Waleed 's POV

We got to the house at 2am. Leilah had slept off immediately I started the engine. I gently lifted her across my arms grabbed her phone and purse with her and, using my key card on the door. We both stumbled inside.

I took her upstairs to her room in bridal style. Naomi has retired for the night.

Well, that sort of explains why I had to use my key anyway.

I placed her on her bed and removed her shoes. I noticed she has her veil pinned to her hair. I took the pin out of her hair and watched her hair roll out the bun and all over her body.

I sat beside her while she keeps on muttering some things I could barely understand.

You kept on sipping on that wine, Lee.

she slept peacefully beside me.

Who could have thought this woman could push me as hard as she did back there.

Leilah 's innocence is only evident on her face. She isn't at all innocent anywhere else.

I played poker with my friends after what she did so I don't have to think about the sadness in her eyes when she spoke. Her laughter was quiet but I could here it as she came down the stairs with Amal who ran into Dave 's hands. My eyes caught the boy Who stood close to my wife. She was making her laugh. Something I could never do to her.

It made me bitter that a 16year old obviously had more jokes than I, a 28 year old.

And what was Sung Lee doing chatting with my wife.... That boy!.

I was going to kiss Leilah after she had seen lipstick stain on my mouth. Alice was irrisitible no doubt. But Leilah gets into my head without trying.

I keep reminding myself not to fall for her when my actions are done in reverse.

I ran my hand through her silky hair, Her slight birthmark on her neck pops out.

I never knew she had that.

Okay, She is going to sleep with her bra on because I can't strip my own wife out of her clothes. I am tempted to but I dont want her getting all emotional.

suddenly, she starts to shake. She was having a bad dream.

I need to wake her up.

"Leilah...Lee.. Hey wake up.."

She slowly opened her way. As if wondering where she was. She sat up and jumped into my arms, crying..

"hey.. It's OK.. I am here " My hand worked her hair to calm her down.

we stayed that way for a few seconds.

"why are you awake? " she asked in a really low tone.

"will do soon. Was only tucking you in. " she nods slowly.

"Do you want to talk about it? "

"it was horrible Wal. Let's not do that. Please "

"that's OK. do you need me to change your clothes? "

she nods her head again, laying sleepily on her bed and Surprising my whole existence.

I strolled into her closet. It was my first time there and it looks like a frigging boutique. It has Way fancier stuff than Mine...

Oh women!

My sisters and Amal sure did a good job with this renovation. then one vanity fair laced bra -like red nightwear on her nighties stand caught my attention. I picked the exotic piece up and Sitting beside her , I pulled her top over her head slowly.

She sleepily covers her bra with her hands. And As I was going to pull her bra. Her eyes opened .

"don't worry. I am just going to change you into this. Nothing else" I told her.

She nods shyly and let me Unhook her bra, Leilah quickly cups her boobs with her hands. The hands weren't doing enough justice to what they were asked to do.

I smiled at her. And got the piece over her head. She still didn't leave the boobs because she had noticed how transparent the Thing was.

Then a nipple slips and she quickly tucks it in. Fixing herself up while a flick embarrassment splurred all over her.

"Hey. It's just me here. Don't be ashamed. " I kissed her cheeks.

As if relaxing, She let's me go on.

I helped her out of her skirt to reveal a Red colored laced pant. That was all my poor body could take. I didn't know what was happening until she pulled her blanket over her body and then covered her hands with her palms.

She was giggling.

I looked down my lower body and I am being greeted with a bulge signifying how aroused I have become. The well endowed woman I call my wife caused this.

"you know there will be a time you won't have to cover your face.. Yea" I smirked and she Bursts into laughter.

" I was going to ask you to spend the night here. But, go to bed.Wal! That thing needs to be put to sleep" she draws her blanket over her head.

with one hand , I dragged the blanket over her head and watched her expression changed, playfully I tapped her ass.

"that is for doing this to me"

Her luscious lips stared invitingly at me. Without thinking twice, I grab them with mine. She allows me entry into her mouth. Aggressively , she wrapped her hand around me. Her nails dug into the skin which covered my shoulders.

Her Nipples, now pressing my hard chest. I could no longer resist the urge and before I knew what was happening, I was holding both nipples with my hands, Tickling them with my fingers. She let's out a moan and breaks off the kiss.

I could tell her body wanted more as I felt her nipple grew harder and harder underneath the fabric. I took out one and I sucked on it gently. She held her breath as if she was going to die any time soon She didn't stop me instead, Her palms rubbed through my hair. In one swift move, I raised her nightie up.

I kept rubbing my palms over her smooth butter skin for memories. I wanted to be able to remember every line, every arch and curve. I Moved my hand to her belly button and she let's out another moan. She held on to me tight and slowly, my finger moved to the extra skin between her legs. Once they landed on the clit,

She froze!

"No.. no Waleed. Stop, Let's go to bed. Please " we broke up. Both, trying to catch our breathes.

"I am sorry Wal... I am not to deny you this. please give me a little time. I am so sorry "

"Hey, It's OK. I am not in a rush. I just got a little excited seeing how beautiful those breasts are, thats all. " I kissed her one more time.

She was blushing harder than I have ever seen her. She turned completely red.

"you like them? " she asked shyly.

"I love them" placing one more kiss on her breasts. "don't dream too much about this "I told her. looking down at my excited member.

She quickly pulled her blanket over her body again. immediately her eyes followed mine down to the seemingly angry monster, she let's out a gasp.

"I am sorry. I didn't know I could cause that" she innocently apologized. "is there something I could do? Other than sex ofcourse"

Can you suck....

"No, it's fine. See you in the morning"

I hurried off to my room.. I need a really really long and cold shower as soon as possible.

She is my wife and anything I do to her is legal. I told myself.

But I don't want to hurt her.... Or hurt myself.

She has repeatedly said she would never love me. I was still stuck To that. One time sex with her and I am trapped for life.

I don't want to be trapped.

Thoughts back and forth and I suddenly want to be loved by Leilah.

Am I falling for her or lusting after her body? .

I need to know this before I do something we will both regret.

My mind kept flashing back to her boobs Through the night. She packs those so well. I hadn't realized they were as big as that, until now. I have always been a fan of the skinny women with bones but Seeing Leilah like that:

Oh Lord! I want more. I want her.

Austin had told me how everyone had said "damn! " when we walked in. I don't know what that meant but I know it wasn't because of me.

Those people are tired of seeing me anyway.

I knew it was because of Leilah's hips she tried so much to cover but as soon as we got in and I removed the jacket placed on her shoulders to hang, All curves had been put out to everyone. I could tell their eyes following her everywhere where she went.

One Coon went as far as asking me in Arabic if Leilah had a sister as beautiful as she is. I had nodded at him and left.

Turning the TV on, flash images of us appeared as always.

So, the media isn't concerned about the war in Syria and the rest of it anymore.

I was getting tired of this. I waved to the people outside the Al-awazys and she did the same. We looked perfect with my hand resting on her waist.

That waist!

I turned on the volume of the TV.

".. " the presenter says to his Co -anchor.

I was cut short by the sound of something crashing to the floor. I Jumped out of bed, tracing the noise to Leilah's room. Without knocking, I opened the door.

"are you OK? " She looked at me, frightened.

She stood there in front of the broken cup.

"I forgot to brush my teeth before going to bed because I had slept off ofcourse. Then the cup fell when I picked it. Sorry I woke you up" clearly avoiding my gaze.

Before I knew it, she was dragging the bed covers to herself as if to cover herself up.

i moved up to her and took the thin fabric away from her.

"at least I should be able to see you like this once in a while. Don't you think" I whispered.

She was visibly shaking and once I brushed where her nipple stood, with my left hand. She stilled hopelessly. Her eyes were shut, I kept brushing my hand over both. Then, Pulled her chin up and kissed her.

For a moment, She wouldn't let me in and I wasn't going to stop. She must have realized it when she kissed me back too. It turned from gentle to hungry kisses. I had my hand tucked in her hair now to maintain the kiss.

My hand made its way to cup her breast out of the laced fabric. She moans for the third time in 30minutes. Her hands were wrapped around my neck. I lifted her with our mouths still intact, placed her on the bed with my weight on top of her and moved on to take a nipple in my mouth.

She started to moan uncontrollably. I looked up to her to find her eyes still shut. I was too hungry for her. Playing between her breasts and her mouth I was about touching her where she needed me to be. She led my hand to the skin between her legs. I carresssed her upper skin gently but when my hands moved over to her clit, she quickly stopped my hands.

"wal .... No. We talked about this barely 30minutes ago'' I wouldn't have heard her if I wasn't looking at her green eyes .

"why? thought you wanted this. I mean you responded more than earlier ".. Kissing her one more time

"I know but can I at least be ready for this? You told me that yourself. I was only carried away this time" she said, Tucking her breasts back into the laced fabric which did nothing to hide the firm boobs.

"I understand. " I kissed her one more time before getting up from the bed. "you should go to sleep. I will have Naomi clean that up in the morning "

"thank you For understanding.. will you sleep here tonight... With me? I mean, Just one night. I keep having this nightmare. " she was hiding her eyes under the blanket of her lashes.

"it is OK. But I can't promise there won't be anything between us. You can only tell me what you want and when you want it. OK? " I kissed her forehead.

Tucked her to sleep before leaving the room.

I could feel her pouting angrily at my refusal to spend the night with her on her bed so I turned around so she could see what she has done to me.

"do you still need me to stay? "I asked her jokingly.

"lord... No Wal..that monster of yours is getting excited again " she laughs.

At least we have a name for it now. That's a first step. Monster!

Happily, I got into my room. I kept wondering why she had let me in so much. She had moaned my name out of pleasure and said a few seductive words.

She has the sweetest lips I have ever kissed. I finally got to touch those succulent things on her chest.

I got carried away in excitement that I didn't know when I jumped on the bed for the first time since I was born. You see, I wasn't much of a playful kid.

It's going to be different from now on. I got it right from Paris Since I couldn't stop thinking about her despite been seduced by Alice.

She clouds my thoughts....

Today, at the back of the house, I felt like every second with Alice was meant to be with her.

Am I already smitten by her?

I can't even help myself around her. The plan was to make her feel miserable and leave so I don't have to pay her half of my wealth but now, Now I have a new mission and that is to make her fall in love with me.

I don't know why I am doing this... But I have to. I need to.. For my own sake..

Most importantly, My own sanity needed to be revived.