𝐬𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐧 𝐝𝐞𝐦𝐨𝐧𝐢 𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐞𝐜𝐞

𝙰𝚃𝙻𝙰𝙽𝚃𝙰 , 𝙶𝙰

-And that's how it

should be

Uh-huh, uh-huh, uh-huh, uh-huh

Uh-huh, uh-huh, uh-huh, uh-huh, uh-huh, uh-huh, uh-huh, yeah

Yeah-yeah, yeah, yeah-yeah, yeah, yeah-yeah, yeah-yeah

I came up from under the covers and turned my phone down. I was reading Wattpad whilst laying in bed , I had nothing to do except get ready for school tomorrow. Already did that.

Hair done , Clothes out , bag organized. I did shit ian done since I started highschool.

I just been so focused. Trying to occupy myself over my feelings. I didn't wanna feel , I didn't think I could feel.

I didn't think I could be sad or cry over a dude. I never wanted to be that person. I always called those people too emotional.

I'm not gonna be like that.

I refuse to be.

I glanced at my cap and gown sitting in the chair in the corner. And back at the story I was reading.

I wanted my own place and everything , already had my own car. I just wanted my own. But there was no rush leaving my parents house. They weren't ever gonna tell me I needed to go.

My door opened and I paused the music. Hagani ran and landed on my bed beside me , I raised up and laid on my elbows.

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUU!" My parents and Mookie came in yelling.

He was just here for some damn cake. We all knew better.

They finished singing and me and Hagani took a candle off the cake before blowing it out.

She blew it a little hard and some fire fell onto my sheet.

"Put it out put it out"

She hit it and I smacked my teeth. I messed with the spot and the ash moved so I dusted it off the bed.

"See? Just being dramatic. " She shook her head.

"Whatever"

"Mmmm, you ready to go?"

"Yeah , i'm wearing a dress what you wearing?"

"Saturn stop tryn be like me-"

"Girlllllaaaa"

"Wait before yall argue— can I get some cake?" Mookie asked my parents. They shrugged and left the room

"Back to you , bitch" She said and I started laughing. "Ouuu I just realized you still got yo braces on"

I rolled my eyes and closed my mouth "That's not even funny bro"

She got hers off last month. Been smiling ever since.

"Don't be donkey smiling today ain't nobody tryna see allat"

"You a hater you a hater. " Shs shrugged leaving the room.

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𝟗𝟖𝐯𝐢𝐞𝐰𝐬𝐨𝐟𝐠𝐚𝐧𝐢

𝟗𝟖𝐯𝐢𝐞𝐰𝐬𝐨𝐟𝐠𝐚𝐧𝐢 it's our birthday 🎉🎉🎉.

change wigs like I change clothes urdddd. 05/17🎉

𝐯𝐢𝐞𝐰 𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬

𝐦𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐢𝐞 happy birthday twin🎉

𝐧𝐲𝐧𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐦 💪🏾goin up.

𝐤𝐞𝐞𝐧𝐨 ❤️.

𝐦𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐢𝐞

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-

"Aweeee nah"

"Girl can you even go? You already drunk?"

"I-I don't know..." Hagani frowned drunken.

"Why didn't you post any pictures in your dress?"

"I did you just aint see it yet. " I chuckled at her.

"Well we can go have fun tomorrow. I'm tired."

She walked out with our dad and he got her in the car driving off.

"Time to have some real fun. " I did a 360 and walked to Mookie car.

"Right cause that shit was lame as fuck. "

"Food was good though aint gone lie to you. " Nugget spoke from the back seat.

"Usually I would say some , but it actually was." Tooka agreed with him.

"My steak looked like pussy meat..." Karter mumbled sounding disappointed.

"You should've got well-done like a regular person , who the fuck get medium rare from a place like this?"

He just let out a sigh and rested his head on the window.

"I got me some money i'll get you some wings. " I told him.

"It's good. " He mumbled.

"I got you. "

"Damn Mookie can you drive any slower. "

Nugget asked him and we all laughed.

-

On my third outfit today feeling kinda boujee idk.

We got out the car and and I switched my shoes out to some glitter slides.

"These hard..." I spoke more to myself before grabbing my phone , shutting the passenger door.

We walked infront of the car and stood there for a while before I heard them start to greet someone making me look up.

Ki'Lani and Nyne stood there talking.

I dapped Nyne up and hugged Ki'Lani and we started walking towards the building.

It wasn't exactly a club , it was a smoke spot . a building with just a door on the outside but it was fye in the inside.

Mookie knocked on the door twice and a little piece of metal moved back showcasing someone's eyes, after a minute of them observing our group.

It shut and he opened the door letting us pass.

i'm finna be fucked.

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𝟗𝟖𝐯𝐢𝐞𝐰𝐬

wanna hit dis? 😔😔😔⏰#191919

"Don't worry bout what's in my cup?! What's it our cup whats on my cup??!" Me and Ki'Lani yelled with the song as Lil Wayne spoke.

'Wockesha' Blared through the speakers and I start rocking side to side unintentionally.

Mookie tapped my shoulder with the back of his hand making me open my eyes seeing him tryna pass me the blunt.

"One minute I love you another we be doing the most . Know when we together we always go ghost. " Ki'Lani sung over Moneybagg.

"Hey! Ion think them the right lyrics. " I shook my head taking a pull from the blunt.

She waved me off and continued singing with her eyes closed.

"They got food here?" I asked Tooka and he nodded

"Karter you still hungry twin?" I asked him passing him the blunt.

"Nah I'm good na , eat and drink that shit gone choke right up , but preciate it. " He thanked me and I nodded.

Nyne passed me something and I opened my hand seeing a pink pill.

"What is this?"

"MDMA.."

"I'm only taking this from you cause it's my birthday. " I told him and grabbed my cup filled with alcohol.

I took both and washed it down before twerking to the song.

"This not even a twerking song.." I heard someone mumbled as the song changed.

"Lame ahh Wockesha!" A drunken Mookie yelled.

"I'll fuck that nigga up!" Nugget yelled.

I got on the table and started shaking my ass as Ki'Lani hyped me up and slapped it yelling.

It's Rula Santanny huh

Bitch , take off your panties , huh

Glock her in the fanny , huh

"Glock her in the fanny huh!"

"Rah rah rahhh" Ki'Lani danced slowly putting her hands in her knees.

"No don't twerk..." Karter told her pressing down on his nostrils and she hit his arm making them laugh.

I stopped twerking and put one leg off the table before my head swung down due to me losing control. I couldn't feel my body.

An 'out of body experience' and it was so fun.

I could hear Lani yell 'Yeahhh don't play wit us! We lit ! You at home wit yo ugly ass baby daddy!"

"We ain't gone come for the kids though , now is we?" Her and Mookie yelled back and forth talking about someone's baby daddy. "Is we Saturn?"

I moved back a little before feeling heat move throughout me , I think the pill was setting in.

"Saturn?"

I fell sideways onto the ground and she yelled.

"Saturn oh my god!"

I busted out laughing feeling my body being lifted up.

"It's time for yo ass to go" I heard Nyne speak groaning from having to lift me up.

"Gimme one of them edibles and imma be good on the bros" I told him almost falling again.

"Nah you gotta chill" Nugget said.

"Y'all lame as fuck!" Ki'Lani yelled.

"What them girls was saying Lani? That nigga be lame as fuck!"

"Yeah and they got they ass toe up , you wanna turn out like them?"

"No.." I frowned mumbling. "Just let me get that infused mf and imma be good. " I pointed to it and he passed it to me with a napkin. I took it and took a bite out of it closing my eyes.

He let me go letting my whole body fall back on the couch and I weakly chewed on the strawberry before throwing the green part back on the the paper.

-

"I miss youuu , like everyday.." I sung recording myself. "I miss you missing you insane. "

I sent the video to Keeno and he replied within ten mintues.

where you at? and who you wit?

you ain't even text me , tell me happy birthday! nun of that! you a ho! a sad ho!

where you at saturn?

wit my nigga ,

we otw to his house now.

i'll break yo fuckin neck

that's fine cause when

and if you do , the court gone pull these messages up and yo ass gone be in jail.

that's fine i got yo lo

stopped sharing your location

I fuckin hate you

finna kill myself.

Mm , you alr did. you'll be back.

😐. you thinking that shit was funny?

Hilarious

We finna be in the house

in a min imma talk to you later🥵.

Saturn bruh , you stressing me out yo

Yeah whatever. Send me where you are so we can pull up and he can beat yo ass for breaking my heart.

Mmcht. *sends address*.

"Take me here please" I asked Karter mounting my phone and he nodded.

-

I stood beside the door banging on it loudly until he swung it open.

"Hellllllllllo" I smiled pushing him to the side.

I walked in and looked around.

"This yo shit?" I asked him rubbing my eye and leaning to the side still not fully being able to stand.

"What you been drinking on?"

"Don't answer my question with a question i'm not onnat tonight"

"When you get bold like that?" He smirked and I rolled my eyes.

"When you got this place?"

"Moved in yesterday night."

"Oh" I spoke dryly staring at my phone

"Oh" He repeated.

I heard a toilet flush and a I looked over at him with an unamused expression.

"Keeno on my life" I stood off of the counter and he backed up.

"Saturn I never did anything out of line to you like ever- it's you-" I tuned him out and turned around.

I walked around the counter and grabbed a chefs knife out of the block and started walking towards him.

"SATURN!" He ended up on the ground and I drew the knife back.

"KOUZIN SA KI PASE ?!" I heard and I turned around. He pushed me off of him and kicked the knife.

I got up and started running towards her until he grabbed me and I tried to kick her as she stood behind him.

"Why the fuck is she here?!" I yelled at him pushing his chest.

"Kouzin who is this?" she spoke in an accent.

"Cousin?" I questioned her.

"Mmcht" Keeno stood up.

"Who are you?" She asked me.

"Apparently nobody , I just came over here to see him but i'll leave" I got up off the ground.

"No it's okay i'll go , text me later okay" She put her hand on his shoulder and I stared at it.

"Sit yo crazy ass down" Keeno pushed me down on the couch peeping what i was doing.

She shook her head before leaving out.

"The hell is wrong with you? Why can't you just trust me?"

"Cause you been fucking around for a lonnnngggggggg time Keeno. I wanna trust you but really , I have no reason to. I mean it's not like we're together. "

He rolled his eyes and huffed walking away. I got up after taking my shoes off.

Before he could walk into his room fullyI pushed his back getting emotional and he turned around grabbing my arms.

"You always do this i'm so tired of you" I cried trying to push him again. He kissed me check and wrapped his arms around mine.

I still tried to get loose.

i finally stopped and started staring at the wall. He picked me up and took me into his room and layed me on the bed.

"I missed you..."

He kissed my thigh and I just stared at him.

"I love you , and I'd never do anything to hurt you"

"You don't mean that-"I shuffled wiping a tear off my face

"Yes I do, emotionally drunk ass mf" He cursed me out slipping off my dress.

"Just lay down" I mumbled.

He dipped his head between my legs and I grabbed his hair arching my back.

I stared at him as he was sleep , resting my body on my elbows , we just both laid there under the covers — naked.

"I hope you know I'm taking my shit and leaving tomorrow, I don't wanna be toxic with you Keeno.. I just wanted to be happy with you." I wiped my face and turned around laying down.

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