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I woke up took a shower and brushed my teeth then picked something to wear.

India's outfit

Then I headed to my doctors appointment after the appointment I saw Jamell sitting at the waiting area.

India: What are you doing here

Jamell: I haven't seen you in a month India

I couldn't look at him he looked like he was going threw shit I felt bad like somehow this is my fault, his mom called a few times saying I should talk to him he's not the same I never thought it was this bad.

India: A-Are you okay?

Jamell: No

India: What happened

Jamell: I just had to see you

India: lets go to my place

Jamell: Alright

- In the car -

India: You really let yourself go Jamell that's not good

Jamell: I know I promised myself I'll get my shit straight after I see you.

India: Okay

- India's house -

India: Imma make you something to eat okay

Jamell: Okay I'll be back

- Hour later -

I finished cooking the food the Jamell came back.

India: Damn you really know how to clean up

Jamell: I mean I tried

He looked sexy as hell sometimes I wish I never met him so I wouldn't have to feel this pain but I know that if that was the case I would never have the memories that I have right now.

Jamell: Have you picked a name

India: No I haven't every name hasn't really fit in

Jamell: I have a few in mind

India: Please tell me I'm out of ideas

- Jamell smiles -

Jamell: I always wanted to name my first girl Niyah because it means aim or purpose.

India: Oh my

You say as you start to cry

Jamell: Wait hold up why are you crying

He says hugging you

India: That name is so beautiful

Jamell: Damn you was really bout to give a nigga a heart attack

India: Sorry it's just that all the names that I thought of were okay but that one really meant something to me.

Jamell: Yeah I've always loved that name

India: Well here's your food imma go take a bath I'm tired

Jamell: Damn it's only 7 will you be back

India: Yeah I'll be back

Jamell: Alright

- India's room -

As you were in the bath you started to get small contractions but you felt them get more and more aggressive.

- Calling Jamell💚-

Jamell💚: Are you calling me from the bath

India: J-Jamell I think the baby is coming

Jamell💚: What don't play with me right now

He says scream in pain as you dropped your phone

Jamell💚: Hold up

- Ends call -

Jamell: Are you okay

India: N-No I think you should call Doctor James

Jamell: Oh shit I left my phone downstairs

He says about to go and grab it

India: Jamell!

Jamell: Huh

India: It's in your hand

Jamell: Damn hold up

India: Grab my robe

Jamell: Here

As he handed you your robe you put it on as well as your slides.

India's outfit

- Calling Doctor James -

Doctor James: Hello Doctor James speaking

Jamell: I think India is having the baby

Doctor James: Okay give the phone to her

India: Hello

Doctor James: Hey India how are you feeling

India: The contractions are getting worse

Doctor James: Okay maybe it's a false alarm you need to see what happens threw out the day if her water breaks or the contractions get closer head to the hospital as soon as possible.

India: Okay

Jamell: Thanks Doc

Doctor James: No problem

- Ends call -

Jamell: So what do we do

India: Get the babies diaper bag it has everything we will need

You say laying on the bed

Jamell: Okay

- Minutes later -

India: What took so long

Jamell: I couldn't find the bag how are you gonna put it under the crib

India: I don't know

You say as you got up you feel water just gush out of you on to the floor

- India gasps -

Jamell: Oh shit

India: I need to change

Jamell: What lets go

India: I'm not going in a robe

Jamell: Okay fine go change

India's outfit

Then you guys got in the car and drove to the hospital.

Nurse: What's going on

India: I'm in labor

Nurse: Okay you guys come with me

As you changed into their hospital outfit.

Nurse: Here take this it will open up your cervix and simulate your contractions.

India: Okay

Jamell: Everyone is here and they told me to tell you that they love you and you got this

India: Awwe

- India smiles -

Doctor: I need to talk to India and Jamell alone can you give us a second

Nurse: Yeah

Doctor: Okay as you know your about to give birth but I'm concerned about the babies health since your baby is 2 months early, if we do go threw with a natural birth then we don't know if you will survive, but if you do a C-section there is a better chance of it going well.

India: No I'm not doing a C-section

Jamell: Did you hear what he said you could die if you don't do it

India: I heard what he said but I don't wanna do a C-section

Doctor: I'll let you guys talk it out

He says leaving the room

Jamell: India you could die

India: I know but I know that It will be fine

Jamell: No

India: Yes

Jamell: Okay and what if you don't make it

India: That won't be the case

Jamell: It could be I can't lose you forever

India: Your not going to I promise like you said when we first met Melly never lies

Jamell: India but we're talking about your life right now why won't you do the C-section

India: Because I wanna give birth to my baby I wanna feel her in my arms.

Jamell: You will

India: It's not the same please just trust me on this

You say placing your hand on his cheek as you looked at him in the eyes

India: Do you trust me

Jamell: Yeah I trust you

India: Okay

Doctor: Have we decided

India: Yes I'm going to do a a natural birth

Doctor: Okay then we better get started

Jamell: How do you feel

India: Nervous can you hold my hand

Jamell: Yeah of course

Doctor: Okay India are you ready

India: Yeah

Doctor: Okay India push

He said as you pushed as hard as you could

Doctor: Okay good job push again

He said as you pushed you felt all your energy drain out of your body

Doctor: Your doing good your almost there push

India: I can't do this I'm tired

Jamell: I know you are but it's gonna be over soon I promise

India: I can't do it

- Momma❤️ Calling -

Momma❤️: Is India okay

Jamell: No she said she's tired and she can't do it

Momma❤️: Give her the phone

Jamell: Here

India: Hello

Momma❤️: India baby you got this any doubts you have right now forget about it cause right now that baby girl is depending on you and she will always depend on you so you have to be strong for her even when you feel weak come on India just one big push.

As she said that it made me feel so much better and made me emotional because if I don't don't this she's gonna grow up without a mom and I don't want that for her so as you put all the energy together and pushed as hard as you can you heard her cry which made you cry.

As the doctor handed you the baby as you looked at her in the eyes she looked back as you kissed her on the head and said.

India: I love you Niyah

Jamell: She's perfect

Jamell's pov: You said as you India pass out as her heartbeat stopped you grabbed Niyah and tried to wake her up.

Jamell: India!

Doctor: Code blue get them out of here

Nurse: Sir you have to get out let me see the baby

Jamell: No

Nurse: I have to make sure the baby is okay sir

She says as you kissed her on the her head and handed her to the nurse

Jamell: I love you Niyah

Nurse: Okay sir just calm down

As you went out of the room

jamie: What's going on

Nurse: I don't have that information

Jamell: Oh my god she promised me

Jamie: Jamell you have to stay strong for your babygirl

Doctor: She's awake

Jamell: India!

You say hugging her

India: See I always keep my promises

Jamell: Yeah

- Jamell smiles -

India: Where's-

Jamell: She's with the nurse they have to make sure everything is fine

Nurse: Here she is

India: Oh my god she's perfect and small

Jamell: Just like her mom

- India smiles -

As you looked up at Jamell he looked so happy I was so happy to have her in my arms.

Gabriella: Oh my god can I hold her

India: Yeah

You say handing her over to your mom

Jamie: I'm next

Gabriella: She looks just like India

Jamell: That's what I'm saying

Dayvon: Give it a month she gon look like Melly

Gabriella: Yeah

Evoni: She's so cute

Kaylee: Damn India you did that

- All laugh -

After everyone had a chance to hold her they all left.

India: Do you even know how to change a diaper

Jamell: Yeah

India: Wow you're full of surprises

Jamell: Yeah

India: Can I hold her now

Jamell: Just give me like five more minuets plus you need to be sleeping

- India smiles -

India: I know but I don't feel like sleeping

Doctor: How is everything going

India: Good

Doctor: India you should get some rest

Jamell: That's what I've been tryna tell her

India: Okay I will

Doctor: Okay I'll see you guys tomorrow

Jamell: Alright thanks doc

Doctor: No problem

He says leaving as Jamell gave Niyah to me

Jamell: Imma go get some water I'll be back

India: Okay

Jamell's pov: As you came back India was sleeping as you took Niyah and put her to sleep you went and fell asleep on the couch.