Annoyed with myself that I stayed in the library this late I shove my papers in my bag. It was 5:57 and cheer practice would be over soon. I need to get out of here before I ran into Roxie in the hallway. I've been doing my best to avoid her and had been successful so far. She started this anyway I was just giving her what she wanted.

It had been 3 days since she had made up with Kai. She's texted the group chat trying to get me to talk to her a few times but I ignored it. Kai asked me to talk with her and I ignored that too. Why talk about our feeling when we can avoid them by avoiding each other? Her second guessing things caused me to do it too. I still don't know if I'm ready to talk so I try harder to get my ass out of here.

Rushing out of the library I make my way down the hall. It's empty and I take off speed walking down the hall. I'm just past the gym doors when I hear the door open and slam shut. Deciding it would be better not to look back I continue my rush towards the exit.

Just before I'm at the door I hear her soft voice behind me. "Not so fast Nari" Roxie says snatching my hand and lacing my fingers with hers. Before I can respond to her she's dragging me down the hall and pushing me into the empty girls bathroom.

Once she's got me inside she pushes me against the door. "I have to get home Rox" I say looking anywhere other than at her. I don't want to act like this with her but when she went MIA it made me second guess everything we were doing and I need time to think. We're we all crazy to think we could keep our feelings out of this? Are we hurting ourselves in the long run for a little bit of fun now?

She tilted my head up forcing me to look her in her chocolate eyes. "No you don't baby and I'm not sure what this is between us....but I do know I don't want to run from this anymore" she says before smashing her lips against mine. She pushes her body against mine scissoring our thighs. Both of our skirts ride up; mine over my thighs and hers over her ass and I realize she doesn't have any panties. She whimpers as my hands grip on her ass.

She grinds her pussy against my bare thigh lightly moaning before she releases my lips. The part of me telling me to get my ass out of here has left the building. I'll have to think about feelings later because the feeling she's giving my pussy is too powerful. "First I'm going to apologize by making you cum on my fingers. Then we're going to talk on the way back to mine where Kai is already waiting. Then him and I going to make you cum some more" she says before plunging her hand into my panties. Her fingers find my already soaked pussy and stokes my clit.

I bite my lip to hold back a moan as I grip her waist with one hand and pull her closer to me. I push two fingers between her folds; my fingers slip into her hole with ease because she's already dripping for me. "I'll only go with you if you cum with me" I whisper because if I speak any louder I'll definitely moan. Her juices cover my fingers and drip down to my hand as I pump them in and out of her.

Her eyes lock with mine as we finger fuck each other against the bathroom door. She leans her forehead on mine as the pleasure takes over. Her clit swollen and wet between my fingers "Fuckkkk I missed your hands on my body baby. I'm sorry" she quietly moans as I feel her start to tighten around my fingers. Her fingers pick up speed trying to get me there with her. Her free hand come up to cup my cheek. "Shit. Cum with me Nari" she says as she captures my lips again. She bites down on my lower lip hard and I shatter around her fingers as she does the same around mine. Our moans muffled by our heated kiss. Both of us still riding the others hand as we try to catch our breath.

As I remove my fingers I slap her clit hard. When she gasp I push my fingers between her lips and she happily cleans them off. When she removes her fingers she smirks at me before pushing them into her mouth and repeating the process. "Yum. Now let's go, we have things to talk about" she says before releasing me.

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The ride to Roxie's house started off quiet. Either one of us nervous to start this conversation. I take a deep breath and bite my lips, it's been a nervous habit I didn't I realize I had till recently. She looks over at me then quickly puts her eyes back on the road as she squeezes her legs together.

"We need to talk before we get back to mines Nari" Roxie finally says breaking the silence.

"Maybe we should wait for Kai" I say trying to buy time.

"Kai and I are fine. You and Kai are fine. This doesn't involve him" Roxie says rolling her eyes.

"Rolling your eyes Rox, really? You're the one who ghosted us" I rolled my eyes back at her.

"And apologized to Kai and I'm trying to apologize to you if you would let me. I got scared and didn't know how to handle what I was feeling for the both of you. All of this is new for me."

"And what where you feeling? Do you think your feelings were the only ones a mess? I don't know what this is either? It was supposed to be just fun?" I bite my lip again.

"Look Nari after what we just did and how you keep biting your lip I don't want to argue." She squeezes her thighs together again and continues "I ghosted you guys because our connections have been so strong lately it scared me. Every college I applied to is minimum 3 states away. I didn't know how I could walk away from you both. I still don't know how but I don't want to stop now. I've never felt this free like I am with you guys. I want to be with you and Kai as long as I can"

"What does all of that mean Roxie?" I ask.

"It mean I'm going to enjoy whatever is happening between us and we'll deal with everything else when we have to" Roxie says as she pulls into her drive way.

"Ok" I say. If I'm being honest I'm scared too but I'm not ready to give her up.

She looks at me shocked that I agreed so easily after my 3 day strike. She reaches over and pulls me in for a kiss. A kiss that makes my panties wet all over again. " Let's go cross all night fucking off the list now that we've all made up?" She says pecking my lips again and gets out of the car .

2 weeks down. 4 months to go.