those thoughts enter my mind, I give a loud series of whimpers and chirps, wriggling and thrashing wildly in Niko's arms, my fluffy tail, now a dark brownish colour with a white tip rather than the beautiful red it had been when I was still an adult, waving around wildly, as my ears flatten against my head, and my black claws emerge.

" Stop it Ravyn!" Niko growls lowly, his tone of voice screaming for me to behave, but I completely ignore his demands, and continue lashing out. I resort to crying and loudly wailing, not getting anywhere else with my crazy thrashes and attempts to slash Niko's skin, and that seems to spark something within the Vampire.

He turns me around in his lap, preventing me from seeing Robyn, grabs my wrists tightly in one hand, stopping my flailing arms from causing any damage, and pulls me into his chest... Using the small of my back to do so.

" Stop." He demands again, this time in a soft, low voice, as his warm breath brushes my ear, and I give another small whimper. He runs his hand up and down my back in a calming, soothing manor, but I am too distraught to take his comfort, as I give a loud wail, and tremble against him.

' It's okay Bubble... I will talk to you every second... I won't be far Baby... I promise.' Robyn's voice, sweet, gentle, and full of upmost sorrow, breaks through our link, and I can hear the cracks in his voice. I sniffle softly, tears running down my cheeks, as I give another tiny whimper, and stop thrashing around so much... Admitting defeat, I slump over in Niko's arms, my Fox still on high alert, and stare out the window with sorrow.

' I've never been away from you Bird... I don't think I can do this...' I whimper to Robyn, a fresh set of tears gushing down my cheeks, as I begin to sniffle and breath deeply, the combination making me sound like I'm dying, and try to blink away the tears that continue to prick at my eyes... Never seeming to come to an end.

I have never spent a single day away from Robyn... I have horrid Separation Anxiety, diagnosed when I was only five... It used to be really, really bad when I was younger... Before, we had separate rooms across the Corridor from on another, but, my Anxiety was so bad, that it resulted in Nightmares that I still have, although less frequent, to this day...

Mama and Papa never knew what to do when I would wake up screaming my head off and crying so hard I would sometimes pass out again... After a few Nights of not sleeping fully, I had an idea... I snuck into Robyn's room before I went to sleep, and only after Mama and Papa were asleep... Papa never approved of me constantly being with Robyn, he had an idea that we needed to have some separation from each other to get independent...

Aside from that, I snuck into his room that Night, only my favorite blanket in tow, and crawled into bed with him... Crawling over him completely, just so I coup face the wall when I slept... Like I always have. He didn't wake up at all, but, when I laid down beside him, his arm went around my waist, and he pulled me into him on instinct...

Ever since that Night, we slept together... Papa getting over our unhealthy obsession with each other once he saw that my Night-Terrors and Nightmares had settled down to only two every week... My Separation Anxiety also simmered down, but then... Our Leash was wiped out, and everything just went downhill... My Nightmares and Night-Terrors came back at full force, and my Anxiety came back with a stronger force than before...

And now? Well... I'm JUST as broken... If not more.

I don't realize I had been nodding off, until the Limo comes to an abrupt halt, a door opens right by my face, and I am suddenly engulfed in the freezing grasp of Autumn. I peel open one eye, the other squinted closed due to the fact that the right side of my face is pressed against Niko's shoulder, but allow it to flutter closed again, as I give a small, uncomfortable whine, and fold my hands between my chest and his chest... Seeking warmth.

" Take the bags upstairs Jeremy... Put them in my room... Alec and I will sort through them later." Niko's voice greets my ears, but I don't quite catch his words, as I whine again, my eyebrows furrowed with slight pain, and feel the upper corner of my lip curve with the confusion and pain... I'm so sensitive to the cold... I hate how frail my body is.

I don't really know how it happened, but one minute I was cradled in Niko's arms, and the next?... I was being covered with a warm duvet, and nested, pretty much means blankets were placed around my small frame in a circle-like nest, with fur blankets so soft and warm to the touch... Warm lips brush against my own, my mind too sleepy to react to the show of affection, and then, darkness floods the room I'm in...

I rub my heavy eyes with my fists, a yawn escaping my lips, and look around the room I'm in. I can't see much, but I do catch sight of eyes, a deep blood red, in the far corner of the room to my left. I surprisingly don't feel scared by the gleaming eyes, and I roll over onto my side, so I'm facing away from the eyes... The eyes that belong to Niko...

I begin to sink into a much needed sleep, my fatugued body for the calm, peacefulness that sleep brings, but, when I don't feel the comforting arms of my twin, like I do every Night, I curl in on myself, staring blankly into the darkness, and begin to cry... Deep, choking-like sobs leave my lips, breaking the silence, the silence I once found comforting but is now terrifying, as deep shudders course through my tiny frame, and I squeeze my eyes shut.

The bed dips beside me, but I continue to cry and cry... Unable to keep the tears from falling down my cheeks and creating a small, damp puddle on the sheets where they drip down. A hand comes down in my curls, warm and gentle, but, because it doesn't belong to Robyn, I flinch away, a strangled whimper bubbling forth from my cracked, dry lips, and curl in on myself even further... Squeezing a pillow to my chest as I continue to cry endlessly.

" I... I wa-w-want R-Rob-Robyn!" I sob out, my words slurred and almost inaudible, as I continue hugging the pillow tightly, and just cry... I finally stop, unable to produce anymore tears, and just lay there... Sniffling and breathing in a funny, wheezy way.

Silence falls again, the only sounds being my strangled breathing, soft sniffling, and the sounds of my heart thumping in my chest at a steady pace... Niko continues to run his fingers through my hair, and, seeking the comfort only Robyn has been able to give me, I roll back over so I'm facing him, lock eyes with him through the darkness, and scoot up to him.

He makes a strange noise in the back of his throat, almost like a gasp of surprise, as I curl my hands close to my chest, and bury my face into his neck... Still sniffling. He lowers himself down, no longer sitting up, and wraps his arms around me... They may not belong to the love of my life, but they will do for now...

' Goodnight Bird...' I whimper through our link... Beginning to slip away.

' Goodnight Bubble... Love you.' Those are the last words I hear... And then I'm out like a light. But not before realizing something...

He had been crying too...