Its been 4 months, I still misses him, I still cry myself to sleep every single day. I don't like to be alone, maybe that's why I eat less. The pain in my heart is unbearable I can't help but feel .

Times has been tough for me since sana left me for job. She don't want to leave me here alone but she got the offer letter and its her dream job, she always wants to work there, but I don't want her to sacrifice her dream because of my messed up life.

I have been working odd jobs to cover my hospital bills but recently I got a steady job as a nursery teacher in a play school. I got my second job as a caretaker to save enough money to buy food and clothes. And thankfully I have my best friend sana, she never fails to send me money every month from there to pay my other medical bills.

She is my only hope, I don't have many friends only Sana and Fahad were my best buddies. I don't like to hangout with my colleagues, I feel uncomfortable with them. None call or text me other than Sana, I eat alone, I go hospital alone, I go for a walk alone. I feel too tired to do everything alone. Being lonely make you priceless and worthless too. Its hurts, sometimes it feels like someone is trying to choke me to death.

"mei jitna akelepan se ghabraati thi, ab utna hi akelepan k saath rehne pad raha hai"

Aaliya – "Ammi.... Abbuuu....Appiiii, kaha hai aap sab, ammiiiiii...."

Sartaaj chacha (Servent) – "are aaliya beta ghar par koi nahi hai, tumhare ammi abbu ko achanak apne ek dost k jana pada unki ammi ki tabiyat bigad gayi thi aur Zainab bitiya kisi kaam se bahar gyi hai shaam tak aayengi"

Aaliya – "acha theek hai, aap please jab vo aa jae tuo bata dei mujhe, mei upper apne kamre mei hu"

Its already 9pm and nobody's home.

Aaliya – "chacha koi bhi nahi aaya abhi tak? Appi bhi nahi aayi kya?"

Sartaaj chacha – "nhi beta, bitiya ka phone aaya tha vo office chali gayi thi kisi jaroori kaam se. aapka khana laga du aapne din se kuch nahi khaya"

Aaliya – "nahi rehne dijiye"

After 1 hour

Ahad comes home late with Zainab as they both have to attend some urgent meeting in office.

Zainab –" Aaliya.... Aaliya.... Kaha ho tum chalo darvaasa kholo"

Aaliya – " mujhe kisi se baat nahi karni, mei sabse naraaz hu, sab bahot bure hai mujhe akela chod diya ghar par, meri chinta kisi ko nahi hai"

Zainab –" aisa na karo please aali kholo na darvazaa. Mujhe maaf kardo vo achanak se call aa gya tha office jaana pada"

Ahad – " Aaliya chalo darvazaa kholo aali"

Zainab opens the door, seeing ahad she started crying.

Aaliya –"Aap sab bahot kharaab hai, aap bhi bahot kharaab hai, kisi ko meri parvah nahi hai, sab bure hai, mujhe nahi khana kuch aap sab jaye"

Ahad –" Acha baba is baar maaf kardo please agli baar aisa kuch nahi hoga, promise mei humesha tumhare pass rahunga, ab maan jao.

A clear rejection is always better than a fake promise.

Hello Friends!! Kaisa laga aaj ka chapter.

I feel sad for Aaliya.

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