Have you ever felt helpless ? It is one of the painful feeling where you cannot even have any medicine to lessen its pain.

I have never felt this helpless not even the time when xavier made me to marry him.

Since last week i am tolerating all the hustle and bustle in the mansion. Everybody is busy in the preparation of the most important day of their kings life .

Their kings going to get engaged! every famous person all around the paris has been invited . His busnisses associates who are billioners .

His mafia fellowers from all round the world is invited to see their upcoming queen .

Everyone is busy including xavier. He doesn,t even come to room now. He goes out early and comes too late .

He is by himself looking after the preparation because this is one of the most important party of his life to introduce his future wife.

We did not talk after that day. The ride to home was silent . Which only confirmed that he will not step back from his decision.

I am so helpless my husband is going to get engaged to another female and i cannot do anything ,but just cry in the dark . I even told him to let me go but he said no . I have to also attend the function because its the rule of his family everyone have to attend it .

. His uncle is also invited . Grand pa and everyone back in the dubai do not know about it .But that is not.for long because all the media is invited for tonight function.

After tonight i will lose my husband and my new family because i will be not able to meet eye with grandpa , and ma.

I am in my room taking shower because apprently xavier called the beautician to make me ready for tonight function.Because as i belomg to his house i need to be presentable infront of everyone else.

My heart is crying and breaking in pieces . My inner self is tore apart but i need to smile you know why ! beacuse if he don,t care i will also not care about him.

I will not give him the satisfication that it is badly affecting me ,that after all he did i still fall in love with him .YEs i did fall in love with him ,i don,t know ,when ,how ,where ! but i know i have fallen badly for him .

He was right this time he took my heart away. ......That is why it is so hurting .

Their was knock on the door, which took me out of my thoughts . i quickly cleaned the tears which escaped my eyes.

"Come....in " i said.

susan came with some of females behind her .

"larib they are here you ,you have to get ready for tonight party its late .

i noded and sat on the chair infront of the mirror looking at my helpless self , susan came behind me gave me a sympathatic look .

she put a hand on my shoulder giving me comfort but nothing can give me comfort now.

she went away leaving me with the ladies to get ready .

Its been hours now and atlast i am ready ,i never thought i would look this beautiful . This dress was amazing .

(pic of dress ignore the actress)

The ladies left me alone and went outside .Lucy ma came inside with justin behind her and susan.

"YOu are looking so beautiful " she said and came near me .

"i .... am so ....sorry for everything that is happening to you ." she started crying ,susan was also crying who was consoled by justin . he brought her near to him and she cried on his chest hiding her face .

"you should not be apologizing whatever it is, it is my destiny their is nothing you did wrong. We all can,t do anything but to accept what is happening so please all of stop crying ."

i cleaned her tears and kissed her forhead .

"its important day for xavier you all should be happy and its getting late we should go "

we went downstairs and justin was the one who drove us their apprently xavier was already there with jessica .

we reached the place it was so a banquet hall, gurads were surounding the place , their was heavey security . no one was allowed inside without invitation cards. Even the billioners have to check through security then they were allowed inside.

Susan and lucy went out of the car . Righ now i lost all the confidence i was gathering from morning because the reality was sinking that my husband is going to be engage to someone else .

Justin came to my side door and opened it for me .He gave me his hand . i held his hand and came out of the car .

"bhabi xavier gave this to wear and remember not under any circumstances you will take it off this was strict order by him .so please don,t remove not for a second."

"mask?"

"don,t worry its masquerade party everyone will be wearing a mask "

he gave me a sliver mask it was so similar to my dress "

i

wore the mask. justin also took out his mask and it was black . lucy and susan also wear the mask and it was red.

we started moving inside the hall . None of the security stopped us for checking i guess they recognized justin .

the door opened and their was large stairs which were going down everyone was downstairs enjoying the party .Their was loud music playing in the back ground . it was indeed one of the fancy party i ever came across with .

As we near the stair case , justin was one step behind me susan on the other side of me equal to justin and lucy ma was behind susan. two gurads were behind lucy ma .

Everyone look at us . The chattering of people stopped and all the focus of attention were we .

Then i came to know that i was outdressed beacuse it was theme party all male were wearing black and female red with same masks .

I was the only one in white dress and silver mask .

"no wonder why they are watching us i will kill xavier " i muttered slowly .

"its not the dress bhabi its the aura around you " justin said slowly in my ear .

when i look around my self it was defintely something beacuse the way they all were behind me it looked like i am som leader to them.

It bosted my confidence and i held my dress in my hand and started walking down and the same time dj played the song slow dive by seven eleven.

(play the song)

I moved slowly to show certain someone even if she become his fiance, she have to first face me .The strong aura really bossted me up . female was getting jealous and male mouths were on the floor .

As i reached downstairs i let my dress down someone hand came infront of me .

i looked up and my husband was standing infront of me . He was looking beyound handsome but it did not suprised me but his dress.

He was wearing white armani suite just like me .He was not wearning any mask .We were the only one in the whole crowd wearning white .

"come on beautiful close your mouth or you want me to do it for you " xavier said to me .

i was reluctant ,what is he doing ? i cannot understand. just as i raise my hand to give it to him . Jessica came she was also wearning red with red mask .

"xavier what are you doing everyone is watching let her go and lets go, the engagment cermony is going to start soon .

she grabbed his hand but he jerked her hand away .

"

"what are you saying are you in your sanses its our engagment party "

"don,t worry you will understand everything in few mintues."

he turned towards me and put his hand aound my waist" lets go " .

he took me with him everyone was watching us now everyone was confuse, me too what is he doing .

he led me to the the stage .

he took the mic but before he got to say anything i held his hand " what are you doing ?"

"showing them who the king is here "

i was confused but i let his hand go and he turned around .

"hello and good evening everyone . first of all welcome everyone . i hope you guys are having good night .i am not a guy who talk alot so i will come directly to the point .tonight i invited you here because i wanted to share something important with you .or i would say i wanted you meet someone special . "

he looked towrds me and held out his hand . i was so confused i didn,t give him my hand he step back and held me by my waist and brought me closer to him .

"i wanted to you to meet my " he looked towards me and i was also lost in his eyes.

"MY WIFE "

suddenly everyone started talking everyone was saying things , some were happy and some were angry .

he looked back to the crowrd " she is not only my wife but my and yours queen . she is my strenght not my weakness .

you all know me very well and you know how possessive i am of my loved ones .So i want you keep it in your minds anyone harm whats mine they will suffer the brutality of mine ."

The example is right infront of you .

we look at the center and someone drag paul inside he was all bruised and blooded . jessica and her father ran to him .

"police came and held jessica father from his arm he started shouting .

"what are you doing i am your prime minster leave me "

"not anymore "

someone said

" i am elected new prime minster because you had been caught conspiriing against the country we have all the evidances "

he looked towards the police and said " take him away "

NO , " jessica yelled

"this was a small warning who think they can take whats mine, one wrong move and you will see the dark king infront of you . now i think i cleared my self . Did i ?

everyone nodded and they raise thwir glasses in the air the sounds of welcome was coming .

"please everyone enjoy the party "

the music started again he led me downstairs with him . jessica ran towards him but the gurads stop her.

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i held his hand and he looked towrds me he interwined our hand and calm down little .

"take your brother and go away far away and never show me your face again or you know me very well."

he looked at the gurads and the gurads took them away .

"you should have not done that " i said slowly beacuse i was also scared from his anger.

"i should have done more with them any one who dare to threant to hurt you i will do this with them its an example for everyone " he said and moved his thumb on my cheek .

"lets go its our party lets forget about them and lets cut the cake.

he held out his hand i took his hand and we want to cut the cake

after the cake cutting cermony people came and congrats us .

the same guy who was elected as prime minster came and hled out his hand for me but i didn,t give him my hand .

"keep your hands to yourself mathew"

"i have just showing my respect king "

"well you can show your respect wirhout touching the queen ."

"i didn,t means to offend beside my name is jacob " he said looking towrds me.

"are we not going to see our queen beautiful face ."

"well if you wanna live then not . " xavier answered to him.

"but i am a just guest who wanna see his queen"

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i.... just ....wanted .sorry king it will not happen again"

"xavier "

"babes again ?"

"but i love this name what problem do you have with it ?"

"nothing i thought you call me xavier when you are angry with me "

"no its not like that " i said looking away . he brought me closer to him more by my waist .

"is that so " he smirked .

"forget about that can we go away from here just me and you please"

i said to him

"where you wanna go ?"

"anywhere but away from here, somewhere peaceful "

he grabbed my hand and made me go with him .

we reached outside and leo was there discussing something .

"leo we are going away take care of the guests ok "

"ok king enjoy you two and. .....bhabi congrates i am happy for you. "

"thanks " i said and blushed .

the car arrived and we bought left the place .

after a while we reached a hill top .

"comeon lets go " xavier came towards my side and opened the door for me . I held his hand and went out of the car .

"where are we ?"

"my secret hidout "

i looked towrda him and then at the front .it was so beautiful their was water and the moon was shinning so bright .

"its beautiful " i said looking at the view .

"yes it is and peaceful "

we both went and sat on the edge.

"hope you are not scared of heights.

"no i am not "

"good then" he grabbed my hand and interwined our fingers .

"xavier can i ask you something ?"

i said looking towrds him .

"sure why not baby "

"why do you like me i am not special"

"i don,t like you but i love you and you are special to me you know how "

i nodded saying no .

"because the moment you came in my life was the ever first time i felt peace , i felt that i also have someone for me ,i felt full .i got the reason to live .i know you won,t believe me . i also didn,t believe my self at first i thought it was lust but when i married you and did our nikkah something changed i could not think of anything but you i could not see you crying , i could not see you hurt. i always wanted to safe you from my enemies ,from me .i know one thing i love you alot more than anything .larib i want to have a family with you just you me and our kids .your my whole life ."

i was listening to him and his words brought tears in my eyes none ever loved me that much ever .

i did not know how but i brought him closer and kissed him ,i did not felt shy rather confident , he was shocked i wanted to move back but before that he deepen the kiss

after sometime he left me so we could breath .

"xavier albert thomson i also want to have a family with you and i don,t know how ,when ,where but i fall for you i love you so much , xavier and i cannot live without you but ...i am giving you my trust xavier and love please don,t break me or leave me alone ever beacuse i will not be able to live without you .

he brought me close and kissed me again "never ,you will never be alone ever, no one can take me away from you not even you and her is my promise."

he took out the ring from his pocket and put it in my ring finger. and gave a kiss on it .

"never ever remove this ring it would make me feel that you are mine ."

i smiled on his possiveness.

"what about you how would i show you are mine where is the ring "

i pointed at his ring finger which was empty.

"well its not necessary you can show that i am yours by giving birth to our kids .."

i blushed on his comment.

"i lobe when you blush because me but still if you want here his the ring make me.wear it."

i made him wear the ring and also did the act he did .

i smiled to him and we sat whole night talking and kissing each other after every few seconds