Justin's POV:

Nightmares, nightmares of Claire who try to reach my hand but I can ever catch it, every night. I wake and stand to sit on my bed looking around the room, no one around. Other side of the bed is empty, place where Claire supposed to sleep. I little tear roll down my cheek.

I try put that thought a side but I can't. I can still smell her perfume every day when I wake up, even it has been almost three years already when she closed that door behind herself and never open it again. Sometimes I could still see her sitting in the couch but it was just wishful thinking. My brain played with me.

I tried to go back to sleep but it wasn't that easy when your thoughts rushed inside your head. Voice inside my head blamed me how I could let her walk away, I was a loser. But sometimes it told also that I should show her that I didn't miss her. Show her that I had moved on and that she was just memory in past.

That she would be just another face which I supposed to know sometime but no more.

But it wasn't that easy when heart yelled to stay and fight same time. Those two sides of me teared me opposite sides every day and make me more tired every time. I didn't know what should I do. Think of forgetting her forever creep me out but the fact was that in some point I should do it, one day it would be necessary.

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