{Vivians Pov}

"This view is so beautiful" I gasp while looking out at the Ferris wheel view of the large kingdom we're living in,

"I can't believe how beautiful the kingdom really is at this view. Thank you for bringing us here for our first date" I say turning to John who I didn't notice was staring down at me the whole time I was looking out at the view around us,

"What?" I ask feeling self conscious under his intense gaze,

"I'm just soaking in the wonderful feeling of being with my mate that I know already will make me happy for the rest of my life" He says before kissing my forehead as I felt my face suddenly heat up at his words and the touch of his lips,

"Before the night ends, I just wanted to talk to you about one more thing. I know both you and I don't wanna talk about it but I feel like if I don't get it off my chest, I'm gonna continue feeling like an asshole in our relationship" I sigh while playing with his fingers as I notice how tense his body got realizing what I was about to say,

"I understand if you hate me about what I did with Andrew. I know we both don't want to talk about it but I just don't want that to be the reason why you end up regretting to be my mate for the rest of our lives. I'm so sorry and I do blame my selfish self for not choosing to wait for my own mate and deciding to give away something as special as my virginity to some asshole that was gonna end up taking it and then go off and sleep with his actual mate like a few hours later" I finally let out while feeling my tears fill my eyes,

"Vivian look at me" John says as I shook my head only to have him cup my face in his hands and gently raise my head so we're face to face,

"I may be angry and hurt but I would never regret having you as my mate. I can't judge you of your past and I know in my heart that my love for you will never forgive myself if I let your past be the reason why I can't make a future with you. You don't have to say it back and I know this is like way to early in our relationship but I love you already Vivian. I love how irritated you get when I follow you around at school, I love how you get so mad at me when I try to show pda around others even though you don't like that, I love how you try to make it work between us even though I know just by the way you hesitate when you touch me that you'd rather do the opposite, and I especially love when you try to deny your feelings for me when I kiss your soft skin whether it be your cheek, your hand or your forehead" he explains while planting soft kisses around my face making my heart race faster than ever,

"I-I-I like you John. I like you a lot" I reply before leaning up to plant a kiss on his lips that I've been dying to do the whole night,

I knew when our lips touched, it shocked John way more than it shocked me. I mean, it was our very first kiss ever and although I couldn't tell John that I was in love with him yet, I knew I wanted to show him how much him telling me how he loves me made me feel.

I do admit that I have very strong feelings for John but I would never lie to him or myself that I was completely in love with him yet. I will be willing to see how our future will be than I feel like some day, probably really soon, I will be able to tell him that I love him just as much as he loves me.

"Tha-that.......was..............wow" John says breathlessly when we pulled away from each other noticing the Ferris wheel ride was done,

"Come on! I wanna play the games for a teddy bear!" I shout randomly realizing our date night was still going on,

I laughed while watching Johns red face following me while stumbling on his way to where I was running off to.

"How do I win the big panda?" I ask the man in the booth with a large purple panda hanging in front,

"Pop at least 20 balloons on the large dart board here with the 30 darts in front of you and you'll win the big panda" The man replies before going back on his phone as I shrugged before doing exactly what he said,

"Wow" John gasp standing next to me now as I smiled back at the dart board that was filled with all the balloons popped,

"Yay, you won even though I only said you had to pop 20" The man in the booth says sarcastically while mumbling the end of his sentence before handing me the purple balloon,

"I could've won it for you" John says with a frown as I giggled before jumping up to give him a quick peck on his cute lips making him smile in an instant,

"I know but I wanted to show off to impress my date. I can win anything on my own, I'm a big girl. I just hope my date isn't intimidated by that" I reply while latching my arm around his as he smiles down at me,

"Not intimidated but enthralled and happy to know that my mate is such a strong independent woman that doesn't need anyone's help to win a stuffed animal" He teases while pulling me closer to his side as I smiled,

"Don't tease me, I bet I can beat you at any of these booth games. You pick any and I'll show you who's boss" I say gesturing him to choose any of the booth games around us as he raises a curious brow before looking around,

"What about that water gun one over there? You wanna see who's better at that?" John asks while nudging my elbow with a wink making me roll my eyes playfully,

"All I'm gonna say is that you better not be a sore loser after I win this" I reply with a smirk before running over to the booth to pick a water gun I wanted to use,

"How do we win this?" I ask the older woman standing in the booth,

"So who ever shoots the most water in the clowns mouth and pops the balloon first gets to win the prize of the largest brown teddy bear we have here" She explains while showing me a teddy bear that was probably the size of a child and it made me more determined to win it since I do love large stuffed animals, even if I was almost 18 years.

"Ready? Set? Start!" The woman shouts as me and John started shooting our water guns quickly,

I don't know whether he did it on purpose or if he sucked at aiming but of course I ended up leaving the fair with 2 large stuffed animals and a large bag full of candies and heart shaped balloons that John bought me before he decided to take us both home.

"I had a very great night with you tonight, bunny" John says now standing in front of my front door with me as I rolled my eyes before laughing,

"You're never gonna give up that nickname are you?" I ask while smirking back at him as he grins,

"Did you want me to?" He asks with a raised brow as I shook my head with a laugh,

"No, I think it's starting to grow on me. And plus you're the only person that calls me it so it's more special to me now" I reply which surprised him and made his cheeks turn redder than mine,

"I'll see you tomorrow at school prince John" I say quickly before leaning up to peck his pouting lips,

"Wait" He says when I tried to run into my house feeling overwhelmed by our small kisses we've both been doing since our date started,

Before I even knew why John was stopping me from going in my house, his lips captured mine as soon as I turned back to him. And this time, he made sure to make it longer and more passionate than the quick pecks we've been doing before now.

"I'll see you tomorrow morning at school Bunny" He says after a while we both pulled away breathlessly,

"Yeah...........you too" I say trying to calm my body and heart down from the overheating from our heated long kiss,

I watched in a daze state as my cute mate nervously walked back to his car and waved while driving away making me let out a happy sigh.

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