xavier pov

i wanted her but i wanted her trust most because if their is no trust in relationship then nothing matters.

i have been awake since 7 in the morning and just starring at her , even though she has no makup or jwellery but still she is really beautiful .

i am really lucky to have her , last night was best night of my life . i didn,t know she was this shy and not to forget scared .

she was really scared her body was stiff i could feel it , i wanted to stop but her tight hold on me made me assured that she want this as much as i wanted it.

after a while she became relax and responded to me , she made me the happiest man .

i was still in thoughts when she turned around and slowly opened her eyes.

she was trying to look clearly but i didn,t removed my stare.

"zayn what time it is ?" she asked sleepily .

"hmm 11 in the morning .. "i said to her and put my hand on her hair i know she has no idea till now.

"hmmm its late everyone will be waiting we should get up " i smiled on her reply , let make it more fun

"no they send breakfast and they left we are alll alone in our new home baby ." i said with a smirk and brought her closer to me by grabbing her waist .

"new ,home ... " her eyes grew bigger when realization hit her.

"za....yn.... is..this is real " she question while stuttering .

"yes jan its all real you are not in a dream ."i said to her huskily and moved her more closer if it was possible .

"oh my god zayn i am so ashamed " she hid her face from me .

"what ?" ashamed but what is she ashamed of .

"why are you ashamed ? " still she didn t remove her hands from her face .

"larib talk to me are you regretting it " i could not stop my self and asked her .

"no " she instantly replied and looked at me.

"its....m.mmm i have never even shake some male hand and now i ... "

"what some male, am i some male to you ha ..... " i asked her . its so good to irritate her ,i know what she wanted to say but i cannot stop my self she looks so cute when she blush and lower her eyes.

yeah whenever i am close to her most of the time she looks away never she looked on my eyes but only some time.

"no ..i mean... you .. know .." i put my finger on her lips .

"look at me jan" she was still looking down

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"larib !"

she slowly looked up

"you are my wife and i am your husband and we were bound to have such relation and i know ... i don,t know much about our religion but i have heard that in a marital relation their should not be any place for shame .... you are mine and i am yours ..... so don,t feel odd and to make you feel better these things are also new for me although i had girlfriends but i never moved more than kissed but i am ..ashmed i even did that"

"zayn it was past and we all comit sin but we have to learn from it and ask for forgivness " she said to me .

"i am sorry but i will try to be more confidant with. time ." she said

"don,t worry babe everything will be fine "

"i know and thankyou for alwyas comforting me.. you vanish my worries so easily ."

i kissed her forhead .

"what are husband for ha " she smiled on my remark .

"ok leave me i need to go and i am hungry "

"not that easily let stay here for little more or if you could say lets repeat last night" i said with smirk .

"ZAYN... leave me you pervert. " she try to move away but i held her close and moved above her .

"zayn ..please.. "

""no first my morning kiss " i asked her .

"no i haven,t done brush ,move comeon "

"fine promise,me you will give me when you come out " i still held her.

"ok but..... you will pray with me the morning prayer we missed ." i rose my eyebrow

"yeah you pray with me 5 times and i will do as you say. "

"really whatever i ask for ,you will do it"

"yes ." she said confidently .

"ok..then janiman its a deal " i said and kissed her .

"it was cheating you didn,t even pray " she said with a pout .

"i was sealing the deal love ." she rose her eye brows and again pout .and i again kissed her

"what was that for"

"nothing you look cute "

"uff god move now " she moved me away well i let her and she got up .

but the sight infront of me made a wistle come out of my mouth.

she looked back. at me

"what.was that "

"nothing you look really beautiful in my shirt " and i again whistle .

"loffer " she said and moved to washroom with a smile .

i took my towel and went to other washroom to took shower .

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since i came to washroom and taking my bath i am remembering every moment of last night .

i was really scared but zayn showed me that i was a fool and their is only love not lust .the story i herad from grils scared me but zayn proved me wrong and showed me every men is not same some knows how to respect women and treat her like a lady not some toy .

my respect for zayn increased more .i am really lucky to have a husband like him .first he waited for me those months and now when last night i gave him permission still he treated me gently.

sometime we are so wrong to judge people by their apparence , someone said it right not to judge a book by its cover.

even though he was mafia but still their was humanity and repect in him that is not found in the guys who talk continusly about religion .

i took shower and wore my simple dress , i came out and applied some lotion .

same time xavier entered in the room with a towel wrapped around his lower waist , i quickly moved my eyes away even though he was my husband and we moved passed the line of limits but still i cannot see him like this without turning in to deep red tomato .

he noticed it but didn,t said anything just smiled and moved inside to wear his jumpsuite .

he came out and we offered prayer.after that i went to kichten to warm.the breakfast.

the sight inside the kitchen brought a huge smile on my face , its really beautiful how they send everything in the breakfast even though hey were zayn family but they didn,t treated me an. outsider this was the ritual perfomed by my family .

but they made themself my family and didn,t let my mom and bhabi do anything . i didn,t had any cousins .i am realy thankful for such family .

"i warm up everything and arranged the table .

as i put the last things zayn appeared from somewhere and held me from back..

"zayn ... what are you doing "

"holding my wife "

"zayn i am hungry lets eat comeon " i try to move ftom him. but he turned me around .

'baby you are forgetting something " he said to me. .

"what i don,t think i am forgetting anything " i know what he is talking about let irritate him .

"hmmm... so you don,t know ha " he brought me more closer to him .i could feel his body heat.

"ofcourse i don,t ." i said to him, i try so hard to control my smile.

"Ok then we should help you to remember ." he started moving his hands on my back and was slowly moving down .

"so in the morning when we both woke up from the best night " ok i was not liking where he was going i was fool to play game with him.

"you were with me on our bed and you and i were both completely..." i put my hand on his mouth because i know.where he was going .

"ok ok i. remember ." he smirked at me .

i moved and kissed him on the cheek

i smiled and try to move away but

"this is not a kiss jan , give me a proper morning kiss or i will kiss you infront of everyone at dinner you know i did before and i can do it again" hell he was right he did before, that was on video call now everyone is here and this guy is too bold.

i moved and quickly gave him a peck and moved away but he.held my hand

"not so fast wify " and he brought me close to him again and kissed me realy hard and for more time then i did .

after that we both did our breakfast well i blushed more because he made me sit in his lap and gave me breakfast god it was lovely but embarrassing too.

i was in our room talking to his sister ,zayn went to his office room for some work .

"jan " he appeared in the door .

"yes .. "

"come i wanna give you something ." he made me stand infront if the mirror .

he moved my hairs aside slowly and placed a beautiful green necklace on my neck .

"zayn its beautiful " i said looking at the necklace .

"it was my mom ,its a family necklace the elder daughter in law of the family will have it as you are now this family elder daughter in law so its yours .

"thank you its beautiful "

"not more than you " he kissed my neck .

"larib promise me you will never leave me " he held my waist and was looking at me in the mirror .

"never i am always with you " i interwine our fingers.

"and yeah this is yours " and placed a beautiful ring in my finger.

"never remove it never no matter what ,it would make me feel you are mine. "

" thank you "

zayn phone rang and when.he looked at the caller he made annoyed face,by now i was turn around to him but was still in his hands.

"will you guys leave us alone " i smiled beacuse i know who it was.

"no we are missing our bhabi please bring her here you had your night and morning now bring her here the home is so quite. " i heared aman said beacuse of how close i was to him.

she just talk with me but she have convince him .

"no we will come at dinner now leave us alone. " he said irritatedly ,.

i was also missing them so i also try my luck .i moved my hand on his chest .and mouthed please.

but he shook his head in no .

i pouted beacuse i became sad and try to move away but he didn,t let me .

"what will i have if i bring her there now " i know the question was directed to me

"what ever you want bhi " she said from there.

"ok then be prepare when i come i will ask for something." he ended the call and brought me more close.

"so what would i have " i looked away.

"what you want" i said blushing.

"well i will ask about it when we returned now get ready so we could leave ."

"mmm ok " i said to him i will think .

"jan i wanna ask you something " i looked at him confused.

"you started calling me zayn not that i mind but i am curious .".

"hmmm its you are muslim and you should be call by this name as you are changing now i thought to change your name too "

"you are really complicated wify " i smiled to him and moved to my room .

i got ready 10 mintues ago i even placed every thing back in their place and set the room.

"where is zayn its almost 4 pm " i took my clutch with me and went to find him .

the maids came something at 1 ,they were working now also lucy ma and susan came too with justin not to mention he brought bouque of roses for us .

i wanted lucy ma to manage the maids becuase she is the only one i trust in this world.

they were now managing the things and taking all the gifts and placing them in rooms .

"lucy ma have you seen zayn " she smiled at me .

"yes darling he is in his office with justin and also you are really looking beautiful"

"thank you " i smiled to her .and went towrds the office .

as i near the office some of his gurads were standing their they looked at me and nodded their head in respect i smiled to them and went to open the door .but .

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a loud sound of breaking something came . i flinched because of it .

" " i heared the scary and authoritative voice of my husband .

i have near heared him talk like that since our first encounter.

"yes king you will have him tomorrow , no one will even come near her we promise " justin said to him.

but what were they talking about .

"someone call me from behind

"bhabi where do we keep this "

shit i know they heared before i could move away from the office door, it opened and zayn was standimg right behind me.

" king " susan bow down to him .

i closed my eyes because i was caught red handed listening to their conversation

" lucy take it to my room i will look what i have to do " i try to move but a hand on my waist stopped me .

"not so fast jan " he said near my ear .

"lucy you go she will look in to it after a while .

i slowly turned around to him .

" so from how long you were standing here and listening ."

"no ... i came to tell you we should go its late dadi ma also called ." i said to him changing the topic . lucy ma strictly told me he doesn,t like when someone interfere in his busssiness

"hi bhabi you are looking beautiful " justin said coming out behind him.

"thank you"

" there were other men there too they all were standing and were hell scared .

what was going on.

i still was,looking inside when zayn shut the door .

"jan lets go we are getting late aren,t we? .. just let me grab my keys , ,"

he moved inside and came out in second .

what was he hiding why were they all scared .

but i know i am not gonna have any answer .

he grabbed my waist and we went away not talking in whole ride and lost in our thoughts.

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