I grabbed my bag and keys and headed out the door to my new condo. I walked next door and open the door to Micah's new condo. We both agreed to move into a new building and be neighbors so neither of us had to be too far away from the girls.

I walked in and heard screaming from who I already knew was Marley. She didn't like it when she woke up before I got here. I went straight to the kitchen and picked her up out of her high chair kissing her until she calmed down. I added Mehkie to my other side and kissed all over her until she giggled.

"Morning Micah"

"Good Morning Travis" she continued to cook without looking back "How was last night?"

"Ehhh I ended it early"

"Why? She was cute and you seem to like her before"

"The conversation got on kids and I explained that I have Marley and Mehkie. She wanted to know about our relationship and I told her we were best friends. That started a tangent about how baby mommas and daddy's can't be friends. She said and I quote 'if you were fucking your baby mother then you could've just told me from jump' I didn't even see the point in arguing with her. I paid for the food then took her home. "

"That was so ignorant! What's she supposed to be a doctor?"

"A nurse"

"Taking care of people when she the one that need a brain"

"I mean after I dropped her off I definitely could see where she was coming from. I mean if you wanted me, I would cave and we would bang it out. Honestly, I think if I wanted you it would be the same"

"Oh really"

"Yep but I respected your feelings and our situations so I won't put you in that position"

"I guess"

"Why you want me with someone new so bad anyway" my eyebrow rose "Must got a new nigga hitting you up"

"I don't" she rolled her eyes "I told you I'm not about to be in anymore relationships. I'm done with that shit"

"Stop lying" I laughed "You being dramatic and you're too young to be on a fuck mean spree"

"I'm happy without a nigga in my face"

"But i'm always in your face so really you happy with me being the only nigga in yo face"

She rolled her eyes and sat my plate in front of me. She grabbed her food and sat down ignoring what I said. Truth be told, I knew Micah wanted us to be a family. Dave and me got closer since he's the twin's godfather, and he tells me all the time how much she's letting her pride stop us from being a traditional family.

I shook my head as we ate and fed the girls together. Once breakfast was over, I got the girls bathed and dress while Micah got ready to go to the dance studio. I took off today to spend time with Micah and the girls, but Micah was teaching her first class since having the twins. We agreed that I would come watch with the twins at her class after we do random shit togeether.

Our first destination was the park. We had a picnic and play with the girls. Marley didn't want to leave my arms unless she was going to Micah but Mehkie was attempting to be an escape artist and roll away as soon as she hit the blanket. I couldn't help but smile watching my girls.

After the park we went to have lunch with my dad. He and my mom separated the week after the twins were born. He had been planning it since the blow up at the house. I hadn't spoke to my mother since then but Tim says she's fine when she's around and pretends like nothing wrong. My dad also is unfazed. He uses his time loving the girls and his grandson from Olivia with all his heart. That's been his main focus and he has no plans to change.

Next we went to see Micah's momma. Ralph was there and we kicked it for a while. Momma Alana begged to keep the girls for the night. I agreed and helped convince Micah too. In six months, she hasn't had a day away from them. I've been slowly getting her use to it by taking the girls to my place some nights but she always cuts those days short and crashes Daddy-Daughter time.

After a hour or so Micah caved knowing she had to get to class. We rode in the car to her studio and I could see her jitters.

"The girls are fine mamas"

"I know"

"You nervous" I asked her while at the red light

"Honestly? Hell yeah"

"Don't be"

"But I haven't danced since I was like five months pregnant" she scoffed "I mean playing around the house with you and Reagan don't count as staying in shape"

"Mamas your snapback game was real as fuck though. You got this shit"

"Ugh come on don't gas me"

"How can I not"

We laughed and joked the rest of the ride. She was definitely more relaxed when we pulled up. Carmen was waiting for her outside and smirked seeing me. When I tell you everyone wants us back together. Literally everyone... except Micah.

I shook my head and went inside. I took my seat and watched as Micah stretched then warmed up with the class. Once they were ready she stood up front looking around.

"Y'all know this my first day back actually dancing" she chuckled nervously "I still don't know if I'm ready but I miss this and you all so much. Today we are doing two dances so be ready. I have water and snacks for the break between. Our first dance is dedicated to my babies. They inspired it for sure"

I laughed causing everyone to look at me and smile. I nodded my head as they began.

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I died laughing the entire time. It was the cutest sexiest thing I'd ever seen. I loved seeing Micah dance and be her goofy self again. When she got a break I pulled her into my lap and tickled her.

"I told you mamas"

"Thanks papa bear" she kissed me cheek "I know I can be mean Trav but I really appreciate your support of my career and everything"

"You know I always got you. We support each other ya know"

She nodded before getting up and going to change. In no time she was back in a different shirt and some booty booty shorts. It was taking everything in me not to snatch her up by her ass that was hanging out. I couldn't keep my eyes off of her.

She grabbed some water before calling everyone back in for the second routine. Some people left and some people stayed but the class was still full. She went through the routine and I almost passed out from the blood rushing to my dick with every move she made.

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When Micah was done, we chilled in her office so she could get some stuff together. We made plans where she would teach class on Tuesdays and Thursdays and I would work from home those days to stay with the girls. We also agreed to make Sundays our family day to do whatever.

It felt amazing talking to Micah just me and her with no pressure. I wasn't happy with what we were doing at all but I definitely can acknowledge the peace we experience from our arrangement. Tonight would be different though.

Micah agreed on us getting take out and having dinner at my place. After picking up the food, she went to her place to shower and change and I did as well. It always took Micah longer to shower after being at the studio so I had time to set up a picnic in the living room with candles and music playing. I had our plates already set on the blanket before going in my room and getting the oils together for her massage. I honestly only wanted to show Micah appreciation for being an amazing mother to our daughters.

She walked in the door as I walked out of the bedroom and her face was all the thanks I needed. I went over and grabbed her hand taking her to the blanket. I hugged her before we sat down to eat.

"Travis what is all this?" she was still looking around "Like---"

"You've been going hard for six months with Mehkie and Marley. You never take a break even when you leave them with me" we laughed "I've been planning to do this for a while. I just want to show you that I appreciate you for everything you do"

She smiled "Thanks baby fava"

"Anything for you baby muva"

We laughed before we started eating. We went back to talking about life and the girls. We talked about her going back to choreography and traveling. We talked about everything under the sun... except for our relationship. I never wanted to push her but I had to know.

"Micah?"

"Hmm?"

"Are you seeing someone?"

"What?" she choked "Travis are you serious?"

"I'm just curious if anyone has gotten your attention. I tell you about my dates and what not but we never talk about you"

"Well honestly no. It's not like guys don't ask for my number or try to get at me... but I just want to focus on my babies and my career, you know that"

I nodded "I just want you to be happy the same way you want me to be happy"

"I am happy Travis! Look at what you did for me?"

I smirked "I'm always going to do things for you... It's my job to make you smile"

She shook her head and went back to eating. We didn't talk much more until we were finished. I grabbed out plates and took them in the kitchen before taking Micah into my room. When she saw the bed set up for a massage she laughed and pushed me.

"Strip" I handed her the towel before going into the bathroom.

I took of my shirt so I was only in basketball shorts. She called my name so I step out and there she was laying there looking at me in only a towel covering just her ass.

"No shirt?"

"I love you but I'm not getting oil on Gucci. I might have money but I'm not wasting it"

We both laughed as I grab the oils. I started the message making sure to get every inch of her back and legs. I move the towel as I massaged her thighs so I could move up to her voluptuous ass. She let out a soft almost whisper like moan as I massaged her lower cheeks and thighs. I could feel the heat of her pussy so close to my hands. Both of our breathing was heard but I wasn't trying to be a creep.

I took the towel and told her to roll over. I folded it before laying it over her heavenly center. I applied more oil and started at her feet. I worked both lower legs before moving and skipping to her stomach I massaged her stomach slowly moving up to her breast that were much bigger than the last time I actually saw them.

Her eyes stayed closed but the minute my hands touched her right breast she moaned without a care. I worked both breast before moving to each other arms. She was breathing heavy when I finished. I smirked before applying more oil and going to her thighs. As I massaged her thighs she was moaning again slowly but surely spreading her legs.

Rock hard was an understatement for my dick. I wasn't trying to have sex or fuck. I honestly had decided until we could make love again, I wasn't going there with Micah no matter how tempting it was... This had me rethinking. I finally got to the point where I needed her.

I bent her legs and before she could speak I was devouring her soul.

My eyes flew open feeling Travis' tongue explore my center as if it was his first time being there. My back arched and I moaned his name over and over again. I grabbed his head and pushed him deeper only for him to go faster.

"Fuuuuuuck! T-T-Traviiiiis!"

I felt my orgasm building high and higher. I tried to push him away but he locked his arms around my thighs going in. I was full on screaming his name as I felt myself release in a squirt. Travis kept going licking up all my juices. He stood up smirking at me before walking to the bathroom and closing the door.

My mind was all over the place and my hormones were on fire. I found some strength and crawled out the bed. I walked to the bathroom and push the door open to see him hold the counter with his head down. I didn't speak as I stood behind him. I waited a minute realizing he hadn't noticed my present because he was thinking.

"Strip" I spoke causing his head to pop up

"Mi---"

I pressed myself into his back to reach his shorts and grab his dick, which was harder than I have ever felt it. His mouth was open as a squeezed him slowly stroking.

"Strip" I said kissing his back

I felt his hands tremble slightly as he dropped his shorts. I let him go before pulling him back to the bed room and laying him down on the bed.

"Micah---"

He closed his mouth and eyes tightly as I straddled him making sure to grind my wetness into him. I started at his neck kissing him softly before moving down his body slowly. I took my time living a trail of hickeys down his body. His breath was shallow as I passed his belly button. I moved so that I could kiss his thighs before hovering my face over his dick. I blew at the head making it twitch.

"Micah" he moan softly "We can't---"

"Why?"

I licked the tip

"Shit baby girl---"

"Why Travis?"

I licked from the base to the tip.

"Fuuuuuck baby!"

I grab his hands that were moving toward me. I looked up at him as he look at me.

"Why?"

When he didn't answer me I decided to take him down. I went all the way down letting the tip glide past my gag reflex then took him out completely. He was biting his lip as his dick jumped. I gave him another chance to stop me as we stared at each other. I knew it wasn't right but my hormones and my heart weren't letting me stop. I hadn't had Travis in almost a year and I was dying to feel him again.

I shook my head with smirk before giving the best head I have ever given. Travis tried but he couldn't stop the moans from leaving his mouth. I let his hands go and he found his way into my hair. I looked up at him as I took him down my throat sending a moan through his body. I back up leaving only the tip in before going back to some grade A head.

I could feel him about to come so I pretending to stop. His chest heaved as I looked at him kissing his V-lines. Just as I felt him relax I went back to work, taking all of him down. Travis moaned my name as he released and I swallowed it all. I felt sucking until he was pulling me away.

I laughed as I sat up on the bed but it was short lived as he pulled me down and got between my legs. He kissed me and we made out fighting for dominance until he finally won. He pulled away and looked at me.

"I want you baby" he grind his still hard dick into my wetness "I want you badder than every Micah"

"Shit" I moan

"But I will walk away now if I can't make love to you"

"Travis---"

"No!" he grinding into me more "If you want me then you get all of me! We get out family!"

"Fuck!" I couldn't think right "Travis I love you!"

"Prove it" I felt him at my entrance and moaned "You decide right now!"

"I don't know" I felt my tears flow "I want to Travis! I want to be with you!"

"What's stopping you!" he yelled "Speak up Micah!"

"I'M SCARED!"

He pulled back and I covered my face. I hadn't faced the reality that I still wanted Travis. I brushed off my feelings because I couldn't go back down that road. I even avoided talking to Dave for the last couple months because he pressed that I "stop bullshitting and be happy" every time we spoke.

Travis pulled me up into a hug and held me tight. Here we were naked and ready to fuck and I was crying about my fucking feelings. Motherhood definitely turn me fucking soft. I couldn't stop it though.

"I'm not going to hurt you baby" he kissed my head "I want our family more than anything in the world. I been trying to show you every day"

"I know" I sighed pulling away and wiping my face "And you have... but it doesn't make the fear go away. It doesn't make the doubt go away"

"I don't want you to doubt me!"

"Travis there is a whole baby that is going to be here any day now! She calls you every day! Not even---"

"Fuck that!" he shook his head "Fuck anybody that isn't you or my children! You gotta trusts me... you gotta believe me Micah"

"I want to" I looked at him "Travis I want to I promise I do"

"Stop making excuses and do it"

"I... I just don't---"

Before I could speak he got up and went to the bathroom slamming the door. I heard him turning on the shower and felt my heart break again. I shook my head cursing at myself before screaming in the pillow. I could feel myself start crying again. I decided to call Dave.

I stood in the shower completely submerged under the water trying to get my thoughts together. Once again my heart was broken by Micah's rejection. I felt the tears sliding down my face with the water as I tried to calm down. I thought we were finally going to move forward and fix everything. I thought just maybe we could get past the bullshit of our past... but once again I was wrong. I put my hands on the wall hanging my head trying to get myself together.

I tensed up feeling her breast press into my back and her arms wrap around me. Her lips kissed my spine causing me to shiver. I turned around and pushed her back. I shook my head about to get out but she grabbed me again, kissing me. Every time I pulled away she pulled me back.

I finally kissed her back pushing her back into the wall. If I have to say goodbye then I should at least get to love her one last time. I moved down her neck lifting her as I gripped her ass. She immediately wrapped her legs around my waist. We both released moans as I entered her.

"Travis" she moaned my name "Fuck! Baby I love you!"

"Shit" I felt the tears in my eyes "Micah---"

"No!" she clawed at my back "I fucking love you Travis! I love you more than words can explain!"

"Shit!" I felt her walls clench tighter around me

"I want to be with baby! I want our family" she kissed my neck "I want to have all your babies! I want to make it work! I'm so fucking scared Travis!"

"I got you baby!" i kissed her "I always got you"

"Fuck!"

She screamed clawing my back as she came. I pulled out and turned her around, entering her forcefully. She screamed my name as she held the wall for support.

"You love me?" I gripped her waist tighter

"Yes baby!"

"You trust me!"

"Mmmhmm" she moaned

"Give me words Micah!" I stroked faster

"Yes daddy! I trust you so fucking much!"

"You gone let me love you again!"

"Fuck!"

I stroke harder going deeper "Answer me baby"

"Yes!" she said just above a whisper

"Shit" I felt myself about to cum "I love you Micah! Fuck I'm gone marry you baby! You gone marry me Micah!"

"Yes"

She screamed just as she came and I released inside of her. She stood up leaning back into me as I held her close, still connected by our core. I finally pulled out and turned her around to see her still crying.

"Baby---"

"I just love you so fucking much Travis... this gotta work this time"

"Don't doubt us... it will"