larib pov :

i was getting ready to head down for breakfast with zayn .

suddenly i got a message on whatsapp in our girls group

maria "did you talk to him " .

larib . " no "

ezzah bhabi " what were you doing whole night "

aman " she must be busy guys understand her they are newly married , "

larib" i will talk to him now 🙈"

i left the conversation because i know they will tease me again .

i wore my heels and was now set to go .

suddenly two arms wrapped around my waist

" you are looking beautiful jan e zayn "

i looked at him through the mirror.

"thank you "

"you know your glow after our awsomes nights is breath taking jan " he huskily said and kissed my neck.

"zayn.. everyone is waiting for breakfast lets go " i said and try to remove his hand but .

"no lets stay here and do our breakfast like we do , you sitting in my lap amd i feeding you or you prefer we do it downstairs infront of everyone i don,t mind "

i looked shocked at him and hit him on his hand that was wrapped around me .

" zayn you know you talk so bluntly and .. please don,t do these gestures infront of everyone you make me so embaress what will they think "

suddenly he turn me around to him .

"i make you embaress ha is that what my affection do to you " he said serious .

"no... i didn,t mean like that ."

"then what you mean , ha tell me "

"look i...m don,t want you to show these affection infront of elders ."

"why! don,t you like that , don,t you like me near you ha "

" no i didn,t mean that ,i like your affection "

"like ... you like my affection , i thougt you love it .. you upset me larib "

oh my god he used my name he got upset yeah whenever he is serious he use my name .

" . . ..i love your affection , i love when you kiss me and hug me it makes me feel wanted and loved , i feel so calm and comfortable , i don,t want to go away from it ,i want you always show me such gestures "

he brought me more close to him so close that i could see all the lines on his face .

"then whats the matter "

"our famliy! we don,t show such affection to our wives or husbands so openly in our cultures..." i reasoned

" don,t talk about cultlure i don,t accept these cultures where showing affection to someone who is not your husband or wife is ok but showing it to your other half is considered bad . ..

sorry jan but i will hug you and kiss you, no matter where we are beacuse you are my lawafully wife .i have the right ,only i no one have that "

"ok " i said with low voice.

"just ok " he said astonished .

"yeah what should i say, you have valid points and you gave me so big speech so yeah ok "

after a.while i heared his laughter ,when i looked up he was laughing .

"my jan you are so innocent ".

"no i am not " i said and pouted.

he kissed me on my pout .

"yes you are and i love that about you don,t change it " i looked at him . he again brought his face closer and kissed me , he didn,t let me go this time..

but i remeber something so i pushed him alittle so , after i normalized my breath .

i looked at him with so innocent eyes."zayn i need to ask you something ."

"ok but first why you call.me only zayn i call you with so sweet names don,t you have any for me ".

"are you really a mafia king " sometime his behaviour is so boyish .

"what that suppose to mean?"

"look at.you ,asking me to give you name , you are sometime so boyish "

"so i am asking my wife not someone else .. now stop changing the topic and give me beautiful name

"oh if i do what will you do for me"i played my card .

"hmm what you want?"

" just promise you will do what i say ".

he looked at me with his eyebrows raised .

"that we will decide after you give me the name , if the name is good then i will do what you say if not that,s your luck."

he is so smart .

" ok fine " i said

" but you got one chance and 5 seconds to give me name ".

i looked at him wide eyes.

"its not fair "

" everything is fair in love janiman "

well his name are good what should i call him .

"you are running out of time ."

"hmmm, jani" i said quickly

"what you called me ?" he asked again

"jani " he looked at me and burst out in laughter .

he was laughing so hard that even tear.comes out of his eyes

"jani .. like you hid my name and put " i "in the end wow my janiman you are so bad in nick names."

"fine stop laughing yes i am bad in it i know that so what. " i said and crossed my arms

"yeah nothing lets go i am hungry my jan listen to your jani " he again laughed yes i was stupid i just put i in the end of jan."

"very funny ... don,t.forget you have to do something ".

"ok lets say what you have beside i don,t like your name but still i love you alot so i will listen to you .

i narrowed my eyes at him .

"hmmm actually everyone want to see your racing so do i and they want to go to safari desert tonight ."

"no one is going anywhere and not you specially to that desert ever." he said so straight forwrd and in a tone that you can not argue with but i try my luck.

"but jani.... "

"enough no arguing on this my decision is last and you know that . " he said and i know that no one can chamge his mind ones he set it.

i released my hand from him.

"then you say you love me " i said and moved away from him.

"what that suppose to mean .". but i didn,t and answer him or listen to him and moved out of the door upset, not before listening to him.

" fuck me " zayn said to himself .

he soon joined me and grabbed my hand and interwined our finger i wanted to move but his hold was strong and a warning from his eyes was enough to make me stay.

we did breakfast after which girls asked me and i told them his answer everyone was upset .i was most because he was my husband and noone was allowed outside because he said so abut some how i convinced their husbands to take them out atleast they should not suffer beacuse of me.

they were reluctant because they don,t want to go out without me but they had to go i was on lock down and don,t know why but they should enjoy them self after few days everyone will go back to their homes .

i was alone sitting in lawn , my family left with them because they will also go back to pakistan tomorrow so i send them to enjoy. alittile bit .

dada and dadi had to go to some relative house out of the city .i was sitting in the garden .

i don,t understand him he is so stubborn he will say he love me and don,t do just simple thing for me . i haven,t enjoyed my self since i became his wife because he is so possessive and over protective . i didn,t say anything , never ask him for anything but for how long can i stay quite .

"somebody is upset " he came and sat beside me on the stairs of the garden under moon light .

i didn,t reply to him why should i

"jan i am talking to you ".he said .

" then don,t who told you " i said still not looking at him.

"jan i did what i think is right for you , i am doing it for you because i love you".

"stop , don,t play this love card on me " i said and looked at him with my angry eyes .

"you love me but still you lock me inside your home like i am sort of prisoner ha , do you have any idea since you married me you never took me out never ,we didn,t even went for our first date or for midnight icecream , or for morning walk ,or for long drive or shopping anything , we have n,t done anything that couples do ... i am not stupid zayn. i know you are protecting me but zayn why can,t you understand only allah can safe me no one else no one , not even you if my death came you will be not even able to safe me if allah doesn,t want. your power and protection will mean nothing .".

".

i smiled towrds him.

" only allah can make you understand jan " . i said and caressed his cheeks and kissed his forhead.

"lets go inside its getting cold here come " i got up and held my hand out to him .

he looked at my hand for few seconds and then held it .

we moved inside but instead of going upstairs he moved towrds the door .

" zayn where are you going " i asked him.

he didn,t said anything but let me out with him to a car and let me tell you it was sports car.

he opened the door for me .

" i can,t take you there but i can show you my driving skills and in sha allah i will show you my racing one day ".

i smiled to him and.we.went for our long drive.

we went for.icecream.and.he also taught me altitle about driving and let me.tell you i was so scared and he was laughing but who teach driving in sports cars.

after laughing and joking around we came to beach .

we were walking hand in hand with our fingers intertwined.

"zayn you know i always wanted to see the beach but at night time you know why ?".

he nodded no.

"beacuse it makes you feel so calm and relax at night you know why because it is not crowded and the sound of waves and moon light take you to a whole new world of calmness but i always wanted.to have a walk undermoonlight on the beach with one of the person i love the most in this world who would complete me. in every sense , who would understand me without me saying a word to him...." i looked at.him and he was starring at me .

"zayn i am glade allah accepted my prayer and my wish came true if anyon would have

told me about it a year agao that my wish will become reality i would have never accepted, i love you zayn thanks for making my wish real and ... thanks for coming in my life ... zayn never let anyone come between us anyone no matter what .. promise me one thing zayn. ..if i die you will not marry again becaus i wan to be with you in jinnah only me ."

"he was only looking at me and didn,t said anything by now.we both have stopped walking .

i shook his shoulder "zayn are you listening to me or i am just ...".

before i can complete my sentence ,i felt his lips on mine , and let me tell you it was not a soft kiss but rather hard and rough ,but i know it was kind of a promise.

after sometime when we separated i looked up at him.

"i will never let you go , you are mine only mine janiman here and in after life ."

i smiled to him.

" jan i .. want to ask you something i know its a little early but its my wish but if you are not comfortable and need time i understand it ."

"what you want zayn "

"i want mini you janiman, i want to start my family with you ,"

"i also want mini you zayn and you are saying like we are not.doing anything .".

he laughed on my comment .

"yeah but tonight we will make it happen in sha. allah " i blushed on his comment and he kissed my forhead .

i am so lucky to have him , their is no doubt allah is the best matchmaker .

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