VIOLET

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I miss Liam james so much.

It's been exactly two years since the accident.

The accident like took my boyfriends life.

I can't help but think that the reason he's dead, is because of me. I'm the one who wanted to go on that taxi that one day. I remember all of it like it happened yesterday. It's all my fault.

I kneeled down as i looked at his grave. I felt the carved writing into it. I placed red roses in front of it at a tear rolled down my cheek.

"Mom?" I heard our daughter Emma said from behind me.

"Yes sweetie?" I said trying not to cry.

"Is this daddy?" She asked innocently.

"Yes." I said as a another tear rolled down my cheek.

I miss him.

"Violet?"

"Violet?"

"Hello violet?"

"Reina I'm right here-" Liam said as he kissed me on the cheek.

"I'm thinking about visiting your grave."

"But I'm alive..?"

"It would be so sad."

"Violet, the crash happened yesterday. The doctors said we were fine." He said as he kissed my cheek and wiped my tears.

"Except for my broken middle finger! Now i can't flip you off." I smiled up at him.

No he didn't die. Nobody died. The crash happened yesterday, and we both passed out. We woke up in the hospital, and the doctor said they checked us out and everything was fine. We were hit by a drunk driver.

Everyone came to visit us and brought us food and gifts. But now it was just me and Liam sitting down watching dance moms.

"I hate Jill." I scoffed.

"Me too. It's not always about her little Kendall" Liam said as he mocked Jill making me laugh.

"Hey our Popeyes is here!" I said getting up after hearing a knock on the door. I tipped the driver who delivered it and came back to liam on the couch. I handed him his food and we started eating.

"You should move in" he said as he took a bite of his sandwich.

"What about my place?"

"Mine is closer to our friends." Liam smiled back.

"True. I'll think about it. And it's close to the lilac shop."

"How is it doing?"

"Great" i replied.

And that was true, it has been going great. I still feel bad for kally, since Liam bought the shop from her, but she's been so sweet about it. And yes she has been employee of the month. And with her being my only employee... She'll probably always be the employee of the month.

But business has been doing great. Ever since I became the manager, we've been doing better than we've ever been doing before.

"Hey violet, if you're feeling better tomorrow, i wanna take you somewhere."

"Where?"

"It's a surprise." He smirked at me.

"We're not having sex wherever this surprise place is"

"Fine, but we will eventually." He chuckled.

"We should get to bed" i said as i cleaned up our wrappers.

"Nooo i wanna talk to you and look at you." Liam groaned.

"We literally sleep in the same bed Liam."

"But i wanna look into your pretty eyes."

"Colton was right, you have gone soft." I giggled.

"Only for you reina."

"Let's go brush our teeth" i said as i took his hand and went to the bathroom.

We got our toothbrushes, and started to brush our teeth. We looked at eachother in the mirror. I noticed how he had a few freckles that went across his face. And he's changed since the day i first met him.

He just looks more alive. I wish he would smile more, around other people. When he's with me he's always smiling, but more people deserve to see his beautiful smile. He has the widest teeth I've ever seen, and they're so straight. And when he smiles, his eyes light up. He really is a teddy bear deep down.

We got done brushing our teeth, and Liam picked me up over his shoulder and threw me down in the bed as i laughed.

"Hulk smash-" he yelled as she jumped on top of me as we both laughed.

"I love you Liam."

"I love you more mí reina."

He kissed me, and then picked me up and laid me down carefully. He turned off the lamp, and covered us up in blankets. He put his arms around me and laid his head on my shoulder.

"I'm so excited for tomorrow." He said quietly.

"Me too."

"You don't even know what it is. I could be killing you."

"You wouldn't."

"Never say never." He said as i giggled.

And we slowly fell asleep in eachothers arms.

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