I walked into the hotel and headed to my suite to get dressed. I was feeling off about everything and I could get flashes of Micah out of my head. I didn't tell anyone she was pregnant besides my dad. I knew it would start a bunch of drama that I wasn't trying to deal with.

As I got dressed the guys started filing into the suite to get ready too. We were doing a walk through but everyone was dressing up because the dinner would start right after. Everyone else was laughing and joking but I was the least bit excited today.

"Knock knock!"

I looked at the door and there stood my little sister. Everyone knew me and Reagan fell out again because she wasn't.

"Aye yall give me a minute with my sister"

They nodded before leaving. She waited until they were gone to speak.

"Look Travis" she sighed "I didn't come here to argue or fight with you. You're my brother and I just want you to make better decisions... I don't even care that you and Micah aint together anymore at this point... I just don't want my nieces growing up how I did not feeling good enough"

"I get that sis... but she won't even tell me they my babies"

"You still think she cheated?"

I sighed sitting down "I want to"

"Why?"

"Because if she did... then it's not my fault"

"Oh brother" she sat down and hugged me "It's not anyone's fault"

"Yes it is!" I yelled "I ruined the best thing that ever happen to me! I ruin my chance at having a happy fucking family Rae!"

"It's not ruined. No, every family isn't traditional but you and Micah have a love for each other that will never go away. Those little girls will have the happiest family every because they have the best mother and the most amazing father"

"But I don't want this Reagan" I took my tie off "I don't want to marry Khari. I don't want to raise three children in separate homes. That fucked with you heavy and I don't want my babies to experience that. I don't want them feeling like I love one more than the other"

"They won't because you won't let them. You know how i felt. Just make sure you do it differently"

"I can't marry her... but I can't walk away"

"You can always walk away"

"She's pregnant and she wants the family. I need to give at least one of my kids a family"

"Don't live a miserable life like daddy Travis! Be happy! Your happiness is not with Khari ass!"

"But--"

"Travis please----"

Her phone rang and she answered it immediately. Her face lost all color and tears ran down her face. She stood up and I followed. She hung up the phone and grabbed my hand.

"Let's go"

"Go? Go where?" I stopped her "Reagan talk----"

"Micah was in an accident!" she yelled "Come on! She's barely conscious and they think they're going to do an emergency c-section"

"Fuck!"

I paced back and forth as Reagan walked away. She stopped and looked back at me shaking her head. I looked around and people were watching me including my family and Khari. I shook my head before running after Reagan.

I took her keys and we jumped in her car before I sped to the only hospital Micah would go to. I ran lights and stop signs almost crashing at least four times. I made a 15 minute drive drop to 8. The minute we pulled up, we both jumped out and ran inside the emergency room.

"I need Micah Rossi!" I yelled at the desk

"She's headed to labor and delivery sir! Floor 4!"

I ran deeper into the hospital and found stairs. I took off for the fourth floor on pure adrenaline. When I got up there, I ran to the main desk and asked for Micah. The nursed looked at me confused.

"Sir---"

"She's having my babies!"

"Sir I need you to calm down okay?" she got up "Come with me. They are prepping for the c-section. He brother just went to scrub up to go back with her though"

I nodded feeling nervous and scared. As soon as Ralph saw me, he too his mask off. He was in tears and pulled me into a hug.

"Take care of my sister and my nieces man"

"I promise!"

I scrubbed down and was taken into a room. They were putting up a sheet and Micah was passed out. I watched them closely as they cut her open. I was given a stool to shit near hear head. I rubbed her hair as I watched. I finally looked away when I saw her belly gushing out blood.

"Micah baby" I leaned down to kiss her forehead "I don't even know if you're okay.... I'm so sorry for everything. If I could take it all back I would. I love you and I wish I would've been the man you needed and deserved" I felt my eyes water "I was scared that we would never get to just be us and be together and be happy. I let go... I had a moment but I also knew he truth. I knew you wouldn't hurt me... but I'm hurting now baby. I need you to see our little girls come into this world.... please wake up from this baby. I love you Micah"

"Here's the first one" the doctors said

I kissed Micah before I stood up. I watched as they moved their hands around inside her stomach. My heart stopped the minute I saw my daughters face. My eyes waters as her cries filled the room. I watched as they cleaned her off and brought her over to me.

I held her and kissed her face knowing instantly that this was my mini me. She was perfect. I looked up just as they pulled out my other daughter. I cried harder before leaning over and kissing Micah again.

They brought our younger twin over and I held her in my other arm. I kissed them calling Micah's name. Her eyes fluttered before she looked at us. She smiled weekly.

"My babies" her voices was in a whisper "Our babies"

"Thank you baby" I kissed her "Thank you"

The nurse helped me show her the babies so she could kiss their faces.

"Their names" she struggled to speak "M-m-m-marley... and... and... Mehkie"

I nodded knowing exactly who was who. Just before I could tell her I love you, her eyes closed and the machines went crazy. Everyone was yelling as I just called Micah's name. Two nurses came and took the babies. I started to go after them but I wanted to be with Micah. I could hear them saying she was crashing and bleeding. My eyes watered as I stood there. A doctor noticed me and yelled for them to get me out. I fought against two buff male nurse as they tried to drag me out.

"MICAH! MICAH! BABY I LOVE YOU MICAH! BABY I'M RIGHT HERE! I LOVE YOU!"

They finally got me out in the hallway and I screamed breaking down. All I could hear was the screaming sounds from the machines. I felt myself shaking. I saw Reagan, Ralph, Carmen, and Keith running towards me right before everything went black.

*************

I jumped out of my sleep with my heart racing. I looked around and I was in my living room. I had fallen asleep watching birthing stories on television, but something didn't sit well in my soul. I grabbed my keys and ran out of the house to figure shit out.