Days passes by so quickly its almost a week since grand pa and rest of the family came here . i got so attach to them i still do miss my family but they somehow change my mind of it.

Amna is like a sister to me she is such a nice person, she never miss a chance to tease me, like one night at dinner ,

she took my plate away and told me and her brother to eat from one plate but that was not it she told xavier to give me food and i will not use my hands because i already made the dinner .

Can you imagine everyone was there including justin and leo i try to stop her but my dear husband also didn,t let the chance to go and dragged my chair towards him that their was no space between our chairs and he made me eat by his hands infront of everyone and i was not able to look at anyone .

Grand ma and amna came to know about our marriage arrangement that grandpa fixed they are so happy about it and planning everything , like dress, jwellery everything .

i let them do it beacuse i don,t understand any of these things .

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grandpa is really nice person i never saw the love of my grandpa but now meeting him i have the chance to feel it . he treats me like his own daughter ,well he is doing best to make everything change .

Everything is going good except my dear husband, yes i thought he was really serious about us but no i was wrong ,he seems bipolar one minture he is loving and other he not even show his face for 4 days .

yeah its almost a week and he is no where to be found . i didn,t know when he comes and when he goes because as our marriage was arranged grandma told us to live in separate room until we are done with marriage and then we could live in one room ,.Because it was the family traditon that the bride and groom live in one room after getting prayer from their elders .

i am happy but not seeing xavier for days is irritating me . yes we are back to xavier because he doesn,t like his name and i also don,t want to call him zayn because their is a difference between zayn and xavier .

i am still in my thoughts when someone knock on my door " come in ".

"grand ma ,please come in " i said her and stood up .

"did you need anything ?" i said

"no darling i wanted to see you please sit down " she made me sit on bed beside her .

"larib i really like you and i am happy my grand son chose you. How and when you get married i don,t want to know that since you are going to have a marriage cermony again. i just wanted to talk to you before leaving .

"leaving?" i was suprised.

"we are leaving tomorrow morning ."

"what , no , why so soon no one told me you said you would spend month why so early . " i said upset beacuse i really don ,t want them to go .

"darling don,t worry after month you would come to dubai for your wedding and beside its our nephew wedding and we need to do alot of preparation month is not enough but your grand pa doesn,t listen to anyone.

i nodded understanding ." look zayn is a nice boy but sometime life experiences makes you cold , he is a kind of boy who would never share his worries ..........I know sometime he is difficult to understand but don,t give up on him please."

she said to me and she kissed my forhead and went away leaving me thinking about him again.

"indeed he is difficult to understand one mintue he shows me he cares about me and other he doesn,t even say hi to me for days .ufff " i sighed and put my head on he bed.

the day passed in blur and still i didn,t see ,xavier. I was waiting for him that if he would come and i would tal to him but i waited for hours and selpt i don,t know when .

morning came and its time they are leaving me i am so sad , we did breakfast and now we were seeing them off my dear husband showed himself atlast , but he didn,t look at me once and ignored me even when i said hi salam to him .

""well bhabi take care of yourself ok and we would meet soon on your wedding and i would send you pictures ok so please do check and tell me about the dress design."

"but amna hmm.....i don,t have phone how would you contact me ." i said to her.

"don,t worry darling i told my darling brother he will buy you phone its important and then he would send me your number ok ".

i noddded and went to meet kids ." you both should take care of yourself ok and don,t tease her fazi ok darling " i kissed both of their forheads and gave the choclates .

i went to grand ma (dadi) and met her .

"take care of your self and of zayn ok and don,t do anything naughty until we properly wed you guys ok " i blushed so hard on her statment and looked down shyly .

amna and grandama , justin and even grandpa laughed on me . i was so embarrassed.

i went to dado (grand pa )and met him

" please take care of yourself and that idiot of husband of your .i will do everything to make everything better for you guys .

"dada jan its ok i am fine and i know inshallah everything will be fine i believe in Allah .

." he kissed my head and they all went to car i was at the verge of crying .

xavier went with them to see off them with leo and justin was left behind with me.

"bhabi i am going to have some work in the office will you please make lunch i really like your cooking plus i am hungry "

"sure why not what would you like to eat " i asked him politely.

"what ever you make but i am craving for lasagna so " he said being little shy and messaging back of his neck and looking down.

"ok don,t worry i will make it ."

he left for the office and i went to my kitchen few hours passed by , i arranged the table and the maid called justin .

But their was xavier behind him too , when did he came i didn,t see him arriving nor anyone told me .

I was stunt looking at him because after long he is here , he came down and sat on his chair and justin set infront of me .

"bhabi why are you standing sit down come on i am hungry " justin took me out of my thoughts . i didn,t knew i was starring at him he too was starring back. i qucikly sat down and we started the dinner.

"wow its amazing bhabi thank you " justin said and i smiled at him and again started eating .

after that no one talk but both of theirs body language was very tense . specially xavier his shoulder was stiff and the way he was chewing the food looked like he was eating stones .

After dinner the maids clean the table and kitachen and left to their quarters , justin also left , i went to room after doing some work in the kitchen .

i showered and wore my night dress and after offering prayer i looked at the time it was 12 .

I went to his room but he was no where i came back and spend sometime sitting outside looking at the sky and was thinking about my life.

hours passed by and i wanted to go back in because i was feeling sleepy but as i stood up and looked down xavier was sitting in the garden near pool and smoking his cigar.

i stood there for a while and looked at him .

he was so lost in thoughts .i took out the shawal and covered my self and went down staris .

i went towrds him, but he didn,t even knew i was here their was pack of cigar on the table beside him and he had closed his eyes and inhaling and exhaling the smoke.

i moved my fingers and held the cigar in my hand ready to take out from between his lips but he held my hand and opened his eyes.

i was know hovering above him, i pulled the cigar lightly to give him sign he understood my message and let me take it out and through it away .

i turned back and he was still looking at me , both of us said nothing and were lost in each other eyes i guess we were trying to understand each other .

i moved and sat beside him on the chair he moved a little giving me space . i gave him my shawal because it was freezing cold and he was sitting in his shirt only . i covered his hands , my this gestured made him look at me.

"you should not smoke that much, its bad for health if you are really stressed about something ....

.......share it with me if you want " .

he was just staring at me , but what he said after a while i wished i had never left the room .

"larib i am engaged to jessica and we are going to get married at the end of this month . "

my heart crashed down and i don,t know why i don,t feel anything for him but he is my husband , how can he do this with me .

"do you love her ?" this was the only question in my mind .

But his silence gave me my answer .

"i hope their was no any other way thats why you chose this way to solve the problem but...... i am not girl with big heart to share my husband, so give me divorce ".

i stood up beside him and started going in but then i stopped and turned to him .

"No " i said he looked towrds me stunt and by now my eyes were full red and tears were streaming out of it .

"NO ,YOU CAN,T DO THIS WITH ME YOU CAN,T . "

i grabbed his collar and made him stand ."YOU WERE THE ONE WHO MARRIED ME AND YOU WERE THE ONE WHO FALL FOR ME , YOU RUNIED ME ONCE BUT I WON,T LET YOU RUINED ME AGAIN"

i jerked him and brought his face closer to myself ,he was bending down a little beacuse of our height difference .

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i left his collar moved inside but stopped " Mr zayn i don,t know what it is and why are you doing this but let that girl go away and break this engagement or you will see the worst of me . "