She is driving me crazy man. Fuck I can't seem to focus on my work.

I'm literally in my office working on the new project I've been planning.

She is raiding my mind. Though she always turns me on whenever she pushes me away and saying no to whatever I say.

She is clouding my fucking mind and it isn't new to me its just that the way she's acting around me i wants to devour her whole.

It's been two weeks since the incident and I can't get her outta my mind.

Yesterday I was in the verge of killing when she was with my cousin Edward and to be honest I didn't want him near her because he was a player.

She was avoiding me when Edward left us alone in the kitchen

Edward knew me too well.

He knew I was in a bad mood

He wanted us to be alone and talk but she really didn't want to talk.

She kept avoiding me and I know she was hurt but I was hurt more.

The reason why I was hurt more is because she didn't tell that I had a son. A fucking little smart boy who was the same gene as me. A boy who was my heir. A boy who was built to be the pride of my family and importantly our son.

I missed his first birthday, his first steps, his first words. God now what ! I missed all his First.

Cause I was such a coward to believe stupid lies about my live my everything. But I can't lose hope now cause prepare Clare I'm going to win you back.

"Come in" i said sternly.

I hate interuptions when I'm thinking about something important.

"Sebastian the chinese investors are waiting in the meeting room." My head of security told me. Scott was the head of security department in my business empire. He was my fathers bestfriend. He worked since I was born into this business world.

He always calls me by my name because he isnt afraid of me. He is like my uncle. So he is family to me.

"Okay tell my staff to be there... I need to get somethings done before i come down there" i said

He closed the door behind me and i went back to working befrie I finish up the meeting with the chinese investor about our new project.

I was getting prepared to go to my job interview in like an hour or so but I would hurry so I can get it over with without getting caught by Sebastian.

I didn't need to worry much about Devon because mom took him this morning and told me he wanted to spent time with him.

Although he isn't at home he has body guards. Freaking body guards to watch me.

I made my way downstairs.

"Where are you going miss?" A bold looking bodyguard said.

"I'm going grocery shopping.... Sebastian told me to go grocery shopping" He scrunch his face and then let it go with a nod. Pheww!

Thank god he took it seriously. Sebastian is too dump to pick out gullible body guards

*****

I was in a restaurant applying for a job. The name of the restaurant was called De lavie.

A not so famous restaurant in the upper side of New York. A restaurant where Sebastian won't be coming anytime soon because he always go to five star restaurants.

"How may I help you miss?" A beautiful young woman asked me while giving me a toothy smile.

"Yeah. I'd like to apply for a job here. " i said confidently

"Can I see your resumè, please?" She said

"Here you go" i hand her the resumè

She scan it for not to long and hand a paper with a pen.

"Can you fill these please?" She said professionally

I fill the paper and hand it to her.

" Congratulation ma'am your hired. Can you start Tomorrow?" She asked

"Yeah sure I'd be glad to start tomorrow" i said happily.

"Welcome to the De lavie" she smiled at me once last time before i go out smiling to myself

Its time to make money for me and my son. I don't need Sebastian's money.

After all he said I loved him for his money. Not my words it was his.