i am truly sorry i haven't been as active as i usually am but these last few weeks have been busy and stressful and long.

; eddie?

; yeah?

; im sorry for kicking you out yesterday

; its fine richie

; it doesn't feel fine

; well idk what to tell you then

; i am so

; ok.

; are you mad at me

; a little

; why?

; because i just wanted you to feel happy and feel loved

; i just wanted to be there for you. and you basically said get the fuck out

; i asked you to leave kindly

; but it didnt feel that way

; well im sorry

; i know, youve said that 3 times now

; well you haven't said you forgave me

; thats because right now i havent

; really?

; are you fucking serious

; yeah i am

; and why the hell not?

; cause you made me feel like shit

; i made you feel like shit?

; i was already feeling like shit and then you come over to yell at me

; i never yelled at you

; you told me what to do and i dont need that in my life

; obviously you do

; no, i don't need every single person in my fucking life telling me what i can and cannot do

; yes, you do richie. you shouldnt drink or smoke weed

; and not just because youre bipolar

; but because youre 17 and shouldnt be putting that shit into your body

; im so done with this

; done with what?

; me being right?

; no. us. im done

; im so sick of you and stan and my mom and dad telling me what to do

; what?

; im done with you. ok?

; what do you mean

; what i just said

; but what do you mean

; i think we need a break

; what? why?

; cause i just need some time alone

; but- i dont want to

; eds please i just need some space to think

; NO You dont get to call me that anymore

; fuck you

; dont talk to me

; eddie!

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a/n oof sorry

also it's my bday today! yay i guess

hoes im 17 ye ye YE