𝐇𝐢𝐬 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞

"I cannot do this shit." Brittney muttered, zipping up her hoodie. Blu shook her head, moving out the way as her and Brittney walked inside the school.

"I can't do this." Brittney said, stopping in her tracks. Some people muttering under their breath, upset that they stopped out of nowhere.

Blu grabbed Brittney hand and they started walked again. "Relax, Brittney." She told her and Britney let out a small sigh.

"I can't relax. It feels like everyone is watching me." Brittney said looking around the school. As they walked down the hall, some people stared at Brittney and she didn't like it.

No one knew she was pregnant besides family, but she had a feeling it had gotten around already. Rumors got around fast at their school like crazy and she refused to be the talk of the school.

"No one is watching you, so just relax. People just love staring for no reason." Blu told her as they reached Brittney locker.

"Still, I hate people looking at me. And this damn hoodie isn't doing anything!" Brittney groaned, unzipping the hoodie then taking it off aggressively. Blu shook her head leaning on the lockers beside her as Brittney opened hers.

She started putting her things away in her locker once she opened it. She look at herself in the mirror she had seeing the tiredness in her eyes. She had been sleeping a lot lately but was still tired. Not to mention, the morning sickness was out of control and she was eating every hour of the day.

It was a lot.

"Blu, be honest..." she began turning to look at Blu. "...do I look a mess?" she asked, Blu pushed back Brittney dark brown hair from her face.

"Not a mess, but you look really tired like you haven't slept in days." Blu answered, honestly.

"That shit doesn't make any sense since I been sleeping for hours. I have to talk to my doctor." Brittney muttered, but Blu still heard her.

"You have an appointment today right?"

"Yeah, dad is taking me after school. I really don't wanna go, I'm finna cry." She answer, shutting her locker.

Blu rubbed her back, "Relax and just breathe Britt, before you make yourself sick." Blu told her and Brittney nodded her head. She shut her eyes, taking several deep breaths.

"Brittney!" She heard causing her to quickly open her eyes. She look over seeing Kaycee, Cherice and Lillian walking over. She mentally roll her eyes not wanting to deal with them at the moment.

"What the fuck are doing?" Kaycee asked, soon as they reached her.

"What is the problem?" Brittney asked with tiredness in her voice.

"Umm, this isn't appropriate attire. You know today is Friday and we wear red today, especially since we have an assembly and we need to show out. Why aren't you wearing red?" Kaycee asked, Brittney roll her eyes.

"Are you serious right now?" Blu chimed in, Kaycee putting her attention on her.

"Who are you?" Kaycee asked bring smart, Lillian and Cherice chuckling.

"You know who I am girl, so stop faking. Y'all all dressing alike like an R&B group, sit down somewhere." Blu remarked, looking at the three girls. They were all wearing red shirts with mini skirts. All dressed the same and looking completely stupid in Blu opinion.

"Oh Blu, please go somewhere cause your irrelevant right now. When did y'all even become close like that? Don't y'all hate each other?" Kaycee asked.

"Bitch-"

"It's fine Blu." Brittney cut her sister off, now wanting Blu in her mess. "I got this, I'll see you later." she told her and Blu just stared at Kaycee.

"Fine, I'll see you. Also, Kaycee we're not on Mean Girls, we don't wear pink on Wednesdays." Blu retorted before walking off.

"I can't stand her, you need to leave her alone." Kaycee said soon as Blu was far away from them.

"That's my sister, so I'm not going to leave her alone. What do you need?" Brittney asked, annoyed. Before Kaycee could answer, Tiffany ran up to them.

"Oh my gosh, did y'all hear the news?" Tiffany asked them.

"What?"

"There's a rumor that some girl at our school is pregnant. Her hoe ass been fucking mad dudes and now she's pregnant and don't know the father." Tiffany answered and hearing what she said caused Brittney heart to drop.

"Where you'd hear that from?" Brittney asked and they all look at her. Kaycee looking her up and down, suspiciously.

"The boys were talking about her and we were all clowning the girl. I wanna know who she is cause she a hoe for getting pregnant. A teen mom too? That's so damn trifling." Tiffany answered her question.

"Seriously, a bitch being a teen mom is sad as hell." Lillian added on. Brittney tuned them out as they continued talking, she felt the urge to throw up so she quickly ran off to the nearest bathroom.

Barging in, she went in one of the stalls dropping down to her knees and throwing up in the toilet. She threw up her whole breakfast and even dinner from last night. Once she was done, she wipe her mouth with the back of her hand then leaned on the stall. Bringing her knees to her chest, she buried her face in her knees and started crying.

This wasn't what she wanted.

The front door opened and they were presented with Kelly in front of them. "Y'all have no business being here, so leave." She told them, putting her hand on her hip.

"Kelly, we're not here for you, so let us in." Jahseh told her and she ignored him.

"Y'all can't come in this house, so leave. And I know Apollo don't want his ex crackhead wife here." Kelly remarked, rolling her neck at Beth.

"Last time I checked, I'm still his wife legally. And this is my house, so step out the way." Beth said, pushing Kelly out the way and stepping inside the house. Jahseh chuckled looking at the pissed off look on Kelly face.

He stepped inside the house after his mom. "Go get Miracle clothes hon while I handle your father." Beth told him, he nodded his head heading upstairs.

Beth walked in the living room and Apollo quickly turned his head towards her.

"Why are you in my house?" He asked her, Beth ignoring him taking a seat on the couch. She crossed her legs then placed the folder on her lap.

"Why did you let her in my house?" Apollo asked Kelly since Beth didn't answer him.

"She walked in like it was her house. And what the fuck she mean she's still your wife?" Kelly shouted at him, Apollo tucking in his lips then looking at Beth.

She gave her a smile, "Is this how y'all talk to each other?" She remarked, pointing between the two.

"Beth...why are you here?" Apollo asked again, turning his wheelchair to face her. He was still paralyzed from his waist down, so he's been using a wheelchair since.

"Well, I came to talk to you about a few things." She finally answered, taking the papers out the folder. She slammed it on the coffee table and Apollo glance down at it.

"What is that?" He asked in a more calm voice.

"You already know what it is." Beth told him, giving him a small smile. And she was indeed right, Apollo did know what it was. He knew it would end up coming back on him sooner or later.

Apollo just stared at the papers, not reaching for them. Beth leaned back on the couch, knowing she had got him.

"Beth..." he said her name, looking back at her.

"Apollo..." Beth said in the same tone as him.

"Umm, excuse me, but what the fuck is going on? Why are you in my house?" Kelly stepped in.

"You wanna tell her or me?" Beth questioned Apollo and he just ignored her.

"Alright, well I guess I'll answer. Hon, me and Apollo aren't divorced...legally. I'm still his wife and your marriage is invalid. Apollo committed a violation of the law bigamy, which describes a person who is married to more than one person, hence, this situation right here. You understand now honey?" Beth asked, Kelly facing dropping.

"What?" Kelly shouted, then turning to Apollo. "Are you serious right now?"

"Very serious and Apollo knows that. Now, if I wanted to be an asshole, I could report you. However, I just want you to sign these papers, so we can go to court and handle everything legally." Beth answered pulling a pen out and placing it on the table.

"And then what?" Apollo aggressively asked. "Your going to take all my money? Put me on child support, huh?"

Beth shrugged her shoulders, "Well, I do own half of everything you have since I'm your partner. Which mean I can take half of everything you have and even this house since it's in my name, but I'm not going to do that. And as of child support its an option that I'm thinking of." She answered just as Jahseh came into view.

Apollo shook his head, "So, you get clean and now you want to be a mom. That's nice Beth, but I don't have any money." He told her in a serious tone. Unfortunately, he was broke and in huge debt. He knew he missed up and now it was all coming back to him.

"And I'm not even trying to find an excuse, but I really have no money. None whatsoever." He repeated.

"And I wonder why." Beth remarked, cutting her eye over to Kelly. Apollo let out a sigh, knowing why he didn't have money.

"I never understood why you became the way you did. You would think someone who didn't have anything would be humbled and not take things for granted. You should be thankful that I don't want your money because I know you don't have any. You never had money since the day that I met you, but I still stayed because I didn't care. Now, look at you...you need to get your priorities together." She told him, Apollo letting out another sigh.

"It's whatever, Beth. I'll sign the papers and we'll get this figured out in court. Whatever you ask for I won't be able to give it to you and that's just that. Now, leave my house." He told her, Beth smile getting up.

"This conversation was very sweet, some secrets revealed and fake marriages brought to light. I wish you guys the best. Oh, and I love that Gucci belt, it's beautiful. I know it was expensive." Beth remarked, pointing at Kelly. Kelly roll her eyes at her and Jahseh shook his head.

"We'll be getting out y'all way now. You got everything?" Jahseh nodded his head, putting the bag on his shoulder.

"Good, I'll see you Apollo." Beth waved then walked off. Jahseh look between his dad and Kelly looking at their faces.

"I enjoyed this." He said, letting out a chuckle.

"This like the fifth store we went to, I wanna go home!" Blu dragged, tossing her head back and falling back in Jahseh arms.

She look up at him, "Can we go home?" She asked him, he helped her back to her feet.

"Mamas, you the one that told me to take you to the store." He told her and she sigh.

"No one told you to shoot ya load in me and shit." She said as they walked inside the CVS. They greeted the cashier then went searching down the aisles.

"Umm, do you not recall our conversation before we did it. You said you didn't want to use a condom, I asked if you was sure and you said yeah then we fucked. Not to mention, you was moaning loud as fuck talking bout 'cum in me'." He mocked her moans and she frown.

"Babe, stop." She dragged and he started laughing. "I don't moan like that."

"Actually, you do moan like that, just a little bit louder. Your moans are really pretty though." He told her picking up the Plan B box.

"The way you say my name is sexy also." He added, Blu giving him a mug.

"Jahseh..."

"Yup, just like that."

So, my damn job have me working all this week in the morning, so if y'all noticed the updates being a little late that's the reason why

thoughts? opinions?

excuse errors if there were any