-𝕁𝕌𝕃𝕐 𝟚𝟘-

"Boy FUCK YOU forreal." I blinked at him. Feeling tired of the constant arguments they were always having. If it wasn't one thing it was a fucken another.

"But you already did." He shrugged.

"Why are you doing this to me? Just leave me be bro." All I wanted to do was peacefully draw. "You know I'm not in a good mood right now and you're constantly nit picking at me Ky'lan. I'm tired of it. Bro." Once I felt my voice crack I got up and walked away, because this was and is my breaking point.

"Bro you act like I'm not trying. And if it was the other way around, you would just want attention and I would be a asshole. But because it's me wanting to be loved on by you it's me being clingy and annoying alright.. bet." Shaking his head. He turnt the corner.

I saw the hurt in his eyes and I knew I fucked up a little bit. Is it that bad to want space? It's already irritating enough that he's making me feel things I never felt. Now I care about what I say to him? I wish he could just see I was scared.

Then he be acting like he didn't kidnap me.. tuh.

Sighing I made my way to the room.

"I'm sorry if I acted a ass." I mumbled, looking down.

"No because nobody ever understands how much that double standard bullshit irritates the fuck outta me. Then we posed to forgive y'all after one lane ass sorry cause y'all gurls and y'all feelings get hurt FUCK YO DAMN FEELINGS."

Okay bitch now your doing to much.

I scrunched my eyebrows at him.

"Not like that." He chuckled. "I just mean as a man it's so much shit that people want out of me. And I personally don't give a fuck but sometimes it gets to me because not on no typa simp shit, but I mean it when I say I want yu to have the full ass love experience. It's so much shit I wanna show ya and have yu experience."

Yeaa because y'all get the hard shit. I get the soft niggah.

"I know, and I will your dumb ass bet not be stressing yourself out over no shit like that, I like the you; you been showed me. I don't expect you to change for me lil niggah."

"But ain't that what yu gotta do when yu-." He put his head down "nevermind."

"Yea ight."

Once I noticed he wasn't looking at me I shifted feeling even more like shit if it was one thing he always stood firm on it was eye contact.

"Bitch so you just don't hear me or some?" Once I slapped his neck he finally looked up at me with lazy eyes.

"Yu good." He mumbled.

"See you a fucken crackhead how the hell you roll and smoke in less than 10 minutes niggah?"

I felt him chuckle through his chest.

"Because it was already rolled Yu."

...

I shook my head going back downstairs knowing what the fuck he was going to say. I don't know if I love that man...sorry to that man. I don't think it's mean either I mean it's easier for him he kidnapped me. It's not that easy for me. I GOT KIDNAPPED. Fuck you mean.

Once I got down there I took my dumbass right back upstairs I had some more things I wanted to talk about.. we never really have heart to hearts. Because we some real niggahs and I wanted to have one.

Looking up at him I became paranoid.

"You think we're going to be toxic in the future?" I asked.

"No mama, I think we gon' be good. Because I'm going to give yuh errything you ever wanted. Then imma plant ma seed and give y'all the world." He kissed all over my face.

"Ewww you got cootiesss." I dragged out, trying to get the smile off my face.

"Mccht that's all you got outta that?" He raised his eyebrow.

"Nope. But yea because who's getting pregnant?" Shrugging I looked up. "Can't we get a damn dog or something."

The way he show affection I never got that shit growing up so sometimes the only way I can show it back is by being mean. He like my lil mean ass though. Ain't no shame in my game.

"Yu, get the fuck outta my face with the bullshit." He mugged.

"Mmcht niggah you know you lovvveeeeee me." I dragged out smiling.

He looked down at me and still mugged.

I rubbed on his chest trying to get him to crack a smile.

But he didn't.

"So you don't want me to suck your dick from the back that's all ya had to say." Throwing my arms up I walked out the room.

"Aye I ain't say that. Detach them lips. And the pussy pocket. "

"That's not how that- boy I'm hungry take me to get food the fuck."

"I'm hungry too, hand me the puthy." He made a motion with his hand.

"Niggah Cmon." I tried to drag him up, and he just kept repeating what he said before.

" blah bla blah, can you take me to go get food." Putting my hands on his chest to convince him.

"Yes.. Whatta you want?"

"Zaxbys." That's not really what I wanted but it was closer

...

"Stop fucken playing with me dude." I blinked at him.

"Bro what I didn't even do shit." Kai threw his arms up.

"First of all DONT get loud bitch. And yes you did. All up in that bitch face." I mugged.

"Yuan she was giving us our food I said thank you, you wasn't even paying attention." He gave me a blank face trying to walk away.

See cause all he do is LIIIEE.

"Howww the fuck you gone tell me what I was doing..with my body niggah." I pointed to himself. Still annoyed. .

"Because I saw. And you not Innocent you called a niggah cute yesterday." He looked at me like I was stupid, and I don't know why because he was the only stupid one.

"He was nine- he was a damn kid." I rubbed my head. Trying to see how this added up.

"Mccht it don't matter that niggah knew what he was doing." He scrubbed up his face trying to prove his point.

This niggah CANNOT be deadass.

"Niggah he picked up YOUR wallet." I tried to prove my point.

"Then why he hand it to you." He shot back at me.

"I- Kai just leave me the fuck alone." I gave up walking away.

"No." He followed me where I was going.

"Ight bitch, I'm telling you now." I shrugged trying to warn him I wasn't in the mood anymore.

See I had that 1% of the time where I wanted to have a debate. But they other 99 was not up for discussion most of the time I'm too playful or goofy to even think about arguing and this was one of them times.

"Mccht you ain't gone do shit Jody." He put his hand on his hip.

Why he always on this type of timeeee.

"Fuck you too Yvette." I crossed my arms.

"Y'all need fucken help, and niggah how you a killer you didn't notice us in your house?" Dre rolled his neck

I looked at Dre and scoffed. "He ain't a killer that niggahs a hugger."

"Man quit playing with me nigglet." He pushed past me going to the kitchen.

"Alright, well I just came ta tell y'all that niggah Stone is back.." Dre scratched his head.

"Fuck you mean y'all I don't know nobody named Stone?" I scrubbed up my face.

Trying to reach my gummy I felt Kai push against me and hand them to me.

"Thanks lil dude."

"Gurl..." he rolled his eyes.

"Yu mean he back back or he just trynna push his way back." Kai questioned.

"NIGGAH do it matta?! All I know is he's back and it's gone be some shit.. it's always some shit when Stone ugly ass round hea." Dre shook his head mumbling the last part.

"This just sound like some messy ass drama to me, can't you just solve the problem with a sit down." I shrugged actually sitting down.

"Hell no! What Cardi fine ass said Kai?" Dre dumb ass asked him

"If you got beef with ME." Kai screamed.

"We gone have beef forevvva." He replied whipped his head around.

"See y'all just fucken retards and I don't got time for this damn negativity." I shook my head walking out of the kitchen.

But in reality I just wanted what ever bad shit that was going to happened to just happen. So it could be over with, and we could move on with our life's.. I've never been happy before just at peace. But I wanted to be happy I wanted to have a reason to smile and do stupid shit happy people do and annoy me. Shit I just wanted to show somebody the real me..

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