Day four of being with Mouse, it's the same routine now, I don't mind this but I'm not really enjoying this, it's a life, I can survive it but I still wasn't sure if this is the thing for me. Not really for now I'll be going with it until I find out where I belong.

I was sitting in lap, I never kneel in the class although I noticed all of the other subs tried the other position at least once. I knew what would be today topic, we're still on the light part of being a submissive and having a dominant, this morning class was about limits and punishment to identify our limits and how far we are going.

Well I was good sitting in his lap no need for limits or knowing my pain limits, I don't have high pain intolerance, although the teacher was all about saying it's not about pain, that it's all about pleasure, but I don't see the pleasure of pain or having someone doing those kind of things to me.

"Tonight's homework is to give your submissive a light spanking, don't push them, note their limits and stop there" the teacher says, I look at Mouse scared, he's gonna spank me, I tense in his lap, he most have noticed me tensing, his hand goes to my back, rubbing my back helping me calm down. I don't calm down, I'm still scared, he's gonna spank me!

I was never spanked before, I was hit, badly by my mother, but not a spanking, he won't hit mee too hard would he? I was scared the whole time, I wasn't even paying the teacher any attention when he said we have to do a report about how we feel and how thing happen. It's the same after every assignment , I don't think I'll be liking this.

In the walk back to our room, I was holding his hand but he was mostly dragging me behind him since I didn't want to go, I know what is waiting for me, a spanking. I saw others excited about it but I wasn't I was scared, I don't want to be spanked, Rocco and Adam both noticed how scared I was, not wanting to go to our dorm.

"What's wrong with the pup?" Adam asks, I was still pouting the whole time.

"We have an assignment tonight that she's not very excited for" Mouse answer for me, I wasn't excited, I was scared.

"You'll survive pup" Adam says while Rocco stays silent, Mouse manages to get me inside his room, he sat on the bed and pulled me to stand between his knees, his hands were on my back rubbing it making me calm down.

"What's your safe word?" he asks.

"Cat" I thought it was funny first time he asked for my safe word to make it a cat, the cat eats the mouse.

"If you say that I'll stop, come on let's get this over with" he says before bending me over one of his knees while the other kept me in place, I tensed waiting for the first slap, this is gonna hurt. He doesn't start right away, instead his hand goes to my bum, rubbing it, rubbing my back, trying to calm me down, once I have calmed down.

"Are you ready?" he asks, he was being extremely nice and patient, I nod my head yes, I wasn't leaving this position until we got this over with.

"Verbal answer" he says landing a punishing slap to my bum, I jump up in pain, that hurt!

"Yes sir" I reply, I take a breath and wait for the next slap but instead he went back to rubbing my bum, adding some pressure there until I relaxed, only then did he slap me again, I jumped up with pain, that hurt, two quick slaps landed on my bum again. He doesn't hit in the same place twice, he made sure to make my whole bum red and sore, I was crying by the tenth slap, he stopped but kept me in place. His hand kept rubbing my bum, all I wanted was a hug but he kept me in place, this hurt, when he finally let me go, I don't stay with him that hurt, I ran out of the room.

Strongs arms had me outside, I was aiming for the main door but the hands had me pulled back, I was crying against someones chest, that's before the yelling started, Rocco was the one holding me and he's angry.

"What did you do to her?" Rocco asks angry.

"Our assignment, hand her back" he says, I don't want to go back to I want to stay with Rocco but he's not letting me go. Mouse had me pulled away from Rocco and back to our room, he looked angry, is he gonna spanke me again? I cried even worse, only then did he hug me.

"Why did you run away?" he ask.

"You hit me" I say between sobs.