"Are you all ready?" I whispered, sitting on two feet turning my head towards the other rogues. Currently we were standing on the blue moon packs territory boarder. The pack were all standing in a little crowd near me, all sitting in the same position as me. I turn around to look at the pack. It's kind of scary coming here after 2 years, but I have to do this.

I just want to see my brother, even if he might not recognise me; I just want to see how he's doing. I know I've hurt him by leaving but it felt like it was the right thing to do and I still do. If I had a chance to change my mind, I wouldn't take that chance since I actually did a good thing by leaving. I still have the necklace around my neck; I haven't taken it off, only when I take showers. It's worth more than anything I've owned before.

And the second person I really want to see is the one and only Damion Collins. My so called mate. My supposed saviour. Ha as if.

"Why do you say his name with so much disgust?" Ashley said.

"Why are you taking his side?" I replied.

"Well, because he's my mate." she said.

"He's not anymore; he rejected you 2 years ago. How can you even think that he will like you? Looking at him, he's just a cold hearted bustard" I yelled.

"OK now you've gone too far, I know you like him, if not love him; whether you show it or not. His wolf loves me and I love him, the only thing stopping me and him being together is you two! So grow the hell up and see that you two are goddamned perfect for each other" she yelled and then blocked the mind link.

God I hate it when she's right. I don't really love him and I don't really hate, I guess I'm neutral about it, I mean some attention from him won't hurt would it?

Whatever, he doesn't deserve my love. Whatever happens I'll still carry out this plan, even if he suddenly apologises for everything and starts showing interest in me. I'll do this.

"It's okay, if you don't want to do it" Lucas said as he placed his hand on my shoulder. I woke from my thoughts and shook my head, before turning to face him.

"Oh no, I'm definitely going. Everybody change now!" I hear clothes tearing and everybody was standing on 4 paws in their wolf forms. I grab a little glass container, filled with a potion that I made myself, from my pocket and drank it whole, making me mask my scent. Once I'm ready I yell.

"Let's do this! 3.....2.....1....GO! "

I signalled Ryder to go and attack the border guards. I changed to my wolf form then me, Lucas and the others ran towards the pack house, growling and howling.

5 minutes later we reach the pack house and all of the pack is standing behind the Alpha, Jack. Someone must have informed the alpha making him come out with what seems like his strongest warriors. Most of them I knew, most of them I did not.

"Attack!" Jack calls out. Everyone behind him changed forms, leaving ripped clothing scattered on the ground. They all ran towards my pack whereas we ran towards his. The fight has begun. Someone ran towards me, he smelt like..... Like Damion. Dayam, has he been working out, because he looks fine and he's become hotter since I last saw him.

What? Aggh, Lexi focus.

He changed form and ran towards me, I dodge his attempt at tackling me, he slid across the ground, face flat and I used that to my advantage to bite him in the neck and throw him to the nearest tree. He howls out in pain, but he gets up and jumps at me again, but I duck and bite his leg, he howls a louder howl, I let go once, I can taste the blood in my mouth. He scampers past me and leans against a tree, before he changed back to human grabbing shorts from the tree trunk behind him. It's taking every nerve in body not to comfort him right now.

"I can't believe you hurt him!" Ashley yelled again.

"At least be grateful, I didn't pound him to smithereens. He's a goddamn wolf, he will heal. But my heart, that he shattered, will never heal as fast. To tell you the truth, I'm sort of in the middle of attack." I yelled at her. In the blink on an eye I was tackled by someone whilst I was talking to Ashley. I opened my eyes to see a dark greyish blue wolf in front of me. His scent smells familiar. Before I could work out who this scent belonged to, he punched me in the snout, I howled out in pain. While I was screaming in pain, I changed back into my human form. I held my nose with both of my hand.

Don't worry; I still have my clothes on. I learnt a lot of other tricks in the past 2 years. Masking my scent is one, changing with my clothes is another.

He looked up and saw me, his eyes widened; he changed back into his human form only wearing trousers. I looked at him, Oh my god its Jason....my eyes looked at his face, taking all of his feature in. His looks haven't changed at all except the fact that his face has grown. I noticed the bags under his eyes, he looks worn out; he looks awful it looks like he hasn't sleep in forever. Tears started to form in my eyes but I suck it in.

"A-Alex is it re-" he started, my eyes widened before he could finish his sentence I ran behind him and held my hand against his mouth.

"Jase, Shhh or you'll blow my cover. By the way I go by the name Lexi now." I whispered, everybody was busy fighting to notice us two.

"Let's go inside, you have a lot of explaining to do and I can't hear you here" He said. He grabs my arm and we run over to the house before I can even answer. He kicked opened the door and we walk into the kitchen.

He pulled me and made me stand in front of him. We stood face to face; wow he's grown really tall I have to look up just to see his face. I sucked in all the tears that were threating to come and hugged him; he returned the hug, a really really tight hug. I groaned and whispered an 'I can't breathe'. He loosened his grip still holding me in his arms.

"I've missed you so much, I'm sorry for leaving but I had too." I say while tears were streaming down my cheeks.

"I missed you too." He said, releasing me from the hug. "But why did you leave?"

"I'll tell everything sooner or later but I have to go now, you'll soon find out everything." I asked.

"What! You can't leave, you just got here." he said.

"I promise I'll be back. But do me a favour? Jase, you can't tell anyone about me. I'll see you all in the 'strongest Wolf' competition. Please don't blow my cover. No one from the pack must know that I was here." I said, hugged him one last time. I walked over to the door, wiping my tears away; I took a deep breath and walked out to see half the blue moon pack defeated as in some people collapsed on the ground, others had retreated and so on. A smirk appears on my face.

"Guys!" I yelled. Everyone stopped what they were doing and looked at me. "Let's go now!"

"What, leaving so fast" Jack said with a smirk on his face, crossing his arms across his chest.

"Don't worry, Jack, I'll be seeing all of you real soon!" I said, I turned around to leave "Let's go, guys"

"How did you know my name?" Jack said confused. I turned back around and faced Jack.

"Dear Dear Alpha, I know almost every about you and this pathetic pack of yours." I said as I looked at Jack. Then I turned my head so that I'm facing Damion, the remaining people were either squinting or trying to block the sun with their hands.

"I even know what you did to poor Alexis Greyback" I said, everyone's eyes widened. Guilt was written on Damion's face, he opened his mouth to say something but I raised my hand signalling him to stop and I turned around for the last time. "Let's go NOW!"

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After 4 hours of running we finally reached home. I ran upstairs, locked myself in the bathroom and sat down with my back leaning against the door. I guess I never actually realised how much I missed them until now. I'm sorry Damion, I'm sorry that I wasn't good enough for you, I'm sorry for not deserving you, I'm sorry I wasn't pretty enough, but most of all I'm sorry that I'm alive. I might have been better off dead, than to face you over and over again, in remembrance of your rejection.

I'm really am sorry Jason, for leaving you again, you were, are and always the bestest brother I could ever ask for. You have been with me through everything. You were more than my brother; you were my best friend, my brother and most of all you are the other half of me that I can't live without.

I wipe the few tears that managed to escape from my eye away and stood in front of the mirror. My eyes were red and puffy. My makeup was running down my face. I open the faucet and start washing my face, and wiping all my makeup away. Once I'm done washing, I look in the mirror from head to toe. Something caught my eye, well didn't caught my eye. My neck is empty. My necklace was not there.

"Oh no, I've dropped my necklace somewhere. What if they find it? Oh no my covers blown. They'll find out who I am" I shout at myself while face palming myself. It may not be much but hell, if they find out then mission 'make Damion regret rejecting me' will absolutely positively fail

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