Gina's POV

Fluttering my eyes open, Kayden laid there sound asleep. He was so fine. I question myself everyday why I never just gave him the phone back and dropped him.

My momma was always right about hood niggas. They wasnt no good. Even when I knew Kayden would only bring me down I still let him grab me and pull. There was no excitement in my life. I was such a good girl in my mother's eyes.

Momma kept me away from evil as much as she could but going outside, you couldn't protect a person from much. That's how I ran into people like Peanut, Kayden, and Chris.

With my dad being dead from a car accident, I only have had her in my corner before I met Kayden. Id listen and agree with everything she said even if her choice of words sounded too controlling. I knew she was just trying to protect her babygirl.

She didnt want me ending up with niggas like Kayden.

But I realize how much shit me and Kayden been through in such short notice that I couldnt let him go through the bullshit alone. I watched multiple niggas get murdered and I wasnt phased by the dead bodies from yesterday.

only the first one.

I was high to the point I couldn't force myself to feel sadness. Kayden had the most worried look on his face. I couldn't feel shit though. What would really kill my high is seeing Kayden dead. I wouldn't know what to do knowing he came into my life, gave me vibes I never knew existed, and died.

From the moment I laid eyes on him, I knew we'd someday connect, which is why I purposely walked past him that day. That was not the first day I've attempted to get his attention. There were other occasions but they were failed attempts and I usually hid or walked around to avoid him.

My phone rang non stop and I knew it was my momma. I repeated to myself that I wouldnt involve her in anything I had gotten myself into, so I couldnt text or call. I missed her so much but I was doing what was best for her.

Knowing how much Kayden loved me made me not wanna let him go. He was everything I asked for,exclude the bad shit. I rubbed his soft cheek with my thumb and smiled.

Chris opened the door and stuck his head through. "Food downstairs, wake up Kayden and tell him meet me in the Office" He said without giving me a chance to response, he closed the door.

I wonder if Chris has some type of hatred for me since Ryheem did die because he was in my house. The war should've already started once they killed Peanut but Kayden said he started it.

So what did these 3 niggas do?

The thoughts disappeared as soon as Kayden's side of the bed shuffled and a groan escaped his lips. I turned my head to him, giving him a small smile and he returned a big one.

"Goodmorning Gigi" He groaned while stretching. I decided to lay up against him just to feel whole again. As he finished stretching his arm landed over my shoulder.

I looked up to see him with his eyes closed making me suck my teeth. "Boy get up you got enough sleep, Chris said to meet him in the office" I said shoving him.

His eyes abruptly popped open due to me pushing him harshly. "Damn Gina can I atleast relax my eyes. a nigga just woke up im somewhat still tired, shit. Do you see me shoving you off the bed?"

"Whatever nigga" I rolled my eyes.

Suddenly I felt his warm large hands grip my neck, making my pussy moisten quickly as I looked into his eyes as he said "stop playing with me yo". I couldnt help but bite down on my bottom lip. I seen how his eyes averted to my lips and the grip got tighter.

a soft moan I couldnt keep in, came out. I done started this nigga early in the morning.

"You prolly wet as fuck right now.."

I said nothing as I felt his other arm move closer to me. I was wearing his large black T-shirt with silk white panties. My bottom was yanked violently and a cool breeze met my area.

"Kayden.."

"Shut up" He said lowly, tightening the grip even more. I could slightly breath but that wasnt a problem for me. His fingers spread my lips and I assumed his middle finger began to tease my clit.

"Please.."

"What I say yo?" He whisper shouted, stopping, and almost shaking me by my neck. I bite down harder, yearning for him to hurry up I couldnt take this slow motion shit anymore.

"You been a bad girl man.. ain' no Please Kayden nothin'.." He said pulling me by my neck just so he could be closer to my ear.

I slipped my other arm between the space of his neck and shoulder so I wouldnt be uncomfortably laying on it.

His finger slid in and I went into pleasure land as it slid out and back in with ease.

"You like that huh? you was tense and now you relaxed. I got you right where I want you.." His deep voice whispered in my ear.

"You so wet for me"

Moaning was all I could do. Putting words together wasnt something I could do in the situation I was in. "If I go faster, promise you won't be loud" He said playfully, chuckling.

I was about to promise that I wouldnt but he picked up the pace and I lost all types of brain activity as I felt myself oozing on his finger.

"Who this pussy belong to Gina?"

"uhhh oohh oh my g-"

"Answer me" He slowed down, which pissed me off cause I felt my high building.

"You kayden dont slow down plea-"

"That's not my name"

"Daddy, its yours please dont slow down" I exasperated with my eyes to the ceiling.

"Good" He quickened his finger movement and I felt my orgasm build within each thrust of his finger. I widened my legs just so he didnt have a problem with fingering me.

"You so fucking sexy right now" He huskily said in my ear.

"Can you cum for me?"

my moans began to get louder as I felt my high begin to explode.

I shook uncontrollably as I felt his finger slowly pump into me for a few seconds before he slid it out.

My eyes landed on him smirking his ass off. "Girl you got me harder than a brick watching you come down like that" I smiled but the smile dropped as the finger he used on me slowly slid into his mouth.

I was dazed by what he was doing. Kayden sucked the juices off his finger and kept his hungry eyes on me. I gaped my mouth open without even knowing it. He smacked his lips and grinned.

"Pussy taste good too".

I felt heat rise inside my stomach after witnessing such nastiness.

He abruptly got up and walked to the dresser to put jeans on.

"I'm not finished with you" Kayden said looking back at me as he zipped his zipper up. I grasped the sheets and watched him with devilish grin. Who would've thought this nigga would have a major affect on me?

The door slammed and I was stuck in the same spot for a few minutes until I remembered Chris said there was food downstairs.

Lastnight we all hopped in different cars heading, i guess, to their different bando spots.

It took Chris and Kayden a long time to get Lamar and Juan in their car. They shouted and yelled with guns in their hands outside, daring for more of them east side niggas to pull up. Chris smacked Juan and told him get his shit together.

"We'll get them niggas soon yo I promise you" He said holding Juan's head close to his, as he breathed heavily with tears streaming from his eyes.

I couldnt get those images from my mind and now since I was sober the feeling of sympathy raced to my heart.

FOOD.

I got up quickly and searched for something to wear. I picked out a blue True Religion hoodie and grey sweatpants from his closet.

Sliding on a pair of socks, I headed out of the bedroom. Hearing Chris and Kayden's deep voice made me stop in my tracks.

"What you gon' do if they get Gina man?" knowing it was Chris's voice asking Kayden.

Kayden sighed.

"Mane Ima kill all them niggas to get her back. Risking everything on the li-"

"See yo! this is exactly what Rico and Peanut warned you about. You getting to lost in that girl and now you finna put your life on the line for her. Would she do it for you?!" He barked at him.

I wanted to go in there and defend Kayden and myself but I knew there was more to know from this argument.

"Yo don't you think I know what I'm putting myself into? This ain't even Gina's fault forreal. She in it because of me. I got her. I know she got me, I wouldn't want her risking her life cause she got more life to live than I do. Look at us! rich drug dealers grabbing for more money, don't care who life we take, as long as we take the cash we good.. that ain't shit yo."

I felt like crying just hearing how sincere he was. He knew how I felt about him. I couldnt bare myself to lose him. And I could imagine how he'd react to losing me.

"Look man... just make sure you good first-"

"Naw nigga Gina come first. We ain't talkin bout this no more"

I rushed down the steps with my heart skipping 5 beats as I realized I was Kayden's first priority. The living space was nice as I took in the scenery and furniture.

I ran to the kitchen and quickly

made a plate before either one of them came down the steps. Stuffing the hashbrowns mixed with cheesy eggs in my mouth I watched the steps as 2 pairs feet came running down.

"is it good?" Chris asked as his eyes landed on me. I nodded, chewing slowly while slightly mugging him. Kayden's head hung low as he made his way to me. A wave of feelings crashed over me as he sat into the chair next to me, wrapped those veiny tatted arms around me, and rested his forehead on my shoulder.

Chris grunted as he poured himself a glass of orange juice. Sipping from his glass he glanced at us before opening a door which was the basement and disappearing behind it, slamming it shut.

"I'm sorry mamas" Kayden said moments later. "For what?" I asked stopping myself from eating.

"I got you ..into this shit" His voice broke down word after word. The chair I sat in moved as I got up to sit into his lap.

I wrapped one arm around his shoulder, placed his head against my chest and used my other hand to play with his ear lobe. He liked that.

"Everything will be okay Kayden" I said to him softly. I really had to toughen up for him. So he would know I wasnt gonna fold for shit.

"SHIT!" Chris shouted as he busted open the door from the basement. "What!" Kayden said widening his eyes on Chris.

"They got Juan man..Marvin just got news he went in by himself on a suicide mission man.." Chris said. I could tell he was holding back from crying. He was just with Juan last night.

"I shouldve made Juan come here yo."

"He wouldve still went bro" Kayden said shaking his head. I imagined Juan going through it as he pulled up with guns ready to take any one's life that was in his way. I shook off the thoughts and watched Chris slide down against the door frame with an emotionless expression.

They were losing their niggas quicker than anything.

"We gotta act quickly and now yo" Kayden spoke up as I rubbed his cheek. I observed every feature on his face in awe. He was so cute.

"Teach me how to shoot" I suddenly said. I loved how Kayden gave me a confused goofy look after I said what I said. Chris got up and said "aight".

"Girl ,no.., what you need to know for?" Kayden said gripping my wrist as I got up to follow Chris. "So I can protect myself and you can have some piece of mind when shit go down that I'm allright" I responded, kissing his cheek.

"If Chris says anything disresp-"

"I know, kick him in the dick and bang his head against the wall" I nicely said. Kayden chuckled nodding his head.

I felt a warm feeling set in my stomache as I looked at Kayden while following Chris. He kept those trusting beautiful brown eyes on me with the most goofiest look plastered on his face.

Kayden puckered a kiss at me and grinned. I swear that's all his fine ass needed to do to keep me going. I also wondered in deep thought ..was I willing to be pulled down by him or stay a float for myself..