J?

How do you deal with stress and anxiety

If you get it?

Idk like everyone gets it but like

Anxiety

Wait

I've known you for like 2 and a half weeks

Is it weird that I'm asking this

Don't worry it's okay

I'm going to go colour in

Sorry (promo bitch)

What what

No no it's okay, it was weird of me to even mention that

Idk what happened legit don't worry

Okok

Okay

But you're technically texting not talking so

Okok I'm sorry

Um

Mildly

Like medium

Like medium to high maybe

I have anxiety yes

What

Really?

I have?

But I'm a pain in the ass

Like you

Your a pain in the ass too

He can read me like a book ladies and gentlemen

One of my best friends just broke up with her boyfriend

Did I STUTTER

Um hello?!! Are you aware of all the break ups I've been through??

None?

I've never been in a relationship doofus

Here I'll give you the list.

And also, can you keep in mind I am NEVER this open with people. You're just over the other side of the world and can't really affect my life as much as someone over here could.

Okay firstly, my parents are divorced

Oh right yeah I totally forget about that. Scott isn't actually my dad, he's my step dad.

My dad died 5 years ago.

No no it's fine, of course I miss him but I'm okay.

Most of the time anyway.

Okay so my mum and dad got divorced when I was 9, so 11 years ago.

My mum had 6 men before Scott, they're married now and have been for 4 years so hopefully he will stick lol.

1 of them was

Actually don't worry about that for now. My dad had 9 girls, he was dating some girl before he died too but I haven't seen her since so.

Yeah preach. So basically I have a lot of trust issues, I've never seen a functioning relationship, I flip out when ever someone comes to me about a break up and

And I'm afraid of them

Um

Yeah... I just

Don't want to set myself up for failure I guess...

I know, I'm being stupid

You do?

Wow

Not to contradict everything you just said but

I think I love you

Thank you

Idk

For being you