its been hours we are in the hospital they have taken larib to the emergency . i am so scared for larib .

flashback:

one week ago we came back to dubai . larib was acting so strange she would get angry on so little things ,and sometime start crying. i thought she was still in truma due to what happned so i never asked her.

leo was doing very well he had shown alot of corrupt politicans faces to the world. he said he would come to meet us in few days .

i was in my home office their was meeting i have to attend on skype as i could not attend it at my office because of larib condition .

yes i have shifted my busnissnes here , the only good thing i ever done is to make my own company .justin is also working and susan became my assisstant she is doing diploma in busnissness. lucy ma is with larib in house helping her .

"ok gentleman the deal is done i hope you will not disappoint me ,hope it goes good ."

i ended the meeting .

suddenly my phone ringed .

"hello who is it .?"

"is mr zayn talking ?"

"who is asking ".

"i am doctor hamna i am your family doctor ."

"yes yes doctor hamna i know you, grandma told me about you how are you ,is everything alright?"

"hmmmm mr zayn i want to talk to you about larib ."

"what about her is everything alright. ?"

"look mr zayn , you know she is pregnant but i told her their is complications and i want you both to come so we could discuss it before it become dangerous ."

what is she saying larib pregnant , is my jan pregnant but complications, what compliaction , why she didn,t said anything to me .?

their are so many questions going in my mind but i am angry why she hid it from me .when did she knew she became preganant.

"mr zayn are you there ."

"sorry .. doctor ,.. i will bring her but doctor when did she came to you about pregnancy test"

"oh she didn,t came, i guess you were away on meeting. she got uncousniness about 2 weeks ago so i came to check her up, when i did checkup i found out and told her... i have to go now but as you are grandma family so i am a little too concern please do come soon if it could be today it would be good because the sooner the better .".

"ok we will come today hope everything is fine .".

"we will talk about it when you come . i wil be waiting .".

i went to our room where she was lying down on bed .i went and sat with her.on the bed . i put my hand on her forhead and moved my fingers in her hairs .

"zayn you.got free "she moved closer to me .

"yes jan why are you sleeping are you tired. "

"maybe i just wanted to lay for a bit ".

"have you eaten anything or should i bring something for you ".

"no i am fine i am not feeling hungry right now. ".

"ok so you rest for a while i will wake you up after a while we need to go somewhere.".

i started to get up but she held my hand .

"just stay here for a bit please."

i nodded and sat beside her in the bed.she put her head on my chest and was quite for a while

. why is she not telling me.

"zayn i need to tell you something ."she said and sat up in the bed .

"i wanted to tell you early about this but the things that happen it made everything so complicated and after that incident you were busy in setting the busnissnes so i thought i will tell you when you are relax from these things ."

"you should have told me before larib my work was not important but you were and this new guy. " .

i put my hand on her tummy , she was suprised when i said that .

"how do ... you... know ?"

"doctor hamna called me a while agao ."

"i am sorry i wanted to tell you but i was scared zayn . i still am .".

"do you know what complications she was talking about. ?".

"no i don,t and that scares me but whatever it is ,it is not good because since this pregnancy started i am feeling more weak which doesn,t happen .... i am so scared i don,t wanna lose our child .".

she started crying , i could not see her like this i hugged her to me .i started consoling her.

"jan everything will be fine don,t worry in sha allah Allah will do good please stop crying ."

"comon get up lets go to doctor so you can get out of this tension you already spend weeks in this stress. ".

i know she is scared that is why she don,t want to go but we have to and i also wanna know what is happening.

we went to hospital and doctor hamna said she had to do some check ups , she did her checks up and now she was with some doctors we had to wait .

"larib and zayn please come to my office ." doctor hamna said .

we went inside and there were 2 more doctors .

"hi i am doctor sofia and this is doctor james.".

"nice to meet you ".

"look mr and mrs zayn we will come to the point because we don,t want any of you in danger i am talking about the child.. mrs zayn your body is really weak to carry a child if you carry on with this preganancy the chance of your survival would be 10% only but if you do abortion now , you can be saved."

"what will be my chances of getting pregnant again .".

".. you can become pregnant again but your body is not strong enough the same thing would happen again ."

"so you mean to say i cannot carry a child if i do i would die ."

"i am sorry but this is the truth you have to make a decision. because as the days are passing your chances of survival are becoming less."

"abort the child. " i said at last i don,t wanna loss her.

"WHAT. ." larib asked me .

"i am not aborting my child and no one is going to make this decsion for me."

"larib it is dangerous for you i can,t loss you. we have to abort this child ".

"enough zayn i said once i am not aborting it and you are not saying no this is my decision and my life .you have no right to make this decision.

"i have all the rights because you are my wife and this is also my child .".

"i am not aborting this child doctor james and this is my final decision if you have a medicine to prescibe me so please do so .".

she totally ignored me and talk to dcotor james and left from there .

"zayn you have to make her understand this is dangerous for her."

"she made her decision now no one can change it , i know it .. ".

i left from there but I know who can help us i took the medicine they prescribe and took her to home she was resting now.

i called the only person who i know can help me .i called uncle and told him everything .

"zayn i send the reports to my doctor friend who is in london and he said their is a chance for her to carry this child but they have to make the process of treatment to happen in london. if you want should i book your tickets .".

"yes uncle it will be so nice of you .".

"don,t worry she will be fine i am also going there i will be with you guys don,t worry .".

lets hope it works .

after 2 days.

we reached london and to uncles friend , they did laribs check up again , i was praying to Allah everything become fine.

i was still praying for her and she was inside with doctor , i am doing my best to make my iman strong but these situations are making me weak.

"mr zayn please come inside " uncle and me both went inside .

"hello zayn i am your uncle very close friend i hope this guy told you about me ."

"i have stefan now please don,t irritate my nephew he is very tense ."

"don,t be tense zayn actually you are lucky , we checked her up , right now the baby and mother both are fine . i don,t think she need to abort the child because we are giving her treatment she have to take the medicine i prescide you daily you should be really careful for her this treatemnt would take a while to make her body strong but you have to be sure that she don,t take tension or stress , she have to be on bed rest for 3 months atleast the more she rest the better it is , till the end of the treatment we hope she could be fine but their are chances she would give premature birth , it means you would have to see you child after a month and also you have to be careful that she doesnot become preganant atleast for 2 years . because this treatment have to be continue for 3 years so next time when she concieve her body is strong enough .".

"thank you doctor thank you so much ".

"don,t thank me its your prayers that came true or maybe she had done something good thats she is saved or other wise in this situation it is impossible for a women to carry a child "

"yeah she had done good .".

"well you should meet your wife she is in the room 45 "

"thanks alot ."

end of flashback

after that it was really hard to make her rest in bed . i have to threaten her , or sometime scold her to not let her get up from the bed.

her anger was really increasing day by day and i had to sometime hid from her .

she would cry so much and also became hungry but i love all those things , i want her to be alright .

dadi is also here so is justin and susan .

"bro she will be alright , everything will be fine. ". justin says to me.

"in sha allah " i could not say much right now .

after few hours the doctor came out of the emergency .

i quickly got up and went to her.

"is she alright doctor .".

"yes she is perfectly alright and congratulation you became a father of a beautiful daughter. "

did i heared it right i am a father , i cannot say anything but smile . everybody got relaxed and justin became hyper .

"oh my! i am uncle of a niece yes congratulation brother. " he side hugged me .

grandma hugged doctor hamna "thank you so much for saving both of them ."

"i didn,t do anything its allah who did it ."

"but mr zayn as you know this is premature birth so your daughter is shifted to incubator , you will be not able to take her to home for atleast a month ."

i knew this would happen but i am happy Allah saved my daughter and my wife .

i just nodded to her.

"you can meet your wife after a while we are shifting her to the room , we will discharge her after few days. but if you want to meet your daughter so you can ."

"yes i would love to .". she nodded at me and lead the way .

we went to the room their were so many incubators and their were babies in them .

doctor hamna went towrds a incubator which was placed at the corner of the room .

i went slowly towrds it .

"she is your daughter i will give you sometime and you need to give her name ."

"i will do it when my wife wakes up ."

"sure .i will leave you with your daughter ".

their was card on the incubator on which it was written.

father:zayn

mother:larib khan

date of birth: 26 jan 2020

sex: girl.

name :.........

when i read the card i could not believe my self we both became parents their was father and mother written before our name she is our daughter.

"ya allah shukar ." i said the only words that i could say at that time .

she is so beautiful . a tear fell from my eye oh how much i want to hold you .

"jan welcome to the family .i am your father . you are so beautiful . you know your eyes and nose are just like your mother . you are her short version."

i don,t know i was crying ,until a hand wiped my tears dadi was beside me.

"congratulation beta she is so beautiful just like her mother."

i just nodded.

"she will soon be in your hands my son don,t worry Allah will inshallah give her strength.

"in sha allah .".

"we should go to your wife now she needs you and also those idiots outside can,t wait to see her .".

when i looked outside justin and susan was standing so near to the door but the nurse was stopping them that is why they could not enter inside. they both are so same no wonder they fall for each other and got engaged .

i and dadi went outside. so they could see her.

"comeon man you take so long , she is also our niece not only your daughter we also want to see her , move away now .".justin pushed me to the side and almost ran inside .

i never knew he would be this excited for her .

"zayn you should go to larib now , you have to tell this everything to her before everyone else arrive. yes your dada and sister , and maria and everyone is coming but i told them to come one by one .so its the only private time you have with your wife .so go ." she smiled to me.

i went towrds her room . as i opened the door she was lying on the bed and her eyes were closed .a drip was attach to her hand.

i went to her and just was looking at her , now as i see her , how much our daughter resembles her she is definitely her copy .

a smile came on my face . i kissed her forhead and sat beside her .

"hi jan how are you feeling ."

"how do you always know ... i am awake ... when my eyes are ..still closed..."

"beacuse ...i know..you more ..than ..yourself."

a smiled appeared on her face and she slowly opened her eyes.

"i am so exhausted zayn ."

"i know you are after all you brought our daughter to the world ."

"is she fine ?" she held my hand tigthly i know she was anxious.

"yes baby more than fine she is so beautiful .".

"i.... can,t.... hold... her ...right." she knew , she started crying .

"shhh baby shh don,t cry you will be able to hold her after a month we have to wait just a month baby ."

"..a...month ..i will be not able to hold her ." she was crying i moved up and hugged her.

"baby just a month till than you will also get better , then you can hold her as much as you want . do you want to see her ?".

she nodded at me .

"ok then i will tell the nurse to bring her here . ".

after sometime the doctor brought our daugther incubator .

i helped larib to sit up

they brought the incubator close to her bed , as she can,t move so it was difficult for her to see , she could only see her side

"i can,t see her properly zayn help me to move alittle .".

"jan you can,t move its.not good for your stitches , you know na you had c section .".

"but.... i can,t ... see her... i want to see my daughter . she was crying now .

i held her close to me .

"i will take her photo for you then you can see her anytime you want .

i took the photo and showed her .

"she is so beautiful , .... she ..smiles like you ." larib said

yes her smile was like me .

"why can,t i hold her. zayn ." she was crying now i held her close to me , she hid her face in my chest .

"baby its ok you will hold her in sha allah , look allah gave her to you, ALlah will also make her healthy . but you also have to be healthy for her.".

she was given medicines so she again fall asleep during crying .

i looked at her and my daugther .

I rised my hand for dua.

"ya Allah PLease give health to my girls , let them.be together . give me strength to support them both and help them in this hard time .YA ALlah make this time easy for us . ameen ".

a tear slipped from my eyes but i cleaned it i have to be strong for both of them .