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𝐒𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐧 𝐃𝐞𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐢 𝐆𝐫𝐞𝐞𝐜𝐞

𝗔𝘁𝗹𝗮𝗻𝘁𝗮 𝗚𝗮 — 𝟺:𝟻𝟼 𝙿.𝙼

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-I orbit around the way that you are

"SATURN!"

I crossed my legs putting my shades on and sat up against the headboard listening to her call my name .

"If her crackhead ass don't stop yelling in this damn house imma know some." I heard daddy mumble as he walked passed the door.

People always...people as in folks in my family. Always said she was on drugs , HEAVY. But I never believed it . I just didn't like how she called my name all the time .

For little shit . Like if there's a fork in the sink she would yell my name instead of my sister's.

"Saturn! You not gone answer her?" Hagani peaked her head in , her hair was white due to the large amount of shampoo she had on her head .

"Hell no , she better get up herself"

"You aint shit foreal." She rolled her eyes walking away .

Shit , she don't do shit for me . Mama or not — she been treating me like shit since I hit puberty. I'm eighteen now. That was like eight years ago .

My daddy stopped answering to her , it happened around the time the rumors about her cheating on him happened. Since then , he just stopped interacting with her like he used to .

I love my daddy though , most people I hang with have their father's in their lives . When I was younger most of my friends didn't , I hated talking about my daddy because they would get sad .

I used to hate making people sad , that was the younger me though . Now , I just don't care.

When I was twelve my dad sat down with me and told me , "Nobody cares when it comes to your feelings , so give them the same energy. " I never understood that until now.

"Saturn just answer that lady" Daddy came in clearly irritated

"Can I go to Janae's house tonight?"

"Who? That fast girl?"

"She's not fast" I rolled my eyes on a sly lying straight through my teeth . She was the only fast one out of our friend group .

"That's not what I heard" I heard him try and mumble "What's going on over there?"

"Nothing , the girls gone be over there. That's really the only reason I want to go. "

"Y'all sleeping over?" He asked.

"Yeah , that's the plan . It's not gone be lit though the lit ones in jail."

"Damn them niggas still in jail?" He asked in disbelief.

I was in disbelief when I found out too. We were all in it together. They made sure they kept me out of jail though.

I went to jail for two months for something that happened prior . So we weren't talking around the time they got locked up.

"You sure you and that nigga Nyne don't have nun going on?" He asked making me nod confused.

"Yeah , we just close friends . I don't look at him like that."

"Let me find out Saturn" He pointed back out my room making me playfully roll my eyes "Saturn?" He mumbled to himself as he walked away not before shaking his head .

Shoot I don't understand my name either— like what was she thinking? And why would he let her do that? You know what maybe she is on some.

"DADDY YOU AINT ANSWER THE QUESTION!"

"YES YOU CAN GO!"

"HAGANI WE CAN GO!"

"I KNOW I KNOW!"

I laughed and picked up the remote turning the tv off . "I'm tryna go to Walmart for some snacks you coming?"

"Let's go to Target" I frowned.

"Target don't got shit but organic snacks. I'm tryna get some cheetos and such girl."

"Oh I get it" I nodded as she walked back out "Always wearing the coochie cutters"

"Don't get mad because you aint thick like me" She started shaking her bones in the mirror

"Click , clack.." I hyped her up making her stop and straight face me . " What you finna do wit your hair?"

"Soooo.. I was hoping—"

"Hell naw, today my off day" I cut her off.

"Why you always acting like you can't do my hair Saturn ? Damn I just want two braids" She ranted sounding like she was about to cry making me suck my teeth .

"Go get the hair girl" I told her

She smiled and ran to the room making me walk to my vanity and pull the chair out for her , going into the bathroom and getting my hair bucket.

Just as I was walking out she was going to sit in the chair all jolly. "You could be doing your own hair . You wouldn't have to beg if you just let me teach you."

"Doing hair is not for everybody Satty." She told me calling me by the nickname she gave me .

"Mm. Anyways you heard Nyne getting out of jail later this week? I miss that boy." I pouted parting her hair .

"See now I'm starting to see why everybody question y'all friendship . You two really act like a whole couple."

"How so?"

"You guys go on dates and shit . You make him laugh , girl you know he don't even smile. And he loves being around you , then when he's not around you just aint the same ."

"You over-exaggerating it na" I shook my head laughing.

"Think about it though Saturn , when have you ever seen a nigga just call a girl just to go to the carwash?"

"..."

"Exactly" She dragged the 'e' sitting back "I know what I'm talking about"

"I doubt he likes me..." I shook my head finished up her second braid .

"Do you like him is the question?" She said turning around towards me as I reached the end of her braid .

"Come on so I can dip your braids"

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"Take my picture real fast"

"You asking or telling?" I frowned slowly taking the phone .

"Can you please take my picture my big booty sister?"

"Mmhm"

She smiled getting the passenger side of my car and posing . I clicked a couple of pictures and she usually wants me to pick the ones I like so I just did that and posted them before we started walking inside the Walmart .

𝙎𝙬𝙞𝙥𝙚

𝟔𝟕𝟖 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞𝐬

𝟗𝐯𝐢𝐞𝐰𝐬𝐨𝐟𝐠𝐚𝐧𝐢 She high class💕.

𝗖𝗼𝗺𝗺𝗲𝗻𝘁𝘀 𝗗𝗶𝘀𝗮𝗯𝗹𝗲𝗱

We walked inside and the cold air from the fan above slapped against our faces making me clutch onto my jacket .

She grabbed a cart and walked through the entrance as I followed just looking around . "I want a fruit bowl" She blurted out.

"Do you boo , I'm just here" I shrugged

"Talondrick bring your ass!" This lady at the Bank of America yelled at her son . He laughed evily making me smile .

I love bad ass babies .

"You should give me a tt baby"

"Woah" I did the woah stopping in the middle of the toy isle "When the hell get out here?" I scratched my head looking around.

"I wanna get some Uno cards , we can play drunk Uno" She did a lil dance "Hm?"

"You too young to be drinkin..."

"We the same a—WE ARE TWINS!"

"Uhhh no. We're Irish twins. You still a month younger than me"

"Bullshit" I heard her mumble.

"Call it that if you want." I shrugged smiling "What the hell is this?"

I lifted up a box of cards to her that said 'dos'

"These mutherfuckers" She said making me laugh "Uno and nem be on nat bullshit."

"Fasho dat" I shook my head

"Nigga lets go!" I heard after a loud bang.

Some nigga stumbled from the other isle with his ass all out . You could only see his draws .

"Nigga get the hell up!" Some other guy came out of nowhere yelling at him . He pulled up his pants and stood straight . He then looked over at me whom was just staring at them amused.

"What you looking at?"

"Aye nigga chill out" Ole dude that told him to get up blocked hinfrom walking up on me

"Fuck happened Satty?" Gani asked confused

"Get ya mans bro" Dude told her "Don't be just staring at me like you got a problem."

"I aint even did shit to you nigga" I retorted making them both pause shocked at my response

They looked at eachother and started smiling . I frowned my face up , turning around and throwing the cards in the cart , walking away.

"Let's go" I told Hagani.

"Niggas wylin"

"None new.." I sighed.