is cute and thoughtful, Justin. Thank you." I smile giving him a kiss on the cheek

"It's the least I could do." He smiles

We head to the table and sit, starting a conversation and having some breakfast. He's so cute for doing this. I honestly didn't think he would want to see me today, there is a lot going on lately.

From time to time I see some photographers taking some pictures of us but I don't think Justin has seen them, Im kind of uncomfortable doing anything right now. What if I do something wrong and then they take a picture and show the world so they can hate me? Maybe I'm over thinking this. I'll just tell Justin.

"Justin, there's people over there." I say to him

He gives me a look, "what people?" He asks looking around.

"Photographer people." I say pointing at them

He looked where I pointed and rolls his eyes at them, "stupid paparazzi."

"Oh well yeah, the paparazzi. They've been for the past 10 minutes."

"And you tell me now?"

"Sorry not sorry." I say putting my hands up in surrender.

We try and finish our breakfast and Justin tries to ask them to go away but they wouldn't budge. It's really annoying because we want to have a nice breakfast and they won't give us a chance.

After 30 minutes they finally leave making Justin calm down a little. He was getting 'bipolar' if you know what I mean.

We're sitting in the view benches right now looking at the small rays that were coming out the grey clouds. The weather was not bad but it wasn't good.

"What did you get for Christmas this morning?" I ask

"I got a teddy bear, from Jaz. Then from Jaxon I got a tooth brush with my face on it."

"Ah, that's so sweet." I laugh

"It's kind of weird brushing my teeth and the tooth brush is supposed to be me." He chuckles

"I'd love it!" I laugh

"Well, yeah of course you would."

"Can't disagree." I shrug

"What did you get?" He asked

"I haven't opened all my presents but so far I got some beautiful flowers from you. Thanks by the way," I say giving him a wink, "Then a cover for my phone and a poster so far."

"A poster of what?"

"Some hottie." I smirk not telling him it was him

He raises his eyebrow,"so it's a poster of me?"

"Psht, no." I say sarcastically

He gives me a look and doesn't say anything.

"Fine it's of you." I tell me

"Obviously." He laughs making me join him and punch his shoulder jokingly

When the laughing pipes down we sigh loudly looking at the view.

"This is nice." He says breaking the silence

"It is." I smile making eye contact with him

"I have some things for you."

"Justin-"

"Just listen to me, it's Christmas, this is the day of Christ and presents."

I look at him not knowing what to say, "I don't want your pricey presents."

"Not all of them are pricey, just listen."

"Alright."

"You know today is our 5th month anniversary?" Justin asks

I widen my eyes, "is it?"

"Yeah, 5 months ago you were supposed to message Kourtney Whitfield asking her to stop spreading rumors of you sucking Jake T's dick."

I scrunch up my face, "Too much information, but are you being serious."

"Yeah, I saw yesterday you first messaged me on the 25th of July."

"I know, I know but omg. How could I forget this?" I say putting my hands over my head.

"I don't know honestly."

We carry on talking and laughing then he gives me a sweet present which was a sushi dushi coupon which I also thought of, a framed picture of him and I when we first hung out, at the roller skating rank in Downtown LA, a beautiful necklace that said Hollstin which I thought was the best idea in the whole wide world. Isn't he just the best. I don't know why he's spoiling me when I'm not even his girlfriend.

I get my presents I got him from my car and go back to give it to him. I though my present wouldn't be enough so I went out and brought something else for him, so I gave him a gold bracelet that says J&H, a sushi dushi coupon and a yeezy jacket. I know he's always wanted to finish his collection so I brought him the last one he needed which was so pricey but I don't give two shits, if it's pricey or not I can see he fi joint loves it.

We carry on talking for about an hour until he says something that makes me wonder

"I have one more thing for you. This one is important."

"Justin if it's some Gucci sh-"

"It's not clothing or whatever you think it is. This one is just special, only for you to hear." He smiles nervously.

Hear?

"Alright." I agree and sigh

"Great, just wait here for a second, don't move." He says standing up from the bench

"I won't." I agree and then he leaves going to get what he was getting.

I wonder what he has planned out. I don't care honestly if it's small or big, I just want to keep company with him.

A minute later he comes back with a guitar in his hand.

HES GOING TO SING TO ME?

IM BLESSED

He sits back down, facing me and I face him. He smiles nervously at me and gets his guitar ready to play

"So since it's Christmas, I thought maybe I could sing you a song?"

"Yeah sure, sing away."

He gives me a loving smile which made my heart swell and sit properly to get ready for what he was about sing.

He start strumming his guitar to the beginning of the song looking at the guitar and then looks at me when he starts to sing,

"It the most beautiful time of the year,

Lights fill the streets, red and so much cheer,

I should be playing in the winters snow

But imma be under the mistletoe,

I don't wanna miss out on the holidays,

But I can't stop staring at your face,

I should be playing in the winters snow,

But imma be under the mistletoe,

With you,

Shawty with you,

With you,

Shawty with you,

With you,

Under the mistletoe,"

He carries on the song while I look at him in awe, he sang it so passionately and with a different style and rhythm which made some tears come out. Yeah I'm crying, and I never. That's how much this means to me. This is the best gift I have ever gotten in my whole Christmas' I've ever had. Is it Jesus' birthday or is it mine?

He starts singing the end of the song, looking straight into my eyes

"Kiss me under neath her mistletoe,

Show me baby that love me so, o o o o o

So o o o o, yeah yeah

Kiss me underneath the mistletoe

Show me baby that you love me so o o o o o

So o o o o, oh oh oh."

The song ends and I wipe my tears of happiness off my checks giving him a small applause.

He continues looking at me in the eyes with the same expression he had on his face.

"Holly," he started "I just want to make this day special for you because it's a special day for me too. You are my best friend, more than best friends, fuck I don't know but I love you, you're adorable, normal, beautiful, funny, sweet and honestly everything I want in a girl," he says seriously and puts his guitar down.

Why is he saying this? It's making my heart beat faster.

"I want to be with you, basically," he chuckles

Shit shit shit, I know where this is going to.

"And I haven't asked anyone this huge question in a while," he smiles

GIRLFRIEND

"Actually I haven't asked anyone this huge question in years." He says emphasizing the years, "but I feel I want to ask you this, because I want to be with you. Forever if I could."

I'm shaking right now,"what do you want to ask?" I ask unsure because I'm overthinking so I want see if I know what he's talking about.

"I've been scared to do this, but I feel like today is the day to ask you." He nods

"The day to ask me what?" I ask

"The day I ask," he starts then looks at me straight in the eyes, "Holly-May, will you be my girlfriend?"

My heart

My brain

My life

Oh

My

Fuck

"You... Want me to be your girlfriend?" I ask making sure I heard it right.

"Yeah, you going to answer or keep me waiting here awkwardly."

I sigh and shake my head.

he finally asked me.

I look at him and give him an answer that's going to change our lives.

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In the beginning I was going to make her say no but I was like who would say no to Justin and plus she has no reason to say no, he sang her a song, gave her presents, took her on tour, told her his much he loves her and she loves him so why would she say no. But ay, I can still make her say no. I have my ways ;)

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