I know i have done bad with people but still i would have done something good in my life so that something good happens to me but no whenever i think i will have some good time its taken from me before i even take pleasure of it .

I thought i will bring my bride and i would atleast be happy for a day and show her around make her understand but no .....this jessica have to appear .

Dealing with women is so hard first larib and now her .When we entered in the house she was waiting for me , some idiot from my guards told her i was coming back today .

She was starring towards me and larib . I bend a little towards larib ears because of her short height and whispered in her ear "go upstaris to my room don,t talk to anyone on the way ". she was looking towards me like idiot like she didn,t get what i said, jessica started walking towards us so i pushed larib towards the stairs thank god she didn,t protested and started moving but Jessica held her hand before she could go upstaris .

"wait where are you going "jessica held her hand .

"let her go jessica i will answer your questiones. "she looked towards me but she knew not to ask me question and listen to me obediently because she was aware of me .

"but who is she ,and what is she doing here with you " and blah and blah she started saying but let her hand go. in the mean while my worst enemy appeared god why he have to come at such times.

"xavier this is some of her luggage you should..."justin entered saying something about her luaggage and checking it not looking up but when he did his speech stopped . But not for too long .

'oh hi jessica what are you doing here nice to meet you ...i wish i could say it but i can,t " he said with a smirk . jessica rolled her eyes on his attitude.

"shut up Justin and why are you here this is xavier house not yours so get your face and get lost. "she said irritatingly.

"don,t worry darling i am also not keen to stay here between two love birds and to see your makeup full face . '

"don,t worry you are not the only one between love birds she is also here and i don,t even know who she is and why she is standing like dumb ."jessica looked disgustingly towards larib .

'oh you thought i talked about you no darling i was referring to my bhabi and bhi "he used urdu words which jessica could not comprehend but i did because we got to know about one or two words by leo .

"what are you saying what alien language you are using. "jassica said and moved towards me .

'well bhabi is you know x......."before he could spill i shut his mouth.

"enough justin what do you want 'i glared towards him but he only smirked .

"i wanted to give this luggage . 'he said looking towards larib .

"fine give to her and take her upstairs to my room .

"whatjessica shouted .

"justin do as i say go ."

" no she won,t go anywhere , you stay here who the hell are you ,xavier i need answers now " jessica was way angry .

, justin take her upstairs i don,t like to repeat my self and jessica lower your voice it would be better for you, come with me to my office .

"but " jessica want to say something but iwas way to angry now"

"I SAID COME TO MY OFFICE NOW " and he went towards his office.

After so many hours we arrived here but guess what i am feeling nothing . i am so far away from my family but this guy not gave me a second to think about it .

I didn,t talk much only few times which he made me too. We arrived his house it was big one but not too big as how much he show off about his money back in Pakistan and also his cars and suites were talking money but his house it was so elegant and decent .

leo ,justin and other gurads were send to home by him because it was too late. i was so scared now beacuse i was with someone unknown ,in unknown country , in unknown place . I am not kind of a person who like change and this sudden big change was too much for me i was so near to have a panic attack .

As he made me entered his home with him my breathing became high ,my heart beat increase it was getting difficult to breath , i was going to have an panic attack when suddenly we saw girl standing in the hall.

jessica " xavier called her .she was really beautiful girl , with beautiful height and face and figure and her dressing was so exposed but who am i to judge.

In the mean time suddenly xavier whispered in my ear "go upstairs to my room " i was looking at him like with expression ..are you serious ,i came here for first time , how would i go upstairs and how i know which one is his room and on top of that why i would go to his room.

He suddenly pushed me towards the direction of stairs, i didn,t wanted to talk to him because i was not in a state of it .so i started moving but that girl held my hand and started interrogating me but thank god xavier stopped her . i was thinking about who she is . she wanted to say something but suddenly justin appeared and talk to her.

He referred me and xavier as love birds i wanted to kill him and argue with him but i can,t i wanted to go somewhere and hide from these jugmental eyes . i don,t like judgmental eyes .

Xavier said something to justin and he made me to go with him upstairs when i looked around he was going somewhere with that girl behind him.

bhabi is so quite from the minute she sat in the car i know it was dificult for her and she was hurted badly but she was not showing it and i was scared of it that she was hiding her pain .

jessica also had to be here god i want to kill that girl just if xavier give me permission i will make her disappear in such a way that no one even would know that she existed once but no xavier that idiot how bad he show himself he is not that bad .

i opened the door of guest room for larib bhabi i know my idiot of friend didn,t even thought that she might want some alone time so i called lucy the senior maid of this house and also the old one who is like family she was also xavier babysitter ,to arrange a guest room for bhabi she is the only one who knew about larib no one else knew.

she also arranged her dresses and everything when xavier told her.

We reached the guestroom "bhabi come please this is your room .... well temporarily. " i said with hesitation

she came inside after alot of thought and was still looking scared ."bhabi don,t be scared this is guest room not xavier room well yours room , look just rest for tonight i know alot of things doesn,t make sense but i promised you i will tell you everything so i will but today ......what happened ...i..am sorry for it .

everything is arranged in the cupborad and every necessary things are their in the washroom,you should get fresh and rest . Don,t worry about xavier i will make him understand he will not disturb you tonight i will talk to him .

she still didn,t said anything so i took my leave and were going out but before closing the door behind her i looked at her and said it out i could not control it "bhabi " she looked towards me with those scared eyes "xavier is my childhood friend or you can say he is like my brother i know him very well he can do anything but would not do something low to anyone especially you . you are his wife legally but he would never make a forceful relation with you until you want it so please relax ,he respect you more than you repect yourself . "

by saying that i left and went downstairs , i guess jessica left and don,t know what he said to her and i don,t even want to know.

"xavier i send bhabi to guest room and .."

"what i told you to take her to my room my wife will not sleep in guest room she should be in master bedroom not some guest room " xavier said irritatedly.

"shut up will you , she is scared ok and i know you want to make her queen but lets wait for bit and give her some time to adjust , and don,t forget today is your wedding night, forced or not forced marriage and telling her to go to your room was low xavier.... you are an idiot she was so scared , she was so pale , i try to make her undrstand so better leave her tonight ok "

"i didn,t thought like that " xavier said rubbing back of his neck in nervousness .

"i know , look your impression was very wrong make your good impression before she comes to know you are mafia king and see your that side . xavier ... please show her the side which i and your mother have seen don,t push her away beacuse of other people and please choose what do you want most .......her or jessica strong support system beacuse i know you lied to her ."

"i know but i will tell them soon i need time and i send jessica away to london for fashion weeks for 3 weeks when she come back i would tell them then not now.

"fine i should leave now malis will be home alone because dad is out of town and yeah i would bring melis tomorrow to give company to bhabi she would feel good to have other girl ."

"take care and bye "

on the other side larib was still standing at the same place thinking about what xavier said after listening to justin my heart was at little ease but i was still scared i was feeling suffocated i could not breath , their was big window in the room i went to it and opened it and try to calm my breathing.

" ya allah please make it easy please protect my family and me please ya allah " i was crying by now and my breathing became more shollow the attack was becoming severe i need someone i needed my mom to comfort me only she could bring me out of it but i didn t had her ya alalh what do i do .

it so feel like heart attack it is getting severe its paining help me please , send me your help please .

At same time the door opened and i could not look because of pain i put my hand on my heart and held it strongly to ease the pain but it was not becoming normal .

He held my shoulder "what happened to you ,whats wrong larib talk to me .. larib "

i put my hand on his chest i was not nit able to stand due to pain and cried " its hurting i am .... having ....a ..panic..attack ..its so ..painful." i said to him and clutched his shirt in my fist .

suddenly i was pushed on his chest and he was rubbing my back while hugging me "shhhhshh everything is fine ,everything is fine take deep breath larib take deep breath ." he pushed me a little away and make me do the exercise.

"repeat after me take deep breath like this. inhale and exhale " he was showing me the tecnique of breath relaxation if it was some time else i would have laughed on him because he was showing a therapist how to do it but right now i could do nothing but to safe my self from heart attack and did what he said while still looking in his eyes.

after a while my breathing became normal and he hugged me again and i didn, t pushed him don,t know why .

"please calm down i will not hurt you please relax i am sorry for what i did but please don,t do this again .Take some rest we will talk in the morning .

By saying that he left and suprisingly i was feeling ok now i offered my prayer and the one i missed, i ask my Allah for help and to show me right path .

after that i felt alot at ease and sleep took over me and i slept without any worry. I think this was Allah sign that he was with me .