xavier is hell stubborn of a guy i am sure about it now . Days passed to the day he promised me he will own my heart . Trust me when i tell you he is doing his best to do it . Some one once told me he always keeps his promise and that what make him lethal and now i know that they were right not once he backed away from it no matter what i do.

i am not a person who can forgive easily you can say i am also stubborn like him , he did so many things for me in last few days but i am still on ,no talking term with him.

Like he bought me a laptop so i can chat with amna and guess what he also allowed me to talk to my family and he promised me he would take me to meet them .

i was so happy but i didn,t showed him that . he also told me not to call him xavier just zayn but stubborn me will call him xavier and guess what i have to call him zayn because when ever i call him xavier he would kiss me

. Yes he would ! no matter where we are, infront of whom we are, he would do it.

like once grandpa and everyone else was on the video call and we were talking and i called him xavier and he freaking kissed me on the lips infront of the whole family .

i was so shyed that i ran away from there to closet and they all laughed everyone of them including that idiot . he came after me and picked me up on his shoulder and made me sit infront of them again. i was so shy that i hid my face in his chest.

"bhabi don,t get shy if you will be that shy how will i meet my niece and nephew ha . "

i again wanted to run away but he held me and they all laughed on me . i was so red ,full red, like tomato red . they stopped teasing me when grand pa stoppped them."

after that i am so careful at time of calling him .

we are sharing one room now his king bedroom because he don,t trust me alone and want me infront of him 24 /7.

i was still in thoughts when beeping sound took me out of it . Its email who send me email.

i opened my laptop and then email.

"unkown email, whose this ?" i opened it and got shocked after reading the email.

wait for me my baby or should i say mrs xavier! i am coming to get you to make you suffer and your husband .

your admirer.

what the hell ! who the hell is this person and what does he want . someone is trying to scare me don,t they ?....should i tell zayn ?...no no if i do so he will again became alert and would again lock me up in the mension and take this one life saving technology away from me . i just started a show i will be not able to finish it .no i am.not going to tell him its not serious . i will just block it .

i qucikly blocked the user and shut down the laptop as i did it the door opened at the same time .

"what a timing . " i murmur to myself.

"for what baby " xavier closed the door behind him and came towrds me .

"nothing " i took the laptop and put it on the table , totally ignoring him .

he came behind me and pulled me back agianst his chest which made me scream at little due to shock .

"still on ignoring and not talking mode baby " he said near to my ear . he held me so tighlty against him i can hear his heart beat.

i still didn,t said anything and tried to jerk him away .

"hmm so you are not gonna talk fine i know how to make you talk "

he started kissing me on the neck and down to my shoulder and he found the spot .

"xavier..stop" suddenly he turned me around and made me look at him .

"ZAYN ..Z.....A..Y....N....ZAYN, not xavier baby i think you didn,t get my warning last time did you ?should i make my punishment more severe."

i node to him saying no beacuse i was not able to say anything because of our proxmity ,

"good so then call me zayn "

"but its hard because i am so used to call you ,you know. xavier " i said slowly .

"that it comes out of my mouth unintentionally "

"hmmm so try to call me more by my name you would get used to it or you can call me king "

"NO" i said so quckily and looked towrds him .

"hmmm.and why is that am i not a king "

"you ..... hate that word " i said to him ..he looked towrds me surprisingly.

"so you remeber ha. "

i noded at him . he kissed my forhead and losned his hold a little .

"get ready we are going out to by you dress."

"dress ? for what ?"

"for my engagement party darling " i looked so shocked and tears came in my eyes.

"what , leave me i am not going anywhere with you leave me. , i .... can,t see that , i can,t "

i said and started crying .

he cleaned my tears and kissed me on the cheek " you have no choice my baby but to do what i say . so quckily get ready and come downsatirs i am waiting if you are not down in 5 mintues i will fire susan "

"fine " i said and he let go .

yes. a little sweet girl susan came few days back as my personal maid but i prefer her my friend i don,t like this maid concept . she is really nice we enjoy alot . she once didn,t became successful in making me eat the dinner beacuse i was hell angry on zayn .

so this idiot fired her and yelled on her . i heared her screaming so i went downstairs and then i know what was happening he threanted me if i didn,t eat he will make her leave so i did as he said .

and now he always use it against me when i don,t listen to him because apprenlty he does what he says .

sometime i am so shocked that is he one person or two? because, he is so caring and nice towards me and his family and for others his heart is so cold like he can,t even feel anything

well i got ready and went downstairs as he said he was waiting for me by the car . he opened the door for me and i sat silently .

some of his men cars were following us i could see them.in the side mirror.

"so you would be quite for the whole ride ?"

i was still not talking and put my head on the mirror not talking to him .

"larib don,t ignore me say something "

"what should i say ? yeah congratulations on your engagement mr xavier ."

"uffff "

i heared him exhaling loudly .

we went and did our shopping well he did the shopping beacuse what ever dress i chose he was not liking it and what he was choosing was too much expensive and heavey .like one dress he chose was way to heavey

i rejected his choice and told him i would not wear such expensive dresses and atlast he chose a nice decent dress and i like it .

i went to try it and he went outside saying he needed to call someone. i checked the dress and came out . they didn,t even take the dress to counter but directly gave to the gurad and he took it to car .

"zayn give the money don,t use your power here i will not wear it i am telling you if you not paid ."

"chill baby this is my family shop they will directly get paid by my company don,t worry ."

"lets go eat somewhere" he took me to another expensive restaurant which i didn,t like a bit beacuse everyone was so showoff and i was so put dressed for it so was he .

he took me to vip area and apparently no one was there but me and him.

"so you would not talk right?"you know what you don,t talk i will talk beacuse you can,t talk without mocking me ."

i rolled my eyes on him

"so tell me about you ? " he waited a little .but i didn,t answer.

"fine tell me what you like ?like what is your favorite colour?

i was still quite "baby please say something "

i turned towrds him "what should i say you said not to talk "

"wow like did you ever listen to anything i said before that you listen to this ha "

"mari marzi ma kia karo "

"(its my choice what i do " trasnlation)

"no its not your choice " i looked stunt towrds him

"close your mouth or do you want me to do it for you ."

i quickly closed my mouth and he smirked .

"before you ask yes i can speak and understand urdu my grand pa told me but i can not talk that fluntely."

"oh " i said and sit straight.

"so my jan tell me something about you "

"what do you wanna know ?"

"anything about you ,like what you like , what you do in free time , who are your friends?

as he said that i looked towrds him

"what !"don,t tell me you don,t have friends . you have friends right ?"

i smiled a little " it depends on what sought of friends you are refering to?"

"what do you mean you know friends , friends with whom you chill , share secrets etc "

i smiled towrds him "you talk like girls right now "

"what comeone we dude to have friends . like me justin we are so close buddies from childhood i can do anything for him a nd he can do anything for me like helping me in bringing my wife ."

"are you sure you are mafia king ?"

"do you want me to show you darling ha" he looked towrds me and smirked .

"NO" he laughed on my response.

"don,t worry for you i am just your husband and lover " i blushed so hard and looked away .

"don,t change the topic baby tell me how many friends you have ."

"none . well if you count the people who use me when they need me and then throw me away then i have many " i smiled towrds him sarcistically .

"really not a single one "

"no i think God never written true friendship in my destiny , it not only that whenever i become attach to someone in the end they all leave me , i was always a loner from my childhood . you know sometime i would feel so lonely i would cry secretly , i never had anyone to share my sadness or secrets with some one . i would be so alone. .but i would always tell my self that i will find a true companion in my husband one day and then i would never feel lonely . ....... but i think i was wrong i will be alone my entire life .

he was quite and was listening to my each word for the first time i saw expression on his face and it was pain .

i lone tear escape from my eye i hurridley wipe it away " we should go its getting late i am tired .

i said went towrds the exist of the resturant where our gurads were wating and sat in his car quitely.

i guess i will be alone .