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This is the 89th chapter 😭

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After like 10 fricken minutes of Justin and Alexis talking in private, they finally come out. I don't know what they were talking about or what they were doing but shit that took a while.

"I'll see you soon Justin." Alexis says to Justin and he nods and waves to her.

"And great meeting you Holly, hope to see you soon." She smiles and walks to me giving me a tight hug.

Aw that's sweet boo boo but hell nah, go back to San Diego and stay there. You're nice and all but you're rude and all. You're just all and all.

I hug her back, "Thanks for a great time, Alexis." I say and she smiles.

When we finish hugging she says goodbye once more time and leaves. I shut the door with a big sigh. And Justin sighs as well, making himself collapse on the couch. He had his hands in his face then looks at the sealing. He looks like he was thinking about something.

"What's up?" I ask sitting beside him.

He just shrugged still looking at the sealing because he doesn't want to make eye contact

"You okay? Did she say anything to you?" I ask once again

He sighs ignoring my question and doesn't move.

"We're not leaving until you tell me what's up."

He finally looks at me but doesn't do anything else but look at me.

Damn he was staring hard.

"Justin."

He pulls me into him and kisses me. It was kind of sudden actually but there was no emotion in the kiss which made me pull away.

"Jus-"

"I'm sorry Holly. I'm sorry."

"What's the matter?"

"I just need to clear my head. Alexis is just fucking me up."

"What did she say to you?"

"We were just talking having a normal conversation then suddenly she's said fucking in love with me!" Justin explains and at the end he lets out a laugh

"Mother fucker say what now?" I blurt out, "I knew it, that mother fu-"

"Holly chill."

"Why must I chill? She fucking in love with you and I must chill?"

"Yeah you must."

"Yeah okay." I laugh sarcastically and then stand up to go to the bedroom but he stops me.

"Do you know why you must chill?" He says sternly

"No Justin. Give me reasons." I say raising an eyebrow

"First reason," he starts pulling a finger "is that she's fucking not my type. I'm not being rude but I just think of her as my little sister. Goodness me."

I sigh.

"Second reason," pulling up another finger, "is that, what the fuck, you know this reason . Why would I go for her when I'm with you?"

I sigh once again, "I don't know Justin."

"Well now you know," he shrugs "oh and third reason is that she's like miles away from me. I live in LA and she lives in San Diego." He says like it doesn't really matter.

I chuckle and look at him.

"You see, there's nothing to worry about, Holly. She won't take me away from you, if that's what you're thinking she would do." He laughs pulling me closer to him

I push him away, "you're so annoying." I joke letting out a laugh then stand up but once again he pulls me back down.

"Hey where do you think you're going, we're not done talking." He says

I laugh, "then what do you want to talk about Justin?"

"I wanna talk about us."

Oh shit.

"What about us?" I ask

"Is there an us?"

I sigh, looking him in the eyes and smile.

What a beautiful boy sitting in front of me

"Only if you want it to be." I shrug and his smile goes wider.

"You know I want an us. More than you do."

I laugh, "what was stopping you?"

"You!" He says joining me with the laughter.

"Well I'm not stopping you anymore Justin."

"Okay good because I've been meaning to ask you something." He smiles looking at me in the eyes.

My heart start to beat fast. I'm BUZZIN

"What is it?"

"Wanna go out with me?"

OMFGSHSUSH

"What do you mean by that?"

"Like on a date. Since you know you told me, you were born in Italy I thought it would be a great idea if our first date could be in Italy"

Awwwwwwwwww

"That is so sweet Justin." I smile

"So yes?"

"Of course." I say and pull him closer to me for a quick kiss.

"Sweet so, I'll pick you up at 8." He winks

"You can't pick me up Justin," I laugh "we're not in LA."

"Yes I can."

"How?"

"There's not that much paparazzi here so we'll take the rented car and go out."

"To where?"

"Martino's"

"Woah," I laugh ,"so I'm thinking I should wear a dress?"

"Yup. If you have one."

No I don't have a dress here, shit. "Yeah, I have one." I lied

I'm fucked.

"Okay great. I think I have rehearsals today."

"Yeah, you do. In a few hours so."

"Are you coming with me?"

"I have to go somewhere at that time but I'll come like half way."

"Oh where are you going?"

"Oh, um, Scooter asked me to, do a job just a quick one then I'll be done." I lie. I don't have a job. I'm going to go buy a fricken dress.

"Oh okay."

"Alright so we're going to be late so-"

"Don't worry, we have time."

He kisses me and I kiss back making him pulls me to him for a longer kiss.

Few seconds later I pull away and look at him in the eyes. He had a wide smile plastered on his face.

I mess up his hair and he scrunched up his face and moves my hand away from his hair with his hand and laces them together. I can totally feel a relationship rising.

"So I'm going get dressed and you have rehearsals at 3pm for the show tomorrow night." I stand up

"No we're not done talking." He pouts pull me back down on the couch. AGAIN. WIGGA PLEASE LET ME GO SHOWER?

I sigh, "yes, what do wanna talk about?" I ask

"I wanna know like your childhood story, like how long you stayed in Italy after you were born and if your actually Italian."

"If I tell you will you let me go shower?"

"Yeah, if we shower together."

I raise an eyebrow and he laughs

"Fine, I'll let you shower."

"We were born in Italy and then-"

"We?" He asked confused but before he could answer he had a realization facial expression

"Nevermind. Forgot you had a twin."

"Chilled. Okay. Where wa- oh yeah. So we were born in Italy and then moved to LA when we were 5. We didn't live in Calabasas yet then so my life was kind of lame since I'm in love with Calabasas. Then when I was 6 my dad got a promotion at work then later on so did my mom and they got richer lol so we got a better house in Calabasas Hills, which was next to Charlottes house. Okay at that time. My twin sister was still alive and that's also when I became friends with Charlotte. Charlotte was also bestest friends with my sister. But we all like loved each other, there was no third wheeler. So life was perfect then until later on my sister got sick and when we turned 7 she got more sick until pah-bam she died. 31st of May 2005. That was about ummm.. 2 weeks after our birthday? Yeah. Was a bit hard, she was my best friend and we never used to fight. That's when my parents called me Holly-May Hamilton because of the remembrance of her. Before she died I was just Holly Hamilton and my sister was May Hamilton. So yeah, that's when Charlotte and I got so much closer, she's like my sister now and yeah, story of my life."

Justin just stayed quiet, deeply in thought and was concentrating deeply in my words.

"Why haven't you told me any of that?" He finally said after a short awkward silence

"I'm not a person who tells most people my life that's not great."

"I feel like I finally know who you are."

"Doubt it, I don't even know who am I and what I want most of the time." I laugh trying to light up the mood.

"Is there something else you aren't telling me?"

"What you mean?"

"I want more details."

"Like what."

"Everything, Holly."

"Oh well you can ask. I'll answer"

"where in Italy were you born?"

"In a small city called Rovigo."

"Are you Italian?"

"Nope, well actually half."

"How, is your dad Italian?"

I raise an eyebrow, "you really think the surname Hamilton is Italian?"

He chuckles, "well is your mom Italian?"

"Yeah, she's full on. Like it's weird because her name is Cecelia and in English we pronounce it with the C C but in Italian they pronounce it Chechelia."

"Her name is Cecelia? Wait I mean her name is Cecelia but pronounced Chechelia?"

"Haha yeah. Her real name before she got married with my dad was Cecelia (Chechelia) Mondese then when she got married, she got American and shit so now she's Cecelia Hamilton. I think she's gotten used to the American-English world." I laugh

"Woah. Can you speak Italian?"

"I had to learn it so I could speak to my grandparents and cousins and aunts but I'm not that great. I can understand it but when I speak it, I sound weird because I don't have the full on accent."

"Can't imagine you speaking Italian." I laugh

"Don't imagine it, it won't happen when I'm with you. Okay you can ask one more question cause I feel like we wasted a lot of time."

"Alright. How'd you think about last night?" He smirked

Aaaand he's back everyone.

"I can't answer that." I laugh

"Why not?" He pouts

"It's too weird."

"You just don't want to admit how good I made you feel."

"Right back at you." I laugh standing up to go to the bedroom.

"I'm not the one who's denying the feeling." He shouts before I shut the door of the room

"Whatever. Just let me get ready and we'll head an exit." I say shutting the door.

"Aight!" He shouts and I sigh finally getting dressed.

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If you have questions for anyone in this book, please comment and they'll be answered when i make a character q 'n a :) ask anything literally, like even dumb questions like for example "holly do you like Angelina Jolie or Charlie Puth?" Which is a question that can be answered if you want 😂😂😂 but seriously, ask anything.