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After dissecting the three mice to preserve the gene regulation and speciation in rodents, I went to the ladies washroom. The auditorium was buzzing with action – or as much energy you can get at a medical conference. I, on the other hand, was locked in a bathroom with the man who sat on his knees in the washroom.

"What the hell is wrong with you!" He hisses as he sat on his knees after I kicked him in his crotch.

"You followed me," I spoke simply with venom in my voice as he tried to stand up after the blow.

"Its the ladies bathroom, you shouldn't be here," I announced as I got the compact powder from my small bag and reapplied my makeup while looking at his reflection from the mirror.

He winces almost imperceptibly before swallowing thickly, but his face remains stoic, his eyes full of fire. "What are you doing here? What do you want?" he asks through clenched teeth.

"You can't tell her," I heard Ahmad say to Professor.

"I won't," He responded.

"And when she finds out it was a lie she will hate me forever," Professor says to Ahmad.

I retrieve his conversation from the day we got married. I mentally want to kick myself for not seizing the clues earlier. "Our marriage was a lie, You wished disloyalty on my father and I from the moment you agreed to marry me, and you almost got away with killing them four years ago."

"What ?" he asked, confused as to why I was telling him this.

I take a deep breath as I look down into his eyes, "I am here to repay you," He seemed to be able to apprehend what I was assuming as I got the small fixed blade knife out of the compact powder, "My father promised loyalty to you and your family while you tried to kill him and my child so this is war," I said distracting him from the blade I was hiding.

I continued explaining, "Four years ago, you didn't want me to text my father," I got closer to where he sat on his knees to get closer with the blade I was holding, "and you checked my phone every chance you got four years ago because you were going to kill him. And what better way to do it than to be in the middle with his daughter," I clarified further, "I was so gullible that I didn't notice that you didn't want me to contact my father not because of me but because of your selfish reasons,"

"No one suspects, the guy who agreed to marry the girl and impregnated her." I accuse.

"Why are you telling me all of this after four years," He shrieked as he tried to conceal his feelings like he always does but couldn't. From the heat of the moment, he couldn't see the blade I was carrying that I kept hidden in my left hand inside the arm of the hoodie.

"The first night, I was with you in the same room after you have known about my pregnancy. The first action you arranged was that you brought the medication. Then the only question you mostly ask repeatedly was the fact that I took my medication or not. Because you knew that you were giving me Ecstasy Pills (Causes Memory Problems)"

Just when I was about to sit in the bed, he came in.

"Take these" He ordered.

I backed away from him as quickly as I could. "what are those ?" I asked.

His eyes looked at me up and down. "You look appropriate. and these are vitamins they are good for you, and they won't work oblique with your other medication." I took the pills he offered.

I bent down to be at the same level as him still hiding the small blade so I could get closer to him, "The fact that you began teasing me about Kerem, my past relationships, was all an diversion. Therefore I couldn't see the game you were playing with Black," I moved his face so he could look me in the eyes and I could clearly see the target I was aiming for, "You wanted me distracted so that I wouldn't catch on that from the day you married me, you wanted to hurt-" He interrupted immediately.

His eyes snap at me, inflamed. "Is that really what you think, Wahaj?"

"You are wrong," He stared into my eyes, "I never wanted to hurt you, I wanted you out," He revealed. "The Benzodiazepines, Statins, and Ecstasy Pills that I have given you were all to keep you out of this stupid conflict to make you forget not to murder the child even if there were going to be complications, I was going to save him."

I smirked at his idiocy, How can a genius think like that, "You know the only problem with your plan was that your lust and desire was steered at the wrong girl," I stated as I cupped his face in my hand, "You thought I was helpless, and when you believed that I would figure out everything soon enough you began distracting me with the failed class and the jealousy combined with the medication side effect which were Sadness, Anger, and Aggression,"

He took a deep breath before continuing, ready to confess the whole thing he'd been keeping.

"I can't tell my family about us. We can't tell anyone. I will have to lie to my mother, and I know when she finds out she will hate me for it since from when I was young she dreamed of marrying me herself and dancing in my wedd-," He explained before I quickly interrupted him.

I see the target to were I want to stab the knife first as he is still in the floor so I continue talking, "You always turned the tables, from the moment you confessed to me on our wedding day that you wouldn't tell your parents and then you contradicted yourself and asked me to meet them in the coffee shop,"

"Yes because-"

I put my hand on his soft pink lips to shut him up as my other hand went in to make a cut in a penetrating slash to the inside of the forearm between the radius and ulna bones, "Please don't do this, don't explain. You will only get demoted, in my opinion. Your image is obscure as it is,"

"You have absolutely no clue, do you?"

"Oh, I think I do, Love."

His face is inscrutable. "Wahaj, whatever you think-"

I couldn't listen to him since I was making sure that the penetration was less than one inch so it won't cause sever a lot of veins and result in rapid blood loss, but still cause him discomfort just like he caused me.

I smirked as we sat inches away from each other on the bathroom floor as he couldn't breathe from the pain caused by the small blade, "Simple, you never told your family who my father was when you have claimed that it was the reason you wanted me in that house of yours,"

"I am not stupid, Professor. I was just one step ahead of you in my heart while you attempted to stab it," I rose up from where I sat as the blood began to appear in his forearm and he tried to stop it while I went behind him and cut horizontally across the lower back. Since this area is highly dense with nerves, He seemed to be in massive pain, but from this action, I wanted for him to lose motion in the upper torso.

My heart stopped beating as he screeched "W-wahaj!". He looked hurt and confused. He immediately applied pressure to his shoulder, but couldn't get toward the back.

"How do you remember any of this?" He confusingly asked through the pain.

"Because of your plots, you taught me how to play chess. While you perpetually thought you were playing a chess game that you knew how to end in one move while focused on insignificant pieces of the game, I tried to kill the king," I freely answered as I got in front of him.

I wanted to tell him the reason why I was here, but my voice fails me. I remember every second of every minute of every hour we spent together.

I think of her. I see her eyes, so much like his.

And I can't.

"Nothing will happen between us, and it is your choice if you want to tell your family or not."

I remembered what he told me years ago as I tried to regain the anger I held tightly to for all these past years, "You were a liar, a manipulator who I asked how many times we did it and you said more than once after you claimed that you never wanted anything to happen between us,You deserve what I am doing to you"

I had a worried glare looking at him as I approximately calclated that he will only last five mintues before he goes unconscious from the pain as he roamed my eyes down to his back who was clearly bleeding massively.

"It's not that bad, I promise," He lied, "I deserve this," He seemed to want to reassure me easing my pain.

"Quit manipulating the situation," I yelled at him as the blade from my hand fell and I started shaking nervesly, My father was right, I can't do this. Even if I already did...

I needed to leave...

"Da-mmmit Wahaj," He laughed as he began to sweat, I preferred seeing the defeat in his eyes rather than his masked expressions, and I wished that my heart would agree with my mind on this one, but it didn't. "W-what do you want me to say," He stated as he continued gushing from the pain.

"Who made you do this ?! Elian, Mrs. chamberlain, your father ?" He asked with his voice seemingly faintness.

"Elian, the person who feared you so much that he requested to be moved to a different department so he wouldn't be intimidated by you anymore and even broke his engagement or my father who was so out of it that your brother and Mr.black almost got away with killing him four years ago," I smirked. "Why is it so difficult for you to imagine that I decide it out all on my own."

It was true four years ago when Mrs.chamberlain met me in her car. She gave me the right medication; my brain began to function again. She told me everything that I didn't already gather, I just needed her confirmation.

He breathed loudly still on the floor while I gave him the towel that hanged so he would prevent bleeding, "You know the vital organs, Why did you hit the nerves ?" He seemed to be faintly losing consious.

I wanted to stop signals to the brain which cause muscles not to work properly, and a loss of feeling in the injured area and he knew that, "You don't want me to die, do you?"

"You want to hurt me ? don't you" He asked.

"Who is looking for confirmation now, Professor?" I asked as I gave him the answer he seemed to need, "Just like you made me wait to take me to appointments because you were sure that the blood test would reveal the amount of medication and unnecessary pills you have given me, I will make you wait." I smiled toward his weakened figure.

"W-why a-are y-you doing this, Wahaj," He asked again, but the meaning was different as his voice turned rough, His white blouse was now stained in blood.

Things like good fortune and happy ever after didn't happen to people like me. Things like accidental luck didn't happen to people like me. Yet here I stood inside Professor Yilmaz's room as his wife.

"Because four years ago, when I said those words, I knew something was going to go wrong," I started.

I'd imagined introducing her to my family on numerous occasions, but that she'd show up at my house with her criminally insane cousin and her grandmother was absolutely beyond my imagination.

"The day my grandmother came into your house was the day she ruined your plans because you wanted to introduce me as a different person and not as the maid's granddaughter because you knew your mother would never accept the maid's granddaughter and I knew that being in the room as professor Yilmaz's wife was something you wanted to be hidden from the world,"

He wanted to say soemthing but he lost motion, he lost consciousness as I kneeled down to look the man's level and said in a soft tone, "Hey... Are you awake?"